𝙚𝙭𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨.
𝗪𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗢𝗿𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼, 𝗙𝗟 - 𝟱:𝟬𝟭𝗔𝗠.
𝗧𝗼𝗻𝗶.
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𝟒,𝟔𝟖𝟔 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢 𝘛𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘴 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 3 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘪𝘯. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐'𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘦. #𝘓𝘓𝘛 🕊 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥. 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘴 ❤️
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟐,𝟎𝟏𝟓 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐭𝐲𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝘔𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦.💔 𝘍𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘢 𝘐𝘬. 𝘞𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘱. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 4𝘓
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟑,𝟎𝟎𝟎 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐝𝐚𝐬𝐡 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘺'𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘮 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘢. 𝘕𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 💔 𝘞𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘳𝘰.
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟐,𝟔𝟓𝟒 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐤𝐞𝐥 𝘞𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ❤️ 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 4𝘓 𝘣𝘳𝘰
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟏,𝟕𝟗𝟗 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐲𝐯𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐞𝐨 𝘉𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘱 😂😂 𝘕𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 💔
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟒,𝟑𝟏𝟐 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐛𝐮𝐠𝐨 𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 💔 𝘍𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘣𝘳𝘰🕊
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
𝟕𝟕𝟖 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬
𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝘐 𝘕𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘐'𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘎𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘧𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴. 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘍𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 🕊❤️
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
I wiped my tears seeing all the post about my brother on instagram. I missed him so much, we was three years apart but we was close as fuck. After he died his two best friends Ty and Dash been looking after me since we all used to hang out when he was here on this earth with us. We was all still close, only thing different was that my brother wasn't here with me no more.
"You bouta leave?" Star came in.
"Yea" I sighed grabbing my charger.
"I miss him too" She mumbled.
Me and Troy had the same dad, but he was still Star and Daijah's brother too since we all had the same mom, but he was just closer with me more.
"I'll text you when I get to my pops house" I told her.
"Drive safe" She pulled me into a hug.
"I will" I playfully rolled my eyes.
𝗠𝗶𝗮𝗺𝗶, 𝗙𝗟 - 𝟵:𝟭𝟮𝗔𝗠.
𝗧𝗼𝗻𝗶.
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"Fuck you get inna fight for this time?" My dad frowned open i the door.
"Damn that's how you greet your daughter?" I mugged him coming in.
"Stop playing wit me. You lost?" He examined my face.
I rolled my eyes swatting his hand away. I have sensitive skin so when my mama slapped me it left a scratch by my eye and made my lip busted.
"Yo bitchass baby mama did this" I rolled my eyes.
"For what?" He frowned.
"Cuz I told her I was coming here" I shrugged.
"That bitch think it's okay to hit my child? She done lost her rabbit ass mind" He spat pulling out his phone.
"Bruh fuck her I'm good ion even wanna talk about her today" I sighed.
"You sure?"
I nodded my head. "Now make me some breakfast I'm hungry" I smirked.
"I ain't yo chef you trippin" He mushed my head.
"Please I just had to drive here by myself for three hours" I pouted.
"Come on" He kissed his teeth.
"How's the wife and kids?" I smiled sitting down on the kitchen island.
"They good, how your sisters?" He began making pancake mix.
"Star focused on school and Daijah turning out just like our mama" I shrugged my shoulders.
"How old is she again? He looked up at me.
"15" I shrugged.
"She gon get pregnant soon" He chuckled.
"I'm already hip" I shook my head.
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"You think he watching over us?" I kissed my brother grave standing up.
After sitting at my brothers grave for two hours of us just telling him whats been going on, saying things we should've said to him while he was still on this Earth we was finally leaving. I was honestly so grateful that my dad came with me to visit his grave every year on this day, it made me look up to him. My brother and my dad always had disagreements but my dad still came to visit him, I knew my dad loved my brother as much as he loved me and that made me happy.
"He prolly raising hell up there more than watching us" My dad laughed.
"It was a yes or no question" I mugged him.
"And I ain't choose neither of those basic ass answers so your point?" He slapped me upside my head.
"Hit me again and you gon be in Heaven soon" I mugged
him.
"You wanna know what it feel like to be 6 feet under? This the perfect place to find out"
"Bye" I rolled my eyes.
"You hungry? We can go to Red Lobsters" He unlocked the car and I got in.
"Nah I got school tomorrow and it's already passed 9" I sighed.
"Fuck school" He started the car.
"I'm so close to dropping out" I shook my head.
"You got four months left, don't be stupid" He eyed me.
"Ion even know what I wanna do after I graduate" I pulled out a blunt from my purse.
"Don't smoke that shit in here my wife gon kill me" He frowned.
"Pull over so I can smoke it then" I shrugged.
"What's going on Toni? You know you can talk to me" He eyed me.
I ignored him seeing him pull into a empty parking lot. I unlocked the door hopping out leaning on the passenger door.
"I'll smoke that witchu if you tell me what's going on witchu" He tapped me.
"Yo old ass gon fuck around and have a heart attack" I laughed.
"Girl I'm only 36 stop playing wit me" He snatched the blunt outta my hand.
I watched him take a long hit before he coughed out all the smoke.
"Just as I thought" I laughed watching him cough.
"Fuck you" He passed it back to me.
"I'm just so stuck. I'm barely passing my senior year as it is and I have no clue if I even wanna go to college after I graduate and ion even know what I wanna be when it comes to a career. I'm just tired it's the same routine everyday. Going to that fuck as school barely understanding what them teachers teaching me, and then coming home to hear my bitch ass birth mother mouth" I took a long hit.
"College ain't going nowhere, even if you don't decide to go go college right after you graduate you can always go at any age. You got a whole account full of money that's for college but if you don't choose to go you can always use it for something else like a business or to move out. Even though you feeling like you can't do nun theres always a solution" He shrugged.
"You right" I sighed.
"Come live with me after you graduate since you hate living there so much"
"Ain't nobody wanna live in that big ass house" I mugged him.
"You been in the hood too long" He shook his head.
"And you been in the suburbs too long" I rolled my eyes.
"I ain't forget where I came from stop playing with me" He
pushed me.
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After we smoked that blunt, mainly me, my dad drove me back to his house where my mama car was so I could drive back home.
"Text me when you get home" He hugged me.
"And if I don't?" I pulled away cocking my head to the side.
"Imma call yo mama if you don't" He spat.
"You stay blackmailing me" I frowned getting in my car.
"Work like a charm" He smirked.
"Get out my face baldy" I flicked him off.
"Shut the hell up. I love you I know ion tell you that I lot but I do"
"I strongly like you too" I smiled.
"Step out so I can fuck you up" He tugged on the door handle.
"I smell cap" I sniffed.
"Why am I still even out here? I'm finna go dick down my wife" He cheesed.
"Nasty mf" I scrunched my face up.
"Drive safe and text me when you get home fr" He glared.
"Ight I will. I love you too" I started up the car.
"I know, now get the fuck out my driveway" He tapped my car.
I rolled my eyes pulling off.
After a long 3 hours I was finally pulling up to my house. I pulled out my phone going to me and my dads messages to tell him I just got home, cuz knowing him he would actually call my mama and be a snitch.
𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑🙃
𝙿𝚘𝚙𝚜❤️
𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚖𝚖𝚊 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚖𝚊
𝙰𝚛𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚝..
𝙿𝚘𝚙𝚜❤️
𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚍𝚘. 𝙽𝚘𝚠 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚢 𝚊𝚜𝚜
I laughed at his message going to Instagram seeing I had someone dm me from a username I ain't recognize.
𝐯𝐢𝐜𝟐𝐟𝐥𝐲 Yo brother was a cool nigga to be around. I had no clue you was his sister. I hope you holding up from today, keeping you in my prayers.
𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢 You knew him?
𝐯𝐢𝐜𝟐𝐟𝐥𝐲 Yea. Me, him, Ty and Dash was tight af. I still fw them too.
𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢 Neva knew dat. I appreciate you for checking up on me and making sure I'm straight.
𝐯𝐢𝐜𝟐𝐟𝐥𝐲 Ofc. I know what it's like to lose someone you love.
I double tapped his message exiting out the app. I hopped out the car making sure I locked it, preparing myself for my mother mouth.