「🍯」
another day went by and i haven't seen or spoken to juyeon.
and if i did see him, he'd be smiling and happy with his friends. it made my stomach boil.
i wanted to make him feel happy and make him laugh. i wanted that.
"you're spacing out again and you haven't told us anything."
"i don't want to. just leave me alone, i'm trying to think," i tell them.
maybe there's a slight chance that i do like juyeon.
he did say he feels the same way i'm feeling. and if he likes me, i must like him too.
i desperately needed to find and talk to him.
i stand up and my friends look at me.
"where are you going? we took time away from our boyfriends so we could help you," hyunjoon says.
i walk away from them and scan around the lunch room. juyeon isn't here.
i left the room filled with high schoolers and went towards the nearest bathroom to see if he was there and he wasn't.
i then run to look outside and he wasn't there either.
i turn around and run my way to the library.
please be in here. please be in here.
i walked in to see juyeon and his two friends.
i walked over quickly.
"hyung, i figured it out."
— 20:12pm ; 06-07-20