For me, it's always Halloween
Only I do not need to wear a mask
I am scary enough
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Jungkook P.O.V
''I'm a m-monster''
My pupils are dilating.
What in the world am I even doing?
The feelings I am experiencing right now are very strange. It's like I'm in a corner of a room with my hands glued to my knees. Curling up to a ball.
Trying my best to disappear, but I just can't. No matter how hard I try, nothing can stop me from exploding. I feel liquid on my face. Hot liquid. It's not blood, but tears.
''N-no Jungkookie, don't say that. There is nothing that you could have done that makes you a monster. You hear me, Kook,''
''B-but I did everything,'' I whisper.
Slowly I look into his eyes, hoping he's going to say something back.
Anything.
''I have time, time to hear everything,''
''I've done horrible things,'' My voice comes out very shaky.
My hands are shaking as well.
I flinch a bit when I feel a finger on my cheek. He catches my tear with his finger.
''I eat,'' I'm trying to make a full sentence but just can't
Guess I just stopped at 'eat'.
''You eat? Kook, don't worry, you look perfect, just the way you are. You don't have to worry about your weight.''
What is he talking about?
Oh.
''N-no, it's not that I have an eating disorder,'' At least, I think I don't.
''I eat creatures that-'' I stop myself again.
There is no other way to say it, is there?
My throat is so dry. Can I even speak now?
''What do you mean by creat-?''
''I ate my parents,''
''You w-what?'' Jimin asks.
He's shaking. His lips form a thin line. It even looks like he's doing his best not to choke.
He's slowly distancing himself farther and farther away from me.
I knew it. This was a horrible idea.
He doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
I can't believe I even told him.
What if he tells the police? Is this the end of our friendship?
F#ck, f#ck.
Without thinking twice, I stand up and make my way to the door.
I am just about to leave, but I feel him pull on the sleeve of my hoodie.
''No, don't leave.''
''But Jimin, you're literally shaking!'''
''It's okay, let's just go downstairs and drink some tea,'' He says slowly, trying to pull me to the hallway.
''Jimin, I don't think you heard me right. I told you that I killed my parents. That I ate them! Now you feel like drinking tea?!''
''Kook!'' My eyes widen. He has never raised his voice to me before.
''If I say we're going downstairs to drink tea, then we are going to do just that!''
''O-okay,''
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