This is based of Alec Benjamins "if i killed someone for you" but asif Jacob killed Ben for y/n instead of committing suicide.it wont be word for word but ill try.
⚠️mentions of murder and self harm⚠️
Jacob
"Come on man" i said to Ben as he stood infront of me and y/n.Bens been picking on her all week and ive had enough.i just wanna protect her.
"Shes worthless,why would you wanna stick up for her anyways" he crossed his arms,standing tall
"Because shes my bestfriend thats why,now just fuck off for once" i grabbed her fragile hand and pulled her away from the drama
"Yeah just walk away like you always do" he taunted.the calls became fainter as we walked to maths.
Next is last period and i couldnt wait to get home.
"You okay?" I turned to the girl sending a smile her way
"Yep" she mumbled,barley over a whisper.she tried to avoid eye contact
"Y/n,look at me" she eventually did
"I wont let him hurt you anymore okay?" I had a plan.it might ruin me and hers friendship but aslong as shes happy im happy.
She nodded and walked to her seat at the very back whereas mines at the front.
Time skip to after school
"Hey Jacob,hey y/n" Mum said from the kitchen when i shut the door
"Hey" i said
"Whats for dinner" i was starving
"Lamb" i nodded and walked over to y/n who still stood near the door staring at the floor.
"You okay sweetie?" My mum asked,noticing
"Yeh" her voice cracked,like she was about to cry.
"Uhm were gunna go up now" i grabbed her hand and brought her up.
When we got in my room i shut the door and sat her on my bed.
"Want a sweatshirt? T-shirt?" I asked pointing to my dresser.she just shrugged.i hate to see her in pain.
I placed a t-shirt and gray joggers next to her knowing she gets hot easily on her top half.it was a white t-shirt that fit me loosely so would be nice and baggy on her.
"Im gunna get a drink while you change,want anything?" She shook her head and i sighed.shes been like this all week.
Y/n
When he left i started to take my white,long sleeved,ribbed t-shirt off.i had it tucked into a pair of black jeans with my white airforce ones but id slipped when off when i got in the house.
I stayed sitting in the same place but slightly stood to slid my jeans off.
I examined the scars that scattered across my thighs.i tend to wear jeans or joggers so my thighs are always covered so thats where i do it but i made the mistake of use my arms last time.i was so angry and so upset i just needed just something to take my mind from how numb with insults my mind had become.i dont know where it all came from.one week Ben left me alone,the next hes bothering me everyday.
I put the clothes on just in time for Jacob to walk in with a glass of some sort of soda.
"Dinners gunna be done soon,wanna watch some netflix while we wait?" He grabbed his tv remote,wiggling about.
I crossed my arms over my chest to hide my wrists from him.ive done this before,he found out and got me help.i was more then thankful but if he finds out about this relapse he'll flip.
"I-i dont mind" i said stuttering as i looked down to my feet.
"Come here" he said,coming over to me.
He wrapped my body in a hug and laid us down.he looked in my eyes.
"You can talk to me.whats going on in your head" he ran his fingers through my hair
"Im fine" i smiled back fakely
"DINNER" Andy shouted as we made our way downstairs
Jacob
"So..how was school" my dad broke the awkward silence.
"The same as yesterday" i said cutting my lamb.i looked over to Y/n to see if she was going to answer but instead i found her picking at the mash potato.I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Y/n you need to eat something" mom said,resting her hand on top of y/ns before she pulled away and continuing to pick at it.
"Not hungry" mumbled
"All you ate for lunch was an apple,please eat some" i said but she still didnt eat.i rolled my eyes.
After dinner we went back upstairs.She sat on the edge of the bed again and just sat and staring again.i huffed oit knowing she wont move until shes tired enough to sleep.
I looked at her noticing her beautiful features.her e/c eyes and h/l h/c hair.i smile played on my face as i wanted to so badly be hers.ive liked her for awhile but i dont wanna ruin anything.
My eyes skimmed down to her arms-wrists in particular.there sat cuts most likely days old.
I reached over and picked them up.
"Y-you told me you stopped" my voice cracked as she showed no emotion.
"I know"
I shortly after went to sleep,her still in the same sat position
Time skip to the next morning
"Morning" i said as i got to the bottom of the stairs with a sleepy y/n behind me.bag sat under her beautiful eyes.
"morning" my Mum said while reading through some mail,probably bill and shit.
I grabbed 2 granolas and gave one to y/n which she took one bite of and stopped,staring at it.
"Y/n eat the whole thing sweetie,youll go hungry if you dont" my mum said looking at her with a warming smile.
She took another bite and slowly chowed on the food like she'd been forced to eat shit.
Time skip to at school
Y/n
I had just sad goodbye to Jacob as he made his way to homeroom.i needed to return a book to the libary because id used it to help with english homework.
I of course bumped in to known other then Ben Rifkin.
"Hey slut,fancy seeing you around here" he was alone this time.mostly because everyone was either on their way to homeroom or were already in homeroom.
"Please just leave me alone Ben" i looked down to my shoes.
"Now why would i? When i could torment weak little ol' you?" He grabbed my shoulder before i slapped his hand away
"Dont touch me" i said through gritted teeth.
"I wouldnt test me whore" he stepped closer grabbing my wrist.
"Remember our deal" he whispered before letting go.i pulled my black crew neck sleeve up revealing some marks.his grip was tight,leaving red finger marks near my scars.tears pricked my eyes as i went over to the bathroom to skip homeroom.
I somehow made it through 1st,2nd and 3rd period and it was not lunch.
I sat on a bench outside staring at my phone.i scrolled through pictures after picture before an annoyed Jacob sat next to me.
"Where were you during homeroom,i was worried" he looked at me intently
"Somewhere" i had no emotion in my voice.
He groaned at my response because id been so quiet.
"Come on y/n" he grabbed my phone out of my hand
"Wanna know whats wrong?! Ben Rifkins is a dick and he wont leave me the fuck alone and im going insane!" I was loosing my mind.
I stood up and ran to the bathroom.
Jacob
I was done.competely and utterly done.i cant deal with her acting this strange anymore.i have to deal with this problem.
Skip to the next day in science
"Be careful taking that out,you dont wanna make a mess" the teacher said as he examined all of our experience.
"Thats what she said" i said to my table getting a few giggles back.i smiled and turned in my chair to look at y/n and saw the blank expression still on her face.she ignored me all night and still hasnt talked to me.
Suddenly the lockdown alarm went off.oh shit.
I saw that Y/n was starting to panic so i ran to her.
"Its okay ill phone my dad and-and see whats wrong" i sat her down next to the lockers.
He didnt tell me anything so i could only assume the worst.
We sat for a couple hours before we got let out and my mom picked us up.i was right theyd found his body.
Would you love me more if i killed someone for you?
Would you hold me hand,Theyre the same ones that i used.
Would you turn me in when they say on the loose?
Would you hide me when my face is on the news?
Id made a mistake but a good mistake.one that will change y/ns life for the better..i hope.