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"Aya no, like this." I showed her the picture and she smacked her lips, "Why you ain't show me before?"

"Becauseee, you said you had it."

"I thought I did." She mumbled as she began fixing the hair at I watched her through the mirror.

Faze came into the room and looked at me smirking, "You look good."

"No I don't." I rolled my eyes ignoring the butterflies in my stomach.

"Ugly." Aya chuckled under her breathe as I ignored her.

"Why you changin' it?" He asked Aya as she looked at him with her hands on her hips.

"Because ya' friend ova' here want it another way." She said snaking her neck looking at me as I smacked my lips.

"Ion like it like this, it don't look right on me." I huffed as she eyed me and Fazon shook his head.

"I like it, keep it like that."

"So you want me to feel ugly the whole time?" I questioned him as he smacked his lips, "Imma make sure you don't feel ugly." He waved me off as Aya looked at me, "So what you wanna do."

"It's his event, I guess I'll leave it like it is." I mumbled as she nodded her head and began fixing it back how it was.

"This really look good, you just picky."

"No I'm not."

"You are, but it's okay. We have to always look our best, we too fine to be going out here lookin' any kinda way." Aya flipped her bonnet over her shoulder making me laugh.

My phone rang making me pick it up seeing Kelin and Tamina making me raise an eyebrow before I answered it.

"You look sooo pretty." "Yo' uglass." They said simultaneously making me smile.

"Thank you Mina, and fuck you Kelin. What ya'll doin' on facetime together? How ya'll even get eachother's numbers."

"You askin' too many questions. See I told you not to call her ass." Kelin smacked his lips as Mina rolled her eyes.

"She the one with the money."

"We coulda' got everything together then called hte money source." Kelin said in a duh tone making Aya laugh.

"What do ya'll want?"

"We wanna go onna trip." Mina smiled all big and Kelin just had a blank look on his face.

"Who is we?"

"Me, Bam, and Kelin." Mina shrugged as I smacked my lips, "Bam not even here to agree."

"He agree with everything I say, so therefore he agrees."

"Where do ya'll wanna go?"

"That's why we called you, we can't choose."

"She just bein' dificult. I said let's go to Cancun, she wanna go to musty ass Africa. Ion wanna see no fuckin' lions and tigers." Kelin scrunched his face up as Tamina rolled her eyes hard.

"He jus' lame, he wanna do basic stuff. Everybody go to Mexico, and Jamaica and allat. But people don't go to Africa and experience the motherland."

"You not even black." Kelin said making me laugh as Mina rolled her eyes.

"Anyways, like I was saying. We need to get in touch with our ancestors."

"Nobody wanna go see them skinny ass kids bruh."

"You think Africa is just what they show on tv. It's way more to it, it's so beautiful, it's cleaner than Mexico." She rolled her eyes as he smacked his lips.

"Saoir where you wanna go?"

"Afr-" Before I could even finish my sentence Kelin hung up making me laugh as Mina shook her head.

"He's childish. What was you finna say?"

"Africa sounds more fun, it's different I think I'd enjoy it."

"He gone enjoy it too, he jus' a crybaby." She mumbled making me laugh as she waved her hand.

"Off that subject, what you gettin' all cute for?"

"Fazon's album release party."

"Ouu, I thought he was havin' it in Chicago."

"He is we flying on one of his manager's friend's private jets." I told her making her eyes get wide, "Ya'll is richhh."

"No is manager friend is rich."

"Private jet, so fancyyy." She said making me laugh, "Shut up."

"No forreal it's fancy as fuck, take some bougie ass pictures too. Like I mean bougie as fuck."

"I will just for you." I told her making her nod her head, "Well finish getting all cute and what not. I'll talk to you later, love you."

"I love you too." I told her before she hung up and I hung up as well.

"I love seeing you interact wit' yo' brothers and sister. You be smiling all big and stuff." Aya chuckled as I rolled my eyes, "You always gotta be all sentimental."

"I'm forreal, I love to see you happy. You deserve it."

"No ya'll deserve it." I told her as she shrugged, "We all do." She mumbled fixing one piece of my hair before stepping back looking at me.

"You look sooo beautiful." She smiled making me look at myself in the mirror.

The hairstyle wasn't that bad, I still wasn't feeling it all the way. But I didn't dislike it too much either.

"You doing your makeup before you leave?" Aya asked making me shake my head, "No we gotta be gone in an hour. So imma do it there." I told her making her nod her head.

"Have fun, enjoy yourself. Mingle, have a couple drinks. Have fun." She told me making me nod, "I will." I assured her as she just looked at me before nodding her head.

"Call me tonight." She said as I laughed, "Okay, thank you for doing my hair and making me look so good."

"You always thanking me I need to be thanking you."

"Stop." I waved her off knowing if she kept talking I would be crying.

"I love you Saoir, have fun forreal. Do some things that I would do." She winked at me as I laughed.

"I love you too." I told her as she gathered her hair stuff and I went into my room seeing Faze laid across my bed.

"You always over here, you never wanna go to your house." I said as he looked at me shrugging, "I feel good here."

He stared at me making me become nervous as I rolled my eyes, "Stop staring at me."

"Why?"

"Because I said so." I mumbled grabbing my bag that had my clothes in it and he just looked at me.

"You ain't gotta stylist?"

"No, I pick out my own stuff. Aya shop for me or I shop online. I wear one of a kind things too though." I shrugged as he looked at my closet that was filled with clothes.

"You think I need a stylist or some?" I asked him as he shook his head, "Nah, you be lookin' good as fuck. I'm jus' sayin' muhfuckas have stylists and shit for they events." He shrugged.

"You got a stylist?"

"I used to but not no more." He explained as I nodded my head, "Why not?"

"'Cause only I can make me, look like me. If that make sense. Only I can dress Faze." He tried to explain as I nodded my head.

"I get it. I feel the same way, nobody can dress me because I don't choose my outfits until right in the moment when I put them on. It depends on my mood, and the event."

"You always look good so keep doin' yo' thing." He told me as I smirked, "Ouu, you so lucky I just got my hair done. Aya would beat my ass if I sweated this out." I shook my head as he laughed.

"When I first met you ian think you was like that. Like yeah you dress sexy and shit, but everybody know sex sells. But nah you a real freak." He laughed making me gasp shaking my head.

"No I'm not."

"That shit you did the otha' day. I'll never look at you the same. You is a freaakkk." He shook his head as I smacked my lips.

"I told you don't take about it no more."

"Nah imma keep talkin' 'bout it because you gone do it again." He said as I waved him off, "That was a one time thing." I stood up picking the Louis Vuitton bag up setting it on the ottoman.

"Okay, so we should be heading to the airport so we can gooo." I dragged making him nod his head grabbing my hand pulling me in between his legs.

"Gimme a kiss." He said looking up at me making me lean down and kiss his lips before he deepened the kiss.

"We gotta gooo." I laughed after pulling away from the kiss, "You lucky ya' hair all done and shit." He told me making me laugh, "Come onnn get up." I told him making him stand up and stretch.

His pants were sagging extremely low and I could see his stomach from his shirt rising up.

"Come on man." He mumbled grabbing my bag as I followed behind him.

"Pull your pants up." I said as he continued walking reaching into his pocket with his free hand making his pants sag a little bit lower.

"They fine the way they is." He shrugged looking down at me as we approached the front door.

I looked at him and he smacked his lips setting the bag down and pulling his pants up, "Gone head out the door g." He told me as I laughed at his attitude.

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"Look." I leaned over showing Faze my phone as we rode to the club his party was being held at.

He took the phone from me looking at the Instagram post.

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"They right you do look beautiful." He said making me try to hide my smile.

"Whatever, you look good." I told him as he smirked, "I meannn." He dragged making me laugh.

"Is your family coming out?"

"My sister, and cousins is. My Mama nem too old to be inna club wit' me." He said making me laugh as he looked at me.

"Why?"

"I was just wondering. You ain't said nothing about visiting them and spending time with them while you out here." I shrugged as he shrugged as well.

"Imma see them when I see em." He mumbled before he glanced out the window, "I'm not even tryna' be out here no longer than a day."

I smacked my lips, "Well you showing me around Chicago." I told him as he nodded his head.

"We can do whatever you wanna do." He told me making me shake my head.

"No we here to celebrate you , so we doing whatever you wanna do. This is your weekend."

"I wanna chill, just me and you. Somewhere wit' a nice ass view, jus' coolin'." He shrugged as I nodded my head.

"Okay then that's what we're going to do." I told him as we came to a stop and I could hear music playing softly from inside the club.

"I can't believe you late to your own party." I said as he shrugged smacking his lips, "Fuck this party." He mumbled getting out of the car after thanking the driver and tipping him.

I opened my door and he mugged me before he closed it back and opened it again, "You always doin' that shit." He said as I laughed.

"It's a habit."

"A habit you needa' break. When we doin' some nice don't touch no doors." He told me as I laughed, "Okay Fazon."

"I'm forreal, you can open ya' own shit when we doin' regular shit, but not when we bein' fancy." He said as I fixed my coat on me and moved my hair from sticking to my lip gloss.

The people outside of the club called out different things at they took pictures of us as we walked into the building.

Once we got inside I seen all the people here to support him, I recognized a lot of people since most of them were in the industry.

Faze had a lot of support and I smiled seeing everybody there to support him on his new album.

I looked up at him seeing he had a smile on his face, but it wasn't the same smile he had when we were together.

I just looked past it as we continued walking to the section his people were in. As we walked past people they congradulated him on his album and complimented him.

Once we got to the section, I recognized a couple people as his friends the rest of the people there I didn't recognize.

When they seen him everybodies attention turned onto him, "Nigga why nobody said you was here." Somebody asked walking up to him slapping hands with him.

"'Cause they don't needa do allat." He shrugged as the dude nodded his head, "G this muhfucka bussin', on my mama I'm fuckin' a famous bitch tonight." He said making me and Faze laugh, his eyes shifted to me before he smirked.

"This rude ass nigga ain't even introduce me, I'm Shad his cousin." He said as I smiled, "I'm Saoir."

"Oh I know who you is, I follow the shaderoom I see all the tea." He nodded his head making me laugh.

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"You so pretty." Fazon cousin Shia complimented me for the millionth time tonight.

"Thank you." I laughed as she laughed as well.

"Everytime this bitch get drunk she start repeating herself. I promise you she gone say it a million mo' times tonight." Amayah Faze's sister shook her head telling me as I just laughed.

"All these rich folks in here, I'm so uncomfortable." Shia said fanning herself as she sipped her drink making me nod my head agreeing with her.

"Same here, I hate being around all these kinda' people." I sighed rolling my eyes as Amayah looked at me.

"I can tell you ain't like them lil bougie bitches that get money and turn all hollywood and shit." "You get yo' bread and be gone. I like that 'cause my brother needa' chill out." Amayah nodded her head as I shrugged.

"Ion fit in with these kinds of people, that's why ion have my own events like this. Or come to other people's events." I shrugged as they nodded their heads.

"Man fuck all these people." Shia yelled as Amayah rolled her eyes at her, "I feel you." She told me as I just chuckled at them.

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"Where Fazon?" I asked one of his friends as they all stood around the stairs of the stage since he was about to perform a couple of his songs.

"Ova' there." He told me pointing at a room in the back making me walk that way.

I frowned walking in seeing Mob, talking to him and him sitting down spaced out, "What's wrong?" I asked as Mob looked up at me.

"Man he high as fuck. Ion know what the fuck he on. I'm tryna sober him up but man." He sighed shaking his head before I looked at Faze.

I squatted down in front of him and looked at him, "Fazon." I said as he looked at me blankly.

He stared at me before shaking his head, "I can't do this." He shook his head as I held his face in my hands.

"I will call allis shit off, do you wanna go onna stage or not?" I asked him as he just looked around with his eyes heavy.

"Bruh you got like 2 minutes before you up." His friend Doom came over and said making my head snap towards him.

"Do he fuckin' look like he ready to go onna stage and perform? Why the fuck ya'll even let him get like this knowing he had to perform tonight." I snapped standing up as he mugged me.

"He don't need no babysitter he chose to do that shit on his own. Ain't nobody payin' me to watch no grown ass man." He looked at me crazy as I shook my head.

"You supposed to be his fuckin' friend, you ain't shit but a freeloader. Get the fuck from around us." I snapped as he mugged me, "Bitch you ain't shit but some pussy. Ion know why you think you gone be around long. This is who the fuck he is and he ain't gone change for no ass." He snapped as he got into my face.

Mob came over pushing him away from me as a couple of their other friends watched us, "Fuck you all in her face for?"

"Ha' ass was in my face talkin' crazy. She lucky ian back hand her stupid ass." He looked at Mob crazy as Mob looked at everybody.

"All ya'll get the fuck out. Everybody clear the fuck outta this muhfucka." He snapped as they all looked at him crazy.

"Nigga you always tryna run his life, you ain't his Daddy. If he ain't want us here he woulda' never been kickin' it wit' us all night nigga gone head." Cop looked Mob up and down as I sighed seeing the stage manager come into the room.

"He up.' The stage manager said making Mob sigh looking at Faze who was still out of it.

"Come on." Mob mumbled pulling him up and leading him out of the room.

I followed behind them as Fazon began walking onto the stage and Mob turned the fog machine up making it foggy as fuck.

The first song started and everybody watched as the music began playing and we could hear Fazon mumbling the lyrics a little bit before he stopped and the song just played.

It was a song that was leaked already so the whole crowd rapped along loudly, and with the music playing in the background you couldn't tell he wasn't rapping along to the song.

Once the song came to an end I could see Fazon coming to reality as the fog cleared a little, Mob was going to make it foggy again but I stopped him seeing Faze bring the microphone to his mouth.

"Man on my Mama I love all ya'll." He spoke as everybody in the crowd called out different stuff.

The next song came on and he began rapping like nothing was wrong with him, it gave me a chill how he just snapped  back like that and rapped along to the song and interacted with the crowd.

"What happened?" Amayah asked me snapping me out of my transe.

"He was like outta' it. He was so high and drunk and ion know what else. He could barely keep his eyes open. When he first got out there Mob turned the fog machine on and made it foggy as fuck. So they couldn't see him standing there spaced the fuck out. Then all of a sudden he just snapped back to reality." I explained as she shook her head looking over at Cop and them as they got onto the stage with him.

It was a big group of people on the stage with him who all rapped along to the songs with him.

"Them niggas don't care about him, they jus' care about the money and fame. Soon as that shit gone they gone be done wit' him. He needa' stop tryna' help everybody." She shook her head, "He need to get help." She mumbled as I just stared at him.

He looked over at me and smirked as he rapped his song, I couldn't help the smile that came onto my face as he laughed looking back at the crowd.

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"I can have Amayah come back here with you and ya'll can chill. We leavin' in like a hour." Faze told me as I eyed him not wanting him to leave my sight.

I could still tell he was high, but not as high as he was before he went onto stage a couple hours ago.

"Alright." I nodded my head as he used one of the towels from back here and wiped his forehead.

I watched as he walked out of the room and I sat there hoping that he wouldn't do nothing else tonight.

I pulled my phone out facetiming Aya knowing she was woke because she always up late at night.

"Yess?" She answered as I chuckled looking at her, "What's wrong?" She asked looking at me as I shook my head.

"Nothin', what you doin'?" I asked as she shrugged, "Watchin' Scandal. Why you inna back?"

"I'm tired." I shrugged as she eyed me, "Mhmm, lemme find out somebody fuckin' wit' you or some."

"I'm goood, I'm just waiting on Faze to get done thanking people and allat."

"Did you enjoy yourself tonight?"

"Yeah I met his cousin and sister, they so funny." I chuckled thinking about how much fun I had with them earlier tonight.

"Aww look at you meeting the family and shit." She teased as I playfully rolled my eyes.

"You look sooo good too. I was hopin' you would pick that outfit. It looked so good when you tried it on." She said making me nod my head.

"Yeah, I gotta go back." I said as she nodded agreeing with me.

"I still wanna get the matching track suits though." I told her as she smacked her lips, "You still stuck on those?"

"Yes because it would be so cute." I said as she shook her head, "Fine, but we ain't doin' the same hairstyle and allat like you wanted to." She told me making me sigh.

"Fine." I agreed getting excited thinking about what color to get.

"But anyways, go out there and mingle. These are people you need to work with and I'm not sayin' go find a new bestfriend or none, but open up a lil and get some connections. It's good to have friends in the industry you in." She said making me sigh as she just looked at me.

"I guess." I mumbled as she nodded her head, "It's only like a hour of mingling and talking. People love you already so it won't be hard." She said making me nod.

"Okay, goodnight love you."

"I love you too and goodnight." She said before I hung up and sighed standing up fixing my outfit.

I looked at myself in the mirror for a couple of minutes just trying to prepare myself before I left out of the room.

--

"We definitly gotta get in the studio together." Jazmine, a popular singer told me making me nod.

As I was about to say something until someone yelled out Faze's name making my attention immediately go over there.

I stood up seeing a crowd formed around something making me push my way through the people heading in that direction.

Once I got over there I seen him on the floor seizing making me immediately drop to my knees tending to him.

"Why the fuck is ya'll just standing there?" I snapped at his group of friends who just watched everything unfold.

Amayah appeared out of the crowd and she looked scared as she watched her brother, it was like she was stuck for a second before I heard Shad on the phone.

"He shaking and foam comin' out his mouth." He said into the phone as everybody stood around.

"They said turn him on his side." He told me making Amayah drop to her knees turning him on his side as he gasped for arm it sounded like.

"Ion think he can breathe." She told him as he repeated it to the people on the phone.

It was like everything was moving in slow motion and I just blacked out.

I blinked and next thing I know the paramedics were moving me away from him and placing him onto the gurney.

I followed them through the crowd as they used a bag to help him breath as they rushed him to the ambulance.

"Only one person can ride back here with him and everyone else has to ride on their own." One of the medics told us as the rest of them treated him.

"You ride with him we gone meet you up there." Shad told me making me nod as I followed the medic into the back of the ambulance.

I could see him blinking and looking around, he looked like he wasn't fully here. Like he was sleeping with his eyes open or something.

I grabbed his hand and he squeezed as he looked over at me. I just looked away from him wiping my tears with my freehand.

"You gone be okay." I told him as he just stared at me with an unreadable look on his face.

"Well it seems like you had a grand-mal seizure. Now it could have been something not that serious. But we still need to take you to the hospital and get you checked out and make sure it was nothing to worry about." One of the medics told him making him nod as they continued talking to him and I just tuned everything out staring off into space.

Everything replayed in my head over and over, before I felt him squeeze my hand again ripping me from my thoughts
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I hate everything about this chapter. I almost cried because it wont come out right. I rewrote it twice, it's nothing like I wanted it to be and this is the chapter I was looking forward to writing the most.

This supposed to be my best chapter and I think it's the worst. It's boring asf. It's 4000 some words and I can honestly say only about 1400 of them is worth reading but whatever.

If it disappear dont trip that mean I got the strength to rewrite it.

I think I feel the vibes again for this book so imma prolly start updating more.

I got another book out so shit yeah.

I cant get over how bad this chapter is.

Ykw bye

- BAABYPRADA🍍