Six months later
Its been a calm past couple of months. I got a job that I like, not my perfect job, but its pretty good and it pays good money. My coworkers and office are nice which helps.
Jaime and I hangout at least once a week, he's been home a lot lately so we've been having fun. He has another tour coming up in four months so we're getting all our hangouts in now.
I haven't talked to Mike since the last day I was on the tour. I haven't even texted him. I doubt he would want to talk to now anyways. He wont even go to Jaime's unless he knows I wont be there. So I guess I did fuck that whole situation up for good. Hopefully one day it wont be like that, hopefully a couple years in the future we'll be friends again.
I get why he doesn't wanna see me. He told me he was into me and wanted to be with me and then hours later I left without saying anything to him. I would be hurt too.
But then again, I am hurt already.