Rontrell king grey-ron
Few weeks later
"To all my niggas dead and gone imma tell you I loveee you" my voice cracked.
I felt myself about to cry which made me instantly get up and grab the pill bottle that was in a sock behind my bed.
My grandma had foot surgery last year and they gave her percs for her pain but she never used them.
After a while she forgot about them altogether so I just took them and put them to use. She always ask me to get her medicine from the pharmacy anyway.
I give her everything except her percs and she never notices.
I was always seen as a goofy or funny person but behind closed doors I was a very sad person.
I got so much anger, trauma and sadness built up in me that shit all come crashing down at weird times.
Trell see's a therapist but I think that shit for white people plus he ain't go through or see half the shit I did.
I grabbed two pills and took them dry.
I just wanted to numb the pain I was feeling.
My friend devin death date was today me and him was like brothers we met in kindergarten and was inseparable after.
His death hit me hard because it was my fault.
Some niggas wanted to get back at me for killing their homie.
I didn't mean to kill that nigga we was fighting and he pulled a gun out.
I had no choice but to shoot before he shot me.
Two weeks after that somebody sent me a video of devin taking 3 shots to the dome.
Till this day nobody know about the video but me and the niggas who sent it.
That shit traumatizing. Watching somebody you love die in the worst way possible and you can't do shit about it.
What made the whole situation worst was the fact that I had to watch it on a video.
Out of all ways to see my bro die it was on a fucking video.
"RON GO GET LONDON." My grandmother yelled from downstairs.
I sucked my teeth and grabbed my slides.
London was my lil sister she was around the same age as Jayden but I never bring her around cause she shy.
If she around to many people she don't know she start crying.
She was down the street at my aunt house cause she wanted some candy.
My aunt was the neighborhood candy lady so we always go over there and take candy for free.
"Why you ain't tell trell fat head ass to get her" I said walking in the living room.
"Don't say my name if you don't wanna fight bitch."
"You might win the fight but imma win the shootout bitch"
"Watch y'all damn mouths in my house"
"My bad but can I hold your car?"
"What happened to yours?"
"That wasn't his car he stole that." Trell chuckled.
"Trell shut the fuck up rat." I sucked my teeth.
"Watch your mouth my keys in the dining room."
I walked in the dining area and grabbed her keys off the table.
"Tomorrow I got a surprise for y'all." My grandma said walking into the kitchen.
"Ok" me and trell said in unison.
I walked out the door and got in my grandma car.
I only took her car cause I wanted to go to McDonald's.
__
"Chazz black heart FaceTime video" Siri blurted out.
"Hey bestieee"
"Y'all really some faggys" London mumbled.
"Where you at"
"McDonald's why?"
"Kevin and ari just jumped me"
"After I drop London off imma come over there"
"Bet"
"That's not fair" London huffed.
"What's not fair?"
"Why you have to drop me off why can't I come with you?"
"You wanna come with me?" I furrowed my eyebrows at her.
"Yes" she smiled.
"Okay you have to pinky promise me you not gonna cry." I held my finger out.
"I promise." She held her pinky out.
__
POV: Kayonna Anderson - kay
"Nya just tell me the truth are you cheating on me?"
"Kayonna no I'm not cheating on you why you keep asking me this."
I took a deep breath. Then I punched her right in the mouth.
This bitch lying to me cause her lil side bitch texted me.
Now I know you never suppose to listen to other people when it comes down to your relationship but I seen her name pop up on nya phone multiple times.
Me being the dumbass I am I believed her when she said it was her cousin.
It's all good tho cause the old kay definitely in full affect.
"Kay what the fuck is wrong with you?"
"You lying to me bitch I should have known not to fuck with you."
"Kay I'm sorry I didn't mean to." Nya voice cracked.
My heart dropped I felt this ache in my chest.
She just confirmed it I was hoping it wasn't true.
My eyes started to water.
"Nya are you serious? So everything you told me was a lie?"
"Kay I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I swear."
"You told me you loved me you said you wasn't gonna do me like everybody else did." I yelled with tears in my eyes.
"And I was really stupid enough to believe you everybody I date do me wrong what did I do to deserve this." I mumbled.
I grabbed a duffle bag and put everything I could in it.
"Kay please don't leave me I'm sorry I won't do it again I promise." Nya cried.
I just looked at her before walking out and heading to my car.
I lived with my dad but I was always at Nya house we basically lived together.
When I got in my car I played a song that matched my sad ass mood.
"Took me a while to figure out
Nobody comes around when things are down"
"Nobody sticks around when it's a drought And when the flood come, they let you drown"Rod wave sung.
"Figured I had to let you know
Let you know my heart is broke Cause just when I needed you the most
You let me down." I sung along while the tears rolled down my face.
__
"Oh wow you actually came home today." my father said smiling.
I loved my dad he was like my best friend I talked to him about almost everything.
"Hey dad" I dryly replied.
"Whats wrong peanut." His face softened.
I dropped my bag and sat next to him on the couch.
"Nya cheated on me." I frowned with tears in my eyes.
"My poor baby come give me a hug."
He pulled me into a hug and I felt my heart ache again.
"Dad why am I always getting done wrong is it something wrong with me?" I cried.
"No peanut it's not you."
"Your young don't stress over nobody's child who can't control theirselves live your life baby fuck a bitch."
"Your right dad." I chuckled wiping my tears.
He probably was right but this one still hurts.
I grabbed my duffle bag and went upstairs to my room.
__________________________
Just wanted to give y'all a lil background on Ron and kay.
This chapter was boring because I have writers block my bad guys.
Excuse any mistakes
Didn't proof read.