Thank you for reading!! I know it's been a long time since I've updated this, and most likely the audience has changed. But I've changed as well.
I've had this in my notes for a while but I was really insecure about my writing among other things, so I didn't want to post it.
So I'm glad I'm able to do it now. It's been years since the beginning and looking back on how it started, this story has grown with me a bit.
Initially, I wrote each chapter based on how I was feeling in the moment I wrote it, with Namjoon taking on my personality/reactions to things. His thoughts are my own, though I do suppose all of this is my thoughts lmAoo
I've grown out of my kpop phase (though I wouldn't mind getting back into it) but I did fix the earlier chapters to make the ideologies of the characters more sane/realistic. I'm sorry if the ending is a bit unsatisfying, but somehow I feel like it shows the growth of our main character.
And mine as well.
I'm really glad you've read this until the end.