I rushed out of the toilet as aurelio put his hand over my shoulder
"Is everything okay?" He asked me
I nodded.
I walked, towards my seat and strapped my belt
"So what did it say?" Aunty chanate whispered in my ear
"Negative" i gritted
Her and lexi exchanged looks
"It was the thai indeed" lexi said
I nodded
"Why are yall whispering?" David asked
All three of us turned around like chipmunks
"Nothing" i quickly said
He suspiciously turned the other way
"If any other symptoms happen we should go go the doctors to double check" aunty chantae carried on.
Lordt. This woman just wouldnt let it go
I didnt say anything after that because i didnt want the conversation to carry on
I just patiently waited to get to Seattle once and for all.
"D, come play cards with us" shawn yelled.
Yes anything to get away from these women!
As i made my way towards shawn, conner, elijah and veran
I saw david on the phone to someone. He looked worried as hell, so i went to sit by him
"What is it?" I asked him as soon as he hung up
"JC said the house has been blown into pieces, every body guard there.. is dead, JC only survived because he went out to get something and the minute he came back the mansion was turned to ash" he explained
My heart raced, what were these people going to say when they practically lived their entire lives in that house??!
We fled for a reason so i guess we didnt expect anything worse
"Have you told anyone?" I asked
He shook his head
"We wont tell them just yet" i said to him
And once again, i rushed inside the toilet as vomit was rising up to my gullet, i covered my mouth and locked the small ass toilet.
Everyone was staring, i know they were
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Chyna ross p.o.v
Me and jamar sat on our chairs and swirled our wine glasses
"Cheers. To our accomplished mission" jamar said holding up his glass
"Cheers" i said after him, and lightly hit my glass against his.
"Ma'am" trevor said in a panick as he burst inside the room
"What is it trevor??" I asked him
"They werent inside the house, the bodies we saw were bodyguards" he replied
Anger rose inside of me, i squeezed the glass to hard it ended up breaking.. shattered, as peaces of glass stuck on my palm along with blood dripping
Trevor quickly ran towards it and took a good look at it.
Jamar didnt say anything
"They must of known i would of come back with something after i escaped" jamar mumbled
"Shut yo' ass up" i yelled.
Everyone and everything was pissing me off.
"You failed" i said taking my gun from my seat
"wich means your a dead end" i took the gun of safety and pointed it at him
"So give me a good reason why i should spare your life" i asked him
He quivered
"Your being irrational.. remeber i hold every secret of los diamantes negors" he said
"Your right.. but your not giving me any information that necessarily helps" i carried on
He hesitated for a second
"What if i told you, diamond has a sibling?" He said
I smiled at him
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Diamonds p.o.v
5:42 am
We landed in seattle and, got to davids lake house which was now owned by June
"Im gonna call cassie to tell her we landed, Everyone get comfortable" david shouted.
I smiled at him as he left my sight
"You threw up 4 times during the plane ride.. are you sure your okay?" Aurelio asked me
I smiled to re-assure everything.
"Let me know if you need anything" he said
"Ofcourse"
The lake house looked beautiful, it was cleaner than it was last time.
But i knew it would be hard for david coming here since Kam was dead.
"What did cassie say?" I asked him as soon as he hung up
"Shes still looking for answers of who could of helped Jamar." He replied
"You dont think June would help him right?? What if he did as revenge for you helping banks go back to prison" i said
It would make sense. June was probably mad at David for getting banks baxter in prison.. but Theo wouldnt let June do that
"Hell no! How would Jamar even know june?" He replied
"My dad, banks, jerome, and jamar are the gangs older generation. For some reason i think they were all friends... ive been reading my dads journals-" before i finished my sentance shawn joined us
"Diamond, im still keen on knowing what happend to my apparent cousin milo" shawn said
"Oh i forgot all about that" i groaned
"Wait your cousins with milo?!" David asked
"Sorry i forgot to tell you" i told him
"You should get some rest shawn.. its almost 6 am" i said to him
He nodded
"But please, tell me everything you know tomorrow" shawn continued and left our sights.
I took a deep breath in and sat down
"How did you do it?" I asked david
"Do what?" He replied
"Lead a mafia under so much stress" i continued
"The only thing you need is mastering the art of leadership... and then nothing will go wrong" he stated
"Thats what im doing-"
"No your more focoused on keeping everyone safe.. thats leadership but if your afraid everyone else will be afraid" he said
I rolled my eyes... today just wasnt my day
There was silence for minutes
"Do you have anything to tell me diamond?" David asked breaking the silence
"No" i quickly replied
"Ian even trying to be weird, but why the heck was there a pregnancy test in your pocket" he asked
My eyes widened and my palms began sweating.
"Im not pregnant anyway" i replied
"So you wasnt going to tell me!!? And you've been throwing up all day-"
"David!!" I interrupted "it doesnt matter because im not pregnant" i continued
"I dont believe it, lets to a consoultant tomorrow" he said
"No need.. ill take the test again to prove it to you" i said to him
There was a slight glimpse of excitement in his eye
"And dont get too excited because i dont want you to be sad after this" i said to him
He sniggered "im not excited"
I rolled my eyes and grabbed the tacky ass test and strolled to the toilet
All i could think was
Please dont be
Please dont be
Be negative
Be negative.
Be negative
I was 20 years old about to be 21.
And plus i was a leader of a mafia, why the hell would i want to bring a baby into this world?
So it could be in danger 25/8 ?! Lord no!
I took the test from the plastic cup filled with my urine with the hope of it saying negative
David knocked on the door
"Diamond what does it say!!?" He said in excitement.
My soul left my body and my heart rate quickened.! No, no, no, no
NO
goddamn. I was pregnant, the two lines were bolder than ever.
"It.. its" i stammered
"WHAT IS IT?" David yelled.
I opened the door and showed him the test itself
"YESSSS" he yelled really loud and picked me up, he jumped up and down and anticipation screamed from his vocal cords.
Its as if he wanted to cry.
"SOME OF US ARE SLEEPING" i heard lexi yell from upstairs
David covered his mouth and looked at me like never before
"IM GONNA BE A DAD" he loudly whispered
I was pregnant. And all i could think of was the "baby momma song"
"Why do you look sad?" David asked me
I didnt want to tell him,
"David i dont want a child" i whispered.
But i couldnt lie to him
His smile turned into a frown
"Why D?" He asked me
"Im not ready! And plus what type of role models would we be to this baby?" I said to him
"Are you out of your mind??? Are you suggesting abortion?" He said in anger
I shrugged my shoulders and wiped the small tear rolling down my cheek
"No diamond no! Thats not fair on me" he said turning his hands into fists
"DO YOU THINK ITS FAIR ON ME?" i yelled
"We can run away from this, live a normal life with our baby" he said running out of words to encourage me.
He looked hopeless
I shook my head
"No david we cant"
I slowly made my way uptsairs wiping the tears streaming down my face. I didnt want to kill a baby either. But i wasnt going to face the fear of my baby having his like risked each day he took a breath of fresh air
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Davids p.o.v
I had this weird feeling were my chest was aching.. i never felt that before
I watched Diamond walk upstairs
She was just humble, and beautiful
Its my fault
I brought her into this mess
I shouldnt have even layed eyes on her at the michigan party.
But that baby inside her stomach was both mine and hers, and i wasnt going to give up on that. I wanted that child, because i couldnt think of anyone better to have it with.
But if word got out that the ex leader of the mara salvatrucha was going to have a kid hell would hit loose
And i am willing to kill anyone in cold blood if they were to lay a finger on my child.
If i hadnt met diamond i still would of been the reckless leader of the mara salvatrucha, killing people left, right and centre with Flaco.
Flaco was dead
Kam was dead
Jericho was dead
Jerome was dead
Rashad was dead
They all ended up dead! So what made me think i would even make it past my 30's without my grave already dug out for me? What if i cant even attend my sons first football practice or daughters first cheerleading act.
Diamond was right, we can't be role models for our child without our past hoovering over our necks
I called cassie for some advice
"What the fuck david its 6:20 am" she groaned
"Cass.. diamonds pregnant" i told her
"WHAT?" she yelled in excitement.
"She wants to abort it" i said to her.
"ARE YALL CRAZY?! what did you do to stop her??" She asked
"I cant stop her.. its her decision" i finally said
"Did a insect crawl up your ass and die there??? Dont be stupid IM GOING TO BE IN SEATTLE IN 2 DAYS! YOU BETTER NOT LET HER ABORT THAT DAMN BABY" she yelled
"How? She wont listen" i said to her
"Ew david.. you truly are turning soft! Do what you need to do. Hold her up until i get there" she said and hung up.
Shes right
I should take her somewhere to show her how essential a child can be to a mother.
Ping!
I got a notification on messages.
It was unknown,
"We may not have killed you just yet, but a little heads up.. tell Diamond im going to find her mom and her little brother, from your obsessed lover -chyna ;)"
I guess that answered the question..
Jamar and chyna were working together.