A/N: Yaar !! You guys makes it difficult for me to reply matlab itne comments kon karta hai yaar!! Hahaha well I love them so much. And I love you all so much. Plus one thing abhi to jealousy track aaya hi nahi tha and you found that glimpse here only. God!!!! You guys are amazinggggg!!!! Well keep reading and supporting me.
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Pooja's POV
''Tumhe jaana hai to tum jaa sakte ho tumhe breakfast karna chaiye'' I asked Shaheer as he was preparing a lemonade for my hangover silently, sitting opposite to me. Actually he ordered a lemon and some sugar from the hotel staff instead of the lemonade itself. STRANGE!! I mean he could have ordered it but no!! He's preparing it himself. But to my surprise he just hummed and replied nothing. He was not meeting my gaze. Ten minutes ago he gave me painkillers for my headache and it is really so sweet of him.
''Mai niche jaa raha hu, tum rest karo. '' Finally he broke the silence. But before I could say an okay he stormed out of my room.
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In the evening Rohit planned an outing so that I could join them. Entire day, I tried to recall what happened last night but thanks to my hangover...my plan didn't work. We decided to visit the church of Our Lady of the Immaculate Conception. Church is located in Panjim and sits atop a small hill facing the busy main square below. It is an attractive architecture with bright white colour exterior and colorful interior. The view was amazing and I thoroughly enjoyed it. But what I concluded is that Shaheer was avoiding me. I don't know why but he was ignoring me. I was honestly perplexed by his sudden change of behaviour. Today I stood beside him so that we can get clicked but he just moved away and maintained good amount of distance. It happened thrice and finally I gave up.
I mean is it that easy to make lemonade for someone, make them feel special in any of your free way and then just piss them off the very next moment by ignoring!? Wait! What! He made me feel special? No!! I think my mind needs rest. Well I am going to do a lot of rest from tomorrow as we are heading back to Mumbai in the morning. So yeah it is our last night here in Goa.
After visiting the church we headed to have a dinner at Black Sheep Bistro. It is among the best of Panaji's burgeoning boutique restaurants, Black Sheep's impressive pale-yellow facade gives way to a sexy dark-wood bar and loungy dining room. This time I literally denied for any sort of drink...hahaha.. I couldn't take risks with my head this time. Shaheer was quite all the time, not uttering a single word. it was so strange but I think that it is just post break up things.
''Bhai ab to trip bhi khatam hogya...aaj tu chup mat reh..kuch to bol! Fir mai bhi vapis Orlando chala jaunga..video call hi kario fir'' Saurav asked Shaheer making a face. You know what, I myself stan their friendship. They always try to cheer each other up. And now Saurav is trying so hard to make him smile.
''Yaar itna asaan nahi hai breakup ke bad mood ko sahi rakhna!'' I uttered sadly eyeing Shaheer but instead I got two faces staring at me hard all perplexed.
'What??'' I asked and they just nodded in a negative. I continued ''Shaheer trust me sab thik ho jaega. Ye sab chalta rehta hai. Just try to be happy and smile seeing your supporters and those who love you truly! Right guys?'' I turned towards Rohit and Bheem and they just eyed each other. I don't know what was happening between them. Even Shaheer didn't reply to me or even nod.
As soon as we reached our hotel I lied back on my back with a thud but suddenly Rohit knocked on my door.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Ek minute bas chalna kuch bat karni hai tumse."
"Okay!"I was wondering what was in store for me.
I walked with Rohit upto his room and even Saurav was present there.
"Kya hua guys? Tensed kyu ho?" I asked.
"Hume Shaheer or Shikha ke breakup ke baare me kuch nahi pata tha..!" As Rohit uttered those words I was horrified.
"Sahi keh raha hai ye..shayad Shaheer hume batane ke liye ready nahi tha..isliye nahi bataya..but tum!!!" Saurav added creating a whirlwind of thoughts in my mind.
I LITERALLY INTRUDED IN HIS PRIVACY!!!
GOD!!
"I need to say a sorry to him. But I can't face him." I told them.
"Abhi nahi! Ruko! Vo gussa hoga abhi." Rohit tried to stop me from behind as he thought I was going to Shaheer's room but I was blindly walking to my room as if I got electrocuted.
I CAN'T FACE HIM NOW.
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Shaheer's POV
"Pehle hi mere liye chize awkward ho gayi hai..pehle bina baat break up hogya..fir yaha aana pada.. fir vo Sherlyn wala scene..or kal raat Pooja!!!!
I don't know why it felt so good with her!! But look at her today, she was trying to be near me..well yeah I was ignoring her and behaving strangely. But what else can I do!? Agar use sab yaad hota na..to vo bhi yahi karti! Or abhi to usne hadh hi kardi..sabke samne bin soche kuch bhi kehdia..is she out of her mind." I blabbered as I entered my room.
I was literally freaking out with anger and disappointment. She has disappointed me to another level. How can she just...!!? This is literally an unwarranted intrusion in my life.
I was fuming with anger when I heard a soft knock on my door. I opened it only to find Rohit and Saurav standing before me.
"Shaheer..!"
"I'm sorry Mai batana chahta tha but mai khud is chiz se deal nahi kar paa raha tha...yaar!" I tried to make them understand my situation.
"It's okay! Shaheer calm down!" Rohit said.
"Ha! Panchali ko kuch mat kehna bas..use laga ke hume pata hoga..isliye usse galti hogyi..!"
"Mai kaha usse bat kar raha hu subah se or ab to bilkul nahi...she has disappointed me. She can't even hide a truth!"
"Aakhir maine ladies ko shraap dia tha..ke unke pet me koi baat nhi pachegi..hahah!" Yudhishthir hidden inside Rohit came out suddenly. And I just smiled faintly.
"Vese tum use subah se ignore kyu kar rahe ho!?" Saurav asked all smirking.
"Ha? Or use breakup ka kese pata? Or please bhai sab sach bataio..hum tere sath hain!" Rohit said.
And I was in a fix that how could I tell them about me and Panchali. It was something so..! Personal?
Don't know!!!
I told them how she came to hear everything by mistake, when I was on call with Shikha. They both understood and hugged me.
"Bhaii tu khush reh bas! Dukhi na ho jaada!" Saurav smiled at me.
"Ha! Par use ignore kyu kar raha tha..ye to bata!?" Rohit again stressed on this question.
"Vo..! Kuch ni ese hi!"
"Bata shanti se!" Saurav eyed me.
"WeHadASmallMakeOutSessionLastNight" I said in a go in a very low voice.
They exclaimed together "what? Hume kuch sunai nahi dia!"
"We had a small make out session last night..!"
"WHAT???" They both were looking at me with bulging eyes.
"Ha! But esa vesa kuch nhi hua guys!! Or use to kuch yaad bhi nai..or mai bhut guilty hu..! Isliye better to avoid her!" I sighed.
"Bhaiiiiii!! Hum kya bole ab!?" Rohit said.
"Sach me! Ladka khel gya." Saurav laughed.
I told them how we were under the effect of alcohol and it was not so serious. "Ye meri aakhiri galti thi. Ab mai bas usse koi bat nahi karunga..no talks! Nothing! Or vese bhi iske bad to hum milenge bhi ni . To bas fir!!" I told them straight forwardly.
"Don't take decisions in haste. Bhai! She is a nice girl." Rohit said.
"Yeah I know right. But I need a break. Mai bhut exhausted hu apni life se. Ab tum hi batao do hafto me chaar saal ki yaade jaati hai kya?"
"But you felt good with Pooja? Right?'' Saurav asked.
I was stunned at his question and Rohit was unable to control his laugh at my reaction.
"Esa..kuch nahi hai! Shut up yaar Bheem!" I told him, while I was myself confused.
Soon after a little chit chat they retired to their respective rooms and I was still wondering about bheem's question. Did I feel good? With Pooja? Is she affecting me? This soon? Was I ever in love with Shikha? God!!!
I stared at the ceiling. All the events of past two weeks swimming in my head.
I raked my hand through my hairs. I was so blank. I had decided the very moment Shikha broke up, that I would never let women enter my life again. I mean it would be a disgust. Because I know one thing that you can't call it love when you can easily move on from it!
But the question is was I ever in love with Shikha or it was just a relationship we were running!?
And what I felt with Poo was so powerful. Even if for one hour. I didn't feel it with Shikha in four years. But when she came in my contact, I was on fire. The tension between my legs increased.
I tried to sleep while I was thinking all this but it never came.