Type POV
I took my time to rest at the middle of that day.
I walked to my home, then I sat at the terrace. That day was quiet hot, but it was also a bit windy. Scent of beach was really amazing. It made was wonderful to be at hometown.
I thought that Mae was at home, I heard that she was busy inside, possibly at the kitchen. I leaned myself on the couch, but suddenly, I got a call. I looked at my phone.
It was Techno.
"Ai Type.....", he whined
"What happened with that voice?"
"I am trying to be nice with you"
"Why should you do that, No?", I asked him. "I am not your boyfriend"
"Hsh....... You are really........."
"Why are you calling?"
But, his voice was unclear. Seems he didn't answer my question.
"No...... Are you still there?", I asked him.
"Sawas dee khrub, P'Type", I heard that voice.
He was not Techno.
"Sawas dee", I replied him. "Who are you?"
"I am Technic"
"Oey Nic. How are you, boy?"
"I am okay, P'Type"
"Why suddenly you took that phone? Where is Techno?"
"He didn't dare to talk to you"
"Why?", I laughed.
"P'Type..... I want to talk about something. But, don't be upset, na......"
"Just talk, Nick. What happened?"
"Promise?"
"I promise as a man"
"Okay, thank you P", his voice was relieved.
"Tell me, what do you want to talk to me?"
"Actually, a few days ago we went to the café. I mean that P'No, me and my friend"
"Then......"
"Then a guy approached us, asked about you"
"About me?"
"Actually, we were confusing about that. But, he insisted to talk about you"
"Then?"
"We regret as we gave your number to him without your permission"
"Oh......"
"Are you upset?"
"Not. Why?"
But no answer, just the phone was noise.
"This is Techno"
Shit.
He was back after his young brother saved him.
"Why don't you talk by yourself for something simple like this, No?", I asked him. "You are successfully making me worried about"
"But that guy is P'Tum"
"P'Tum? Do we know him?"
He took his deep breath.
"He is ....... Ehm......."
"Who is he, Ai No? Do I know him?"
"Do you remember when we attended Wedding Anniversary in Ayutthaya?"
"Yes, why?"
"That guy who made a speech is Tum"
I tried to remember.
"He is ex P'Tharn's band mate"
I recalled about that. "Oh.... I recalled him"
"Just it?"
"What do you mean?"
"Are you not upset when I informed your phone number to P'Tum?"
"No, why?"
"Shit"
"Why are you mocking at me, No?"
"I and Nick were thinking for a long time how to talk and apologize to you. Then, you just take it easily"
"Why should I upset?"
"If you mean no problem about that, we relieved"
"What actually are you thinking, No?"
"Did you know that P'Tum has a young brother?"
"Oh really? What is the problem?", I pretended not to worry about that. Actually, I understood about P'Tum and his young brother.
"He is P'Tharn's ex", finally Techno confirmed about that.
But, seems something happened inside of me after he said about that. I stuttered.
"Type...... Ai Type......", Techno called for me.
"Ouwh. Sorry, I am just distracted by something else"
"Do you hear my voice?"
"I do, No......"
"I am just worrying that P'Tum and his young brother will bother you"
"Why should they do that?"
"I don't know, Type. That is only what I am thinking about. Moreover P'Tharn is not by your side"
"What is the point?"
"I don't know........ I hope that it's just overthinking"
"That is okay, No. P'Tum and his young brother are P'Tharn's past. P'Tharn also never talk about that. I think that it must be no problem anymore"
"Is that really you are thinking about?"
"Yes, sure"
"I am so relieved", he told me. "I am just worrying about you, Type..... Anyway, did P'Tum call for you?"
"Nope"
"Possibly he will wait until you come back to Bangkok. He told me that he wanted to apologize to you"
"Apologize?"
"Don't ask me about that, I don't know"
"Oh,,,,"
"But, I am so relieved that you never mind about P'Tum and his brother"
"Why are you so worrying about that?"
"Nick told me that P'Tum came to his school a few weeks ago"
"For what?"
"Possibly that his young brother will be transferred to that school"
"Why?"
"I don't know", he paused. "I am just thinking that you will meet them soon, so I worried about that as they are P'Tharn's past"
"I will be okay. Everyone has past"
He laughed.
"I never think that P'Tharn turned you from rude boy to be a man"
"Ass hole"
"When I remember how you sleept along the day when P'Tharn departed to Japan, seems like you will die at the next day. But now, seems that going home heal you better, Type"
"Shit ......."
I heard Techno and Technic laughed at the other line.
"Just use your time to mock at me....."
"Sorry... Sorry... We never imagine that you would be like that when your lover away"
"Just talk about that.....", I pouted
"Oey... Sorry.... Promise me that you will be okay"
"Hmmm"
"And forget what I talked to you before, it is only my overthinking"
"Okay"
"When will P'Tharn be back?"
"Possibly next 10 days"
"Such quiet long"
"Yep"
"Don't try to cheat on him"
"Possibly I will as a lot of hot girls here"
"You will be death if P'Tharn knows"
"Don't be blabbermouth. End the call as I want to take a nap"
"Okay. See you, Type"
"See you, ass hole"
"Rascals"
I smiled.
I leaned on the chair, recalled about what has been talked by Techno.
P'Tum.
His young brother, P'Tharn's ex.
Did he the one who called for me for a few days ago?
What he wanted to do?
That question was rattling on my head.
"Don't you want to have lunch?", Mae asked me. I straight up my back, Mae sat beside of me. "Something happened?"
"Nothing, Mae"
"So, have lunch, I just prepared"
In the middle of that conversation, then something interrupted us. A car entered our yard. Mae looked at me, then I just shook my head as I never see that car before. I thought that it was guest for our cottage. We stood up, looked at that car. Waiting who would come from that car.
Finally, the door was opened. I saw a guy, took his black glasses off. He looked at me.
P'Tum.
He walked toward us.
"Good afternoon, Type, Mom", he greeted us
"Ouh..... Good afternoon, son", Mae replied him.
Then, "Good afternoon, P", I followed Mae
"Who is he?", Mae asked to me
"He is P'Tum", I replied her
"He must be your friend, then please come inside"
But, P'Tum politely refused that invitation. He insisted to talk to me at the terrace as he said that it's surrounding was so amazing and the wind was really nice. So, Mae leaved us.
I asked P'Tum to take a seat.
Then, it became so quiet and clumsy. I didn't know why, I became so speechless. I looked at him, then at the same time he also looked at me. We laughed together with our awkwardness.
"Anyway, what make you come here, P?"
"Hmm.... Where should I start this conversation, Type? I am a bit confusing", he told me with smile. But, from his voice, he was an easy going guy. I just waited for his answer, I took my sight down.
"I come here to apologize to you"
"Apologize?"
He smiled. "I am so suck in talking, where should I start this conversation?"
"Just take it easy, P"
Then, Mae come with a glass of iced lemon tea. P'Tum enjoyed that, it made Mae became so happy as he liked that drink so much. Almost empty only in the first shoot.
Then, our conversation proceeded.
"Possibly Tharn already told you about our relationship before", he looked at me. "I mean about how bad our relationship"
I just nodded.
Actually P'Tharn never told me about that. But, I heard about that from hearsay.
"I, Tar my young brother, and Tharn had good relationship before, but one day I turned it up and it was ended badly", he started with low voice. "After a few times, I realized that it was really wrong, so that I approached Tharn back"
I looked at him.
"I asked to meet him, but he always refused my request. I understood how he felt, but I still insist to do that. Until one time, I attended to that party in Ayutthaya without any invitation"
"You must be really confidence to come to party without invitation", I gave my comment.
He smiled. "Sure", he giggled. "As our parents have good relationship. If I was refused, then I will use I as my card. I will say that I come to that party on behalf of my parent"
I nodded.
"Then, as you remember, I made that speak. I hope it would melt our awkward moment and freezing friendship, but I just made it worse", he stood up. "I called him my brother in law, it was a joke. I didn't know that Tharn already dated with you"
He stop in front of me.
"I am so sorry, Type. On behalf of myself and my young brother, I apologize anything I did at that time. It must be hurt you"
"That is okay, P"
"The next day Tharn came to me with his anger, I understood. I asked his permission to meet you, but he refused that"
"Really?"
"He worried that I made bad things further towards you", he paused. "But, I felt so sorry. I waited until so long time, but Tharn kept at his word. So that, while he was away, I initiated to ask your friend about your phone then called for you. Unfortunately, you never pick my phone up"
I laughed.
"You are really Tharn's boyfriend, a couple who deceived me badly"
We laughed together.
"But, I didn't surrender and finally we met here. I just want to tell you that I regret everything I told at that party"
"P.... That is okay"
"Did you forgive me?"
"I did"
"It's so relieved"
After that, the atmosphere was changed. We turned to another topic, about his daily activity and so on. We talked about something light, nothing too serious. It was revealed that he already transferred his study to Bangkok, including his young brother. But, when I asked further about his young brother, seems he tried to hide about that. Something need to be covered by him.
So that, I didn't ask him about that topic further. We turned to another topics. We talked so many things, for quiet long time. He also joined us for lunch, with Mae and Por.
Before he leaved, he said sorry for several times about what he did. I told him to forget about that and start new chapter.
It always easier told than done.
After he leaved, my brain was flooded with P'Tharn past. I curious about that. I searched P'Tum's account, including his young brother. What an anxiety. It made my head dizzy.
I walked to my bed room, I was so tired.
I put my phone, I had to end that.
By sleeping.
--*--
That time, I saw that P'Tharn walked on the beach.
I wondered, he came to Koh Samui without telling me. I called for him, but he ignored me. I called him for one more time, louder than before. But, he still didn't hear to me.
He walked away, I tried to approach him but he suddenly disappear. I tried to look around, but I couldn't meet him.
I took my phone, I tried to make a call for P'Tharn. But, he didn't pick the phone up. I just heard an annoying ring tone. I looked my surrounded. It was P'Tharn phone.
I just realized that P'Tharn was standing behind of me. His hand leaned to a boy.
"Who is he?", I asked him.
"My new boyfriend"
"Boyfriend?"
"Hmmm..... He is cute and not hot tempered like you"
"Shit"
"Never bother me anymore, I don't want to meet you anymore Type"
"P......", I whined
"Then, take all of your belonging from my place as my new boyfriend will move to that room"
"How can you do that to me?"
"Don't talk too much", that boy beside of P'Tharn told me.
He was so annoying, leaned his head to P'Tharn.
"I will chop your neck if you dare to flirt with my boyfriend", I told that boy
"I am not your boyfriend anymore, Type. This is my new boyfriend, I love him so much"
Then, P'Tharn kissed that young man.
Shit.
He burnt my anger.
I tried to drag that boy away from P'Tharn, but P'Tharn pushed me away. Suddenly, Techno and Champ arrived. I hope they would help me. But, I was wrong.
They were team up with P'Tharn and his new boyfriend against me. P'Tharn asked Techno and Champ to hold my body up, then dragged me to the cliff.
I beg P'Tharn to save me, but he refused that. Then, sadly, P'Tharn's new boyfriend pushed me from that cliff.
Fortunately, I hold to a rock. But, I thought that I was too fat. That rock cracked, I felt while a big rock at one inch above me was ready to crash at my face.
I screamed as loud as I can.
Then......
Brkkkkkkkkk
I felt from my bed, my butt was so hurt. I looked around, I was still in my bed room. "It is only a dream", I told myself.
Shit.
It seems like it was real.
But, I relieved that it was just a dream. I became so happy, but not with my butt. Then, I crawled to my bed.
My phone rang.
P'Tharn made a call.
"I hate you", I told him for the first time I saw his face on my phone
His eyes widened. "Why......?"
"Don't dare to cheat on me"
"What do you mean?"
"I will kick your ass if you do it again"
"What did I do?", he asked me. "What happened to that pouty face?"
I didn't answer him.
I blinked my eyes.
"Do you just wake up?"
I nodded.
"Nightmare?"
I nodded again.
"About what?"
"You show me your new boyfriend", I told him.
"Then.....", his face turned to be serious.
"You, Techno, Champ and your new boyfriend teamed up against me. Your fucking boyfriend pushed me from the cliff"
He smiled.
"Don't smile", I told him.
"I will not", he hide his smile.
"Then, I felt from my bed"
He was bursting while he tried to hide that.
He laughed hardly, it was so annoying. He understood that I pouted, but he just couldn't handle his laugh.
"Okay, be happy"
"Sorry..... But, you really made my day"
Frankly, looking at how he laughed, he made me so relieved. I forgot everything happened at that afternoon.
"Is that hurt?"
I nodded.
"Where?"
"My butt"
"Let me see that"
"Oey.......", I shouted. "What a pervert"
He laughed for one more time.
He made me speechless.
"It's just a dream"
"But, seems it was so real"
He smiled.
Then, gave me a virtual kissing. "This is for my only boyfriend"
"What a sweet talker"
"I am, but for only my beloved boyfriend"
"I missed you, Khun P"
"Me too"
"But, this is so much"
"I know. I also never think that it will be this hard to be away from you, my boy"
I just nodded, I didn't know how to reply his words.
"Take my jacket with you"
I took his jacket from my side.
"Hug that jacket as if you look at me, then sleep. Tomorrow will come and we will meet soon. Okay?"
"Hmm.... Are you happy to be with me, Khun P?"
"Sure. You are my boyfriend and I love you so much"
I smiled.
"Are you tired?"
"Little bit. How about you?"
"I never be tired to love you"
"Ouch.......... Are you flirting on me?"
I didn't answer him, I closed my eyes but I still heard his voice.
Actually, I wanted to talk to me about what happened in this afternoon and what I was thinking about. But, looking at how tired his face and how sincere his gaze, my thought just be a silly talk.
It will only make his burden heavier.
Just forget it, Type.
P'Tharn just only for you
--*--