~Y/N POV~
It's been a full month since I've come to this school pretending to be my brother, Sam. It's actually not been as bad as I thought and the guys are great, I get on with them really well and I've grown closer to Taehyung since he is after all Jungkooks soulmate who has also become my best friend in this place.
It was pretty hard though last week since I wasn't feeling too good due to the fact that I started my period but thankfully I had my tampons that I hide under my mattress so Jimin didn't have to find the, or any of the others in the bathrooms. It's useful to know that you have at least two people that know your secret and are kind enough to keep it but I've noticed that the past week Jimin has ben hanging around us more than he use to before when I started here.
He hovers around all the time but barely speaks to me anyway, he'll say a few words to Jungkook and Taehyung but not a lot to me. He just stares at me and when he does it gives me tingles since I could see the wheels turning in his mind as well as hear his thoughts. He knows that I am suppose to be my brother Sam and truly believes I am but doesn't know why he's feeling what he is towards me and he's trying to piece it together but he's been getting nowhere and some days frustrated him more than other but no matter how frustrated he actually gets he's still hanging around.
Since Jimin has been with me most of the time now, Lucas barely gets any chance to speak with me never mind touch me like he use to try and pick on me but since that day Jimin seen him with me in the halls Lucas hasn't come near me. Maybe because Jimin had something to do with it?
I've seen the way Jimin looks at Lucas sometimes it I can say that Jimin looks kind of scary when he's pissed off about something. I use to feel his anger all the time before I came here but never seen his face to match it. But now that I have I cant help but think he's sexy when he does get angry like I'd purposely get him angry just to see his sexy angry face.
I day dream about him all the time but when I do so I make sure my wall is well built up because if I let that fall he would see that I'm think about the way he looks when before coming here we didn't have a clue what either of looked like.
Tonight the boys wanted to have some drinks in the dorm, so Hoseok cranked up the music loud and insisted we had dancing competitions with the drinks flowing and before you know everyone was drunk well Yoongi and Jimin weren't as drunk as everyone else but they were tipsy as you would call it. The game was actually really fun but in the end it actually came to Jin winning due to his slut drop when the music hit the right beat and he did in perfect timing. I honestly thought he deserved it because it was so funny to watch and also to join in as I danced with Hoseok.
I honestly couldn't stop laughing, maybe also because of the drinks but I hadn't had fun like this in a very long time and it felt good to let loose and I thanked god I made sure to pin my wig on extra tight tonight and my bandages around my chest were securely tied with the little help of Jungkook assisting me in the bathroom with Taehyung on watch.
After laughing so hard at Namjoons singing with the karaoke I fell to the couch with a beer bottle in hand landing next to Jimin in the process without even thinking about it but on the other side of me I had a laughing Hoseok too who was slapping his thigh and covering his mouth as he laughed at Namjoon who was going to town on the song but was trying his best. I couldn't sing so I think he was doing better than I would.
"Does anyone ever tell you, you sound like a girl?"
I froze when I heard Jimin ask me that question looking down at me with a raised brow of curiosity. I gulped and sat up scratching the back of my neck.
"Y-Yeah, em sometimes when I've been drinking. Why is it bad?"
He shakes his head but studies my face some more before he looks away again at Namjoon taking a swig of his beer.
"Go Namjoon sing you heart out!! Go!!" Jin
Namjoon was singing away and Jungkook and Taehyung were by his side in front of the tv cheering him on and singing a few notes too. with the well known song until it was done and I clapped excitedly at him for his effort as everyone else did the same. Even Jimin cracked a smile with a giggle when Namjoons bows thanking everyone for their attention and praises.
"I'll go get more drinks!" Hoseok
"I'll come with you." Yoongi
They both stood up from their seats putting down their beers and walking to the kitchen only a few feet away. The music was turned up a little more again and Jin skipped over taking my hand and pulling me up from the couch and spun me around making me more dizzy than I already was and light headed but I didn't mind I was having fun and it was nice to have friends since it had been so lonely being at home, I don't even know why I was so worried about coming here anymore, this place is so much fun with these guys.
Jin spun me once more and let me go to do another slut drop which cracked me up so much I almost fell backwards into Namjoon who caught me laughing and he took my hand danced with me swinging our hands side to side and pretended to do the tango around the coffee table. I could feel Jimins annoyance build up within him and his stares from the couch as he drank his new bottle of beer that Yoongi gave him and taking his old one away back to the kitchen for him.
"Sam you're so small!! You're like a teddy bear!!" Namjoon
He randomly shouts and pulls me to collide into his chest for a tight hug and picks me up to swing me side to side. I couldn't help but giggle because of how he managed to pick me up so easily like I was a a doll.
"Sam go on the table and see if you can do a slut drop like Jin?!" Jungkook
"Yeah lets see if you can live up to my moves Sam!" Jin
I laughed as Namjoon let me go but held my hand to help me on the coffee table that actually held my weight. Hoseok changed the song again to the same one Jin danced to when he won our dancing competition with his slut drop and Yoongi slops down to the couch beside an clearly annoyed Jimin. God knows why since I'm a little too drunk to be concentrating on his thoughts to know why.
"This is should me good." Yoongi
I heard him say but I listened to the music making up funny dances moves waiting for that very same beat to drop all the while ignoring Jimins dark glare. I looked at Jungkook who was laughing but not at me but at Jimin and Taehyung was just having the time of his life watching me dance on the table waiting to see how I would do this slut drop. I've don't it many times before dancing in my bedroom so it should be easy.
Just on time with the song the beat dropped and I squatted down quickly and slowly came back up, making sure to stick my butt up as I did but all while I couldn't help but stare at Jimin as I do so. His eyes widen but some reason watched my ass that stuck out creating further annoyance and frustration within his mind.
I gasped in surprise when Taehyung slapped my butt and the next thing I know Jimin lungs over grabbing my legs and forcing me over his shoulder. It all happened very quickly but it created a series of laughs as Jimin walked away with me on his shoulder towards the stairs.
"I knew that would annoy him!" Taehyung
"Sam that was great!!" Hoseok
"Jimin bring him back we're not done dancing!" Jin
Jimin ignored them all but I was in a fit of giggles grabbing onto my wig when Jimin was walking us to the bedroom. He kicks open the door and places me on my bed and then walks over to his own with a heavy sigh and just sits there. But I get up and walk towards the door but again he leaps over to me and grabs my wrist.
"Where are you going?" Jimin
"To the bathroom."
I wobbled a little bit and he stares at my face once again to give me a uncertain nod and lets go of my wrist and allows me to leave the bedroom with him following me close behind to the bathroom. I honestly didn't mind, I guess my drunk self loved his attention, even though my sober self would love it too it's just I would worry too much about it but not this time, I have no complaints.
Stepping into the bathroom I smiled at him as I stumbled over my own feet and then closed the door. I just needed a pee so that's what I did. sitting on the toilet and doing my business and then flushing the toilet and washing my hands. Just outside I could hear Taehyungs deep voice and Jungkooks giggles so I walked to the door to open it but suddenly I became more dizzy to the point I couldn't see. Grabbing my head I chose to sit down on the tiled floor so I didn't fall, ignoring the pounding on the door but my sights got worse and the next thing I knew everything went dark.
Falling into the pitch darkness and asleep in my drunken state on the bathroom floor.