This is all that I can give, took some time before I had the courage to say that.
I realized that my expectations of myself and the things I can do killed me more than the disappointments that I had.
I guess I just can't accept that I also had limitations and keep on envisioning that I can be more and can do more but the truth is I am just convincing myself that I am.
So today I say that this is all that I can give, for now.
Time will surely give me enough space for me to improve myself so that I can be more than what I can give today.
I call it acceptance of the weakness I had inside