Date:January 13, 1982
Time:5:11 a.m.
[Belarus's POV]
It's been I while since I woke up and I don't know why I still remember why my parent did to us in the past,
I tried forgetting it
"U don't deserve to be here!"
I kept trying
"U are ungrateful kid!"
I kept trying and trying
"Why can't u just be perfect!?"
And I didn't notice that I have been crying after all since I woke up, I'm in my room for 20 minutes, I haven't eaten yet and I also lied to Pearl about last night that I'm bored, I just can't let them out,
"Hey Belle- Why are u crying!?"Then Phil came to my room
"Oh I just watched a movie,"I hid my true emotions with a lie
"Your true emotions doesn't match your words," Phil kinda find out that I'm lying
"...."I said nothing
"Just let out your feelings, no one is forcing u to hide it,"Phil said and sat beside me
"The past of my life, What my parent did to us,"I burst into tears
"They did something to u?" Phil asked and I showed a face that she is she is correct as a response
"I tried forgetting it, many times"I said
"Hey don't try forgetting it,"Phil said
"B-but why?"I said confuse
"Because everytime we tried to heal those scars by trying to forgetting, it doesn't work at all,"Phil said those words
"I don't understand"I said trying to understand what she meant
"Because the more we try to forget our past,is the more we remember them,"Phil explained, how come I did not realise that
"That's why our scars don't heal,"Phil said
"I don't know why the memories with my parents are always bad stuff, I tried to remember the good past with my parents"I said
"U don't have to force your self besides my mom always tell this to me every time I cry, I didn't understand it before but after her death I get on what she meant,"She said and I show a face of curiosity and she decides to tell it
"Every action we have done to them, every words we have said to them, we may think that they deserve it but someday, we'll realise those things are our sins and at the same time, we regret it"
"I'm sorry that I did those things to u,"
"I'm very sorry, I'm such a bad parent,"
"I really regret it,"
Those words that Pearl said makes me remember the good memories with my parents, It's the time he said that while we were asleep
"I remember the good memories with my parents since u say those words"I said in relieved
"I'm glad to help"Phil said happily
"Thank u,"I said
"Now let's wipe your tears now and get out of your bed and eat,"She said and I showed a face that I don't want to and she somehow understands it
"I'll tell them not to mind u,"Phil said on what I meant and I wiped my tears and went out of my room with Pearl
"Hey, how did u make someone feel better by just saying words?"I suddenly asked once we went out in the room
"I'm not the always person to make someone feel better and somehow someone make me feel better by just saying words before me,"She said
"Who?"I asked in curiosity
"Well I somehow can't remember who,"
She said
[Vietnam's POV]
I heard their conversation with Phil and I noticed that Belarus is crying but before I asked Phil is showing me like 'don't ask' face, so I decide not to,
same goes to the others
[Philippine's POV]
Belle is done eating, Phew I'm glad I make someone feel better, actually it's my first time making someone, Well I still need to cheer up belle so,
"Hey belle, what do u wanna do?"I asked
"Well I don't know, and I actually lied about last night"She said
"What?"I seem not to understand it
"The one that I told u that I'm bored,"She said and I kinda remember it
"Well it's okay, but next time don't try to lie, because lying can't just help u cover your emotions,"I explained
"Yeah I shouldn't have said that I need some personal space instead but since u introduce me to 'mobile legends' I feel like I wanna play it so,"
"Then let's play it now!"I cut her sentence and immediately grab my phone
"Well my phone is lowbut,"She said
"Oh...."I said
"I should have charged it last night,"She said hugging while crying, wow her emotions changed quickly
"Haha, We're the same too,"I said smiling
"We're sisters!"She said cheerfully
"Yep but not that, we are twins!"I said cheerfully too
"Well are u feeling better now?"I asked
"Yea, thank u"She said
"No need to thank,"I said
"Well my phone is full charged so let's watch,"I said holding my phone
"Okay then,"She said
"What should we watch?"She asked
"Let's just check on what's other doing if they have some new posts"I said
"Well okay,"she said
"Maybe u decide on who we will check,"
I said
"Do u have my sister's acc?"She asked
"Nope,"I answered
"Then I'll tell u her account, her username is still her name with all small letters,"She said
"Okay then,"I said and searched it
"Found it, is this the one,"I asked if I found the right account
"Yep, I wanna see her posts now"She said
"Well okay then,"I said
"She always post some flowers I guess?"
I asked
"Yea that's her favourite thing to do,"She said
"Well me and Ukraine make flower crown, one time"I said
"Yea the same too, but I design it,"She said
"Well my phone is almost full charged,"
She said
"Let's play now then!"I said and grabbed her phone immediately
"Yes!"She said and grabbed my phone and we both laughed
"Hey, what u guys doing?"South asked
"Eh nothing, just playing with belle,"I said
"Well okay 'Pearl'"He teased
"Yea 'Pearl'"Belle teased too
"Can u quit calling me that and find a new nickname,"I said annoyed in a childish way
"Still Pearl,"Belle said
"Im gonna just get mangga,"I said and get my mango
"Wait u read japan's manga?!"South asked
"No no, u'll see,"I giggled and eat my mango
"Oh a mango,"South said
"Well since u told me to find another nickname then I'll call u mango!"South said happily
"Then just call me a normal name"I said and rolled eyes
"Still mango"South teased once again
"Well we better get ready,"Belle said
"We have 2 more hours left,"South said
"And where is Singapore?"Belle asked
"Oh him, he is just having a call in a sec,"
South said
"While Vietnam, México, and Israel were just getting ready,"I said
"And I don't get it why so early,"I said in curiosity
"Every time there is a visitor we always stay early as a respect,"Belle said
"Okay,"I said
"Well u guys ready?"Mexico asked while Israel and Singapore popped out of nowhere
"Yea,"I said
"Then let's go,"South said
Once we are out of our dorm, I go to my classroom and I noticed that south was like following me all the time so I decided to ask him,
"Hey south,"I said
"Hmm?"He said
"Well why are u like following me?"
I asked and he laughed like I said something funny
"No no, What class are u into?"He asked
"Well science, like always,"I said confused
"Your class is also my class, mango-girl!"
He said and happily called me a nickname
"Well okay and we should keep going if we don't want to be late, and why are u at my class aren't u supposed to be at history?"I asked
"Erm...I got switched,"He said awkwardly
"How then?"I asked
"Long story,"he answered
"Now we're here,"He said cheerfully
"Okay then, but I'm not sure if there's an empty seat"I said
"Don't worry every time students switch classes there's always be an empty seat"
He said
"Okay,"I said and we both went into the classroom and all students were actually complete except for the 4 empty seats and I think that is for us and the others
"Good luck, I'll be seating at the back,"
He whispered and went to his seat and I sat on my seat as I'm at the front seat,
"Hello guys nice to meet ya,"A nation came inside
"okay, Norway,"Another nation went in
"C'mon Russia be more fun,"The nation said maybe that nation was Norway and Russia obviously
"Well guys new student here, u should be more respectful,"Another nation said that I don't know
"Even tho they don't know u, unless u guys introduce yourselves,"South joined
"Oof we forgot,"The nation whispered to the other nation
"Hi my name is Norway and this is Russia and u?"He introduced
"My name is Philippines, call me Philia or Phil for short,"I said
"Oh so your the one that my sister said,"
Russia said
"U mean Belarus or Ukraine?"I asked
"Yeah, but it's Ukraine"Russia said
"Well nice meeting u Ukraine and Belarus's brother a.k.a Russia,"I said
"'Kay now let's take a seat,"Norway said
and both of them went to their seat
"Oh I forgot, my name is Hungary, and your Philippines, nice to meet u"
She introduced
"Yeah but please call me Philia or Phil for short,"I said
"Now guys we have an hour left before class starts are you all guys ready"The teacher came inside
"Oh your all ready, now let's start class now,"The teacher said, once again
[Time skip]
After class
"Class is a little bit boring,"South whispered to me
"Yeah but that's part of education,"I said
"Okay then, what class are u?"He asked
"The boring English"I said with a bored tone
"Yeah obviously, mine is math,"He said
"Well okay, good luck"I said and both of us went to our own class
[Time skip]
At class
"Well class today we are gonna have an essay, using your own language, and the essay is all about your island and please just give some appropriate information about your island,"The teacher paused
"And I'm gonna give u a day to make an essay about it, and it's supposed to be long so..."The nations look at their teacher confused and the teacher somehow understands it
"Don't worry, I know all languages so it will be fine,"The teacher said
I should start my essay tomorrow since the teacher only gave us a day to finish it
or at recess maybe,
[Time skip]
At lunch break
I have no one to sit with so I decided to go to the asean table
"Oh hi Phil!"Thailand greeted
"Hi too, It's been a while and I miss all of it,"I said and sat on an empty chair
"Yeah me too,"Thailand said
"Now can u tell me again why are we only here,"I asked
"Well the others were hanging out with other nations and the rest were in the canteen or just do whatever they want"
Thailand said and a nation came here
"Kuya Brunei!"I said and immediately hugged him while he was walking to here
"Oh Philippines it's been years, how are u now?"Brunei hugged too and asked
"I'm just doing fine and how come I did not see u?"I asked
"Well me too maybe we just don't see each other,"He said and we both laughed
"Hmm that makes sense,"I said
"Where are the others?"I asked
"I only know Indo and Malay were doing something like kids and Myanmar and Laos are fighting I guess"He said
"Okay then,"I laughed
"Let's take a seat now can we?"Brunei asked
"Yeah sure,"I said and sat
"So since we are only here let's just talk while eating so,"Thailand said get her food and also mine too
"What conversation are we into now?"
I asked
"Hmm maybe then-"
"Hey Philippines!"America cut Thailand's sentence that popped out of nowhere
"Oh hi kuya what brings u here?"I asked
"Well u see my animal-lover,-"
"Oh Kuya Australia is the reason,"I cut America's Sentence
"Yea and he told me and Canada to take care of his snakes!"He said crying
"Okay, good luck,"I said like I have no problem at all
"Aren't u gonna help me?"America said crying
"I'm not used to take care of this animals but only dogs I guess,"I said
"He said it won't bite even it does!"
America said
"Oh no bro,"Then Canada popped out of nowhere
"Philippines, u gotta help us!! We ask a ton of people, well not all of them but they declined then we don't have other persons to ask except u and New Zealand can help,"Canada said crying and hugging me
"Well okay fine,"I said and they cheered
"Yay"America cheered in relief
"But why did kuya Aus give his snake to u to take care of it?"I asked
"Because......He forced us..."He said sighing
"Yea he won't stop begging or else, he'll put a spider under our beds......
A poisonous one...."Canada said
"Is he on a trip? There should be a reason why he give one of his wild pets that we have to take care of"I asked
"he said he will be focusing on his people,"America said
"Okay, that makes sense. He can't just do them at the same time,"I said
"Well now our conversation is done what else u wanna talk about?"I asked
"Nothing else but thanks Philippines, we owe you,"America said
"Yea Philippines, thanks for helping us,"
Canada said and they both walked away
"I don't know why they still call me 'Philippines instead of my nickname u guys usually call me, ever since we met until now,"I said face palmed
"I don't know too, but they are used calling u 'Philippines' but I don't get it why u are always annoyed when they call u that, don't u like your name?"Thailand asked
"Uh no no, it's like some special event is happening,"I said sweating
"Okay,"She said
"Heyyo Philia !"Malaysia hugged Phil,
"Hey I was going to hug her first,"
Indonesia said
"Too late,"Malaysia teased and I giggled in a sudden
"What brings u here Phil?"Indonesia asked
"Hmm, nothing much to do so I decided to go here,"I said
"Well I have an assignment to do,"I said
"So what subject is it?"Thailand asked
"English and were gonna make an essay using our language,"I said
"Well u know our English is pretty much called like language tho,"Indonesia said
"Yea but they can call it English or language, so whatever their choice is"
Malaysia said
"Hey guys how are u doing?"Vietnam came
"Oh just talking about some stuff,"
Thailand said
"Then what's your conversation all about?"Vietnam asked
"We're talking about anything,"Indonesia said
"Then okay I'll say anything: My name is Vietnam,"Vietnam said and everyone just make a confused face
"When starting a conversation, it should make sense,"Singapore then just walk here even us not to notice
"Okay fine then what?"Vietnam asked
"Hmm what about-"
"What's up guys!"Myanmar came out of nowhere
"Hey guys,"Laos said
"Oh how are u guys doing then ?"I asked
"This Burma boy is-"
"I get it, u two fight for nothing right?"Thailand asked
"Uhh maybe?"
•
[Time skip]
At dorm
"Hmm what interesting should write about my country,"I said thinking
"Aha, what about this....."I said and started writing
"Perfect!"I said
"Now all I have to do is check my grammars at the next day,"I said
'And I kinda start making my assignment too early tho,'I said in my mind
'Well it doesn't matter anyways, Now let me continue'I said
"Hey Phil you have a friend who just came here to see u,"Belarus said
"Kay let me check,"I said as I went to the door to see who is it
"Hey Philippines,"Canada was the one who came
"Oh, what brings u here?"I asked
"Well about that, we forgot to tell u we will be taking care of that biting snake on weekend"Canada said
"Okay, but how did u find my dorm?"I asked
"I just saw u walking to your dorm and I realised that my dorm is near to yours,"
Canada said
"Oh okay, any else to tell?"I said
"Hmm, New Zealand want to prove that u are gonna help with us,"Canada said
"Maybe I can come to his dorm then,"I said
"It's late and night time but it's your choice,"Canada said
"I'm gonna go to New Zealand's dorm so everything is ready,"I said and we both go to New Zealand's dorm
"Now we're here,"Canada said and knocked at New Zealand's dorm
"Who is this again,"New Zealand opened the door
"So here is proof,"Canada said and showed me that I will help with them
"Philippines!"New Zealand said happily
hugged
" I'm gonna help with u guys,"I said and joined his hug
"Why did u left since elementary then?"New Zealand asked
"I don't know"I said
" it's late now you supposed to go to your dorm,"New Zealand said
"Well imma go back to my dorm,"Canada said
"Your dorm is near mine, then we should walk together,"I said
"Oh I forgot, then come with me if u don't wanna be left there,"Canada said and laughed
"Okay bye New Zealand!"I said waving a goodbye
"U too Philippines,"New Zealand waves too
•
'We both returned to our dorm now and I am at my bed thinking stuff, maybe I should take a rest then,'I said in my mind
'*sigh* good night...'
•To be continued•