Chapter 8 Regrets
i gasped behind me was Rosalie i thaught she was alway's mean though how does she know what im going through?
"Hello rosalie" i whispered looking at her and tears were filling the rim of my eyes she walked closer to me i stepped back
"don't worry nessie i won't hurt you" she tried to smiled even though she knew that i wouldn't listen i continued to back up she just came closer
"Stay away from me rosalie, don't get any closer!" i yelled with tears rolling dwon my cheek she stopped and sighed
"you don't know anything about me Nessie what you hear is that im mean there's more to me then being mean" she looked up into the sky
"so how do you know my pain?" i asked her the tears continued rolling down slowly
"because i made a mistake 19 years ago,and i regret it all the time" she said looking at the flowers of my mom's meadow
"And what mistake is that?" you robbed a jewlery store!?" i screamed with dry tears on my cheek i was about to leave when i felt someone pulling my arm i turned around to see Rosalie holding my arm dry sobbing
"No, i was mean to my brother's ex girlfriend ,and now i realize that i was only selfish ,because i couldn't get pregnant ,and she could when she had a baby i was sad ,because i couldn't have one but happy at the same time ,because she let me hold her baby ,and i got a feel of how to be a mother she was nice to me Renesmee and i was mean to her" her bottom lip quivered and she dry sobbed on my arm then she let go and layed down in the meadow in a ball sobbing.
i froze suddenly this was the mean Rosalie that my mom told me about once but in the inside Rosalie is just a girl who can't release her feelings so she uses anger to make herself look tough, Rosalie is a good person too bad she doesn't know im the baby she held i was a statue for 5 minutes until i moved and looked down at her and she was still dry sobbing.
"r-rose?" i asked suddenly she looked up at me with a pained face
"y-y-yes?" she said trying to say it clearly
"im sorry" i said looking at her long pretty blonde hair
"me too" she said looking at my feet
"for what?" i asked her confused
"for being mean ,and not saying anything to you the first day we met" she smiled suddenly and i walked up to her and hugged her she was starttled but hugged me back then when i tried to let go of her she wouldn't budge it was weird
"r-rose" i chocked out
"yes....?" she said confused
"y-you're choking me" i said then she let go immediatly
"sorry nessie" she said and then i smiled she wipped my cheek
"see we all hide something we just don't show it" she said
"right" i said feeling guilty then i asked her a question i already knew the answer to
"what was her name?" i asked her
"who's name?" she asked me
"your brother's girlfriend" i said
"Isabella.Marie.Swan but we called her bella she liked it" she said still wipping my cheek
"oh im sorry where is she now?" i asked her
"oh that's one of my brother's regret's" she said playing with my hair
"oh" i just looked into the woods and saw red eyes i ignored it though
"Don't tell anyone about this or else i will kill you personally" she smiled
"okay" i hugged her one more time before the red eyes started coming into view
he came into view quickly he had red eyes with black hair and a red cloack then he took it off
"Hello Rosalie" she froze and the next thing i know she pushes me into a tree i hit my head and saw rose fighting the vampire then i said "cullens" before i faded to blackness
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surprise it's rosalie you guys probably thaught it was edward well anyways that's for today bye