Techno POV
"Will you join?", I asked Type when the exam for that day.
I was happy as the exam has just finished.
"Where?"
"It is lunch time, Type", I replied him curtly. "Are you okay?"
"I am", he replied me
But, I felt that he became so strange lately. But, I believed in him. He was still okay.
"I will wait for you in canteen", I told him
"Okay.... Possibly I need a couple of minutes"
I nodded.
He needed to go to Professor's room at that time.
So, he leaved me first.
I packed my things, then walked to the canteen.
Suddenly, I got message from Type.
"P'Tharn has been in the canteen, told him to wait for me"
"Girls will be busy to flirt on him", I joked.
"Save him for me"
I smiled.
He became so frontal lately. Seems he didn't want to hide that anymore.
When I entered the canteen, I saw that P'Tharn has been arrived. He waved his hand for me, asked me to join beside on him. He spared seats for me and Type.
"He will be coming in a couple of minutes", I told him when I took the seat.
"Hmmm....", he replied me.
"Is that for me?", I asked him while I saw a plate of food in front of me.
"I ordered for Type, actually", he replied me.
"Why should I asked that when I knew the answer?", I condemned myself for wasting the energy.
"But, you can take it. It should be okay"
"Type will kill me when he knows that I took his lunch which prepared by his boyfriend"
He just giggle.
"I am serious.... You can have it. I ordered as I thought he will come soon. But, if he came late, the taste will be changed"
He was right, I didn't think further.
"Okay.......", I replied P'Tharn then started to get my lunch. It was still delicious, but a bit spicy. We enjoyed our lunch.
Then, after several minutes. "P'Tharn", I called for me.
"What?"
"May I ask you?"
"Yes sure... About what?"
"Do you think that Type is okay?"
He stoop his lunch, he put the fork and the spoon on the plate.
"What do you mean?", he took his drink.
"Ehm...... How should I talk to you?", I became so confusing. "I just noticed that he is not really good. Or I don't know, P......"
"Tell me slowly, what do you mean?"
"To be honest, do you have a problem?". P'Tharn didn't answer me, he just looked at me with his confusing gaze. "Just forget it", I told him. "Possibly that I just blabber mouthing"
"Do you think that Type is .... Ehmmm... Changed?", he asked me.
"I think so", I looked at him. "Since the party in your home"
"I know"
"It doesn't mean that he became a bad guy, P", I informed him. "But, I just think that Type is trying to be someone different". P'Tharn nodded. "Is there something happened lately?"
"Actually we have problem before that party, then it became worse after the party"
"Because of your friend?"
"Yes, Tum". I took a deep breath. That asshole. "Type became so sensitive at that time"
"What is actually happen to him?"
"I am waiting the right time, No", he told me sincerely. "I have so long story about Tum. So, I need the right time before I talk to Type"
"Sooner is better, P"
"Yes, I know. But I can't"
"Why?", I became more curious.
"I will be going to Japan by next week", his voice shocked me.
"Japan?", I asked him.
He nodded.
"For what"
"My application for Music Summer Camp has been approved"
"How long?"
"A month"
"A month?", I startled him. "Sorry"
He smiled.
"Sorry..... I forget to congratulate you"
"Thank you", he replied me.
"You can proceed your lunch", I told him. "I talked too much"
He nodded. "It's okay". But, he didn't took his lunch anymore. My silly question should ruin his appetite.
"Did Type knew about that?"
"Yes, he did"
"How about his reaction?"
He took a deep breath. "He tried to be normal. But...."
When he wanted to reply, suddenly Type arrived. For sure, we shut our mouth up. Type looked at us suspiciously.
"What are you talking about?", he asked me.
"Nothing", I replied him. I put the food to my mouth. "Right, P'Tharn?"
"Yes.... We didn't talk", P'Tharn supported me.
"Don't try to flirt on my boyfriend", Type warned me.
I smiled to look at both lovebirds. They were really nice, moreover seems that Type didn't want to hide their relationship anymore.
Type took a seat beside of Tharn, then took a spoon and scoop it. He literally stole P'Tharn's food.
"Your food is too plain", he gave his comment. "You need to add more chili sauce"
"This is already quiet spicy", P'Tharn replied him.
He must be true, his lips was reddened. Then, Type took cold water for him. Followed by swiped P'Tharn lips.
Type took that food from P'Tharn. "I will finish it", he told P'Tharn while moving the plate. "If you are still hungry, I will order another food for you"
P'Tharn looked at me, he smiled.
I didn't believe that Type turned as lovebird that day, he became so care about other. I became a real third wheel on those table. But, I also became so happy as they were full of happiness.
Suddenly, P'Tharn excused himself as he got a call. He leaved us.
I saw that Type still enjoyed his lunch. A stolen food.
"Type", I called him. He looked with his wide eyes. "Don't scare me"
He smile. "Why are you calling at me, ass hole?"
"I think you can be nice at your friend as you talked to your boyfriend", I mumbled. "Your mouth is still rude"
He giggled. "What is happened....", he talked to me nicely. "Bastard.......", rudely
This rascal is really a jerk. I showed him my middle of finger.
"Okay, what?"
"I heard that P'Tharn will be leaving to Japan"
He put the spoon, he stop his lunch.
He nodded.
"That is why you became so weird, lately?", I encourage myself to ask about that. I prepared for his rude reaction. But, he didn't say anything. He just took a bottle of cold water. Then, it became so quiet and make me clumsy. "Sorry for asking about that", I tried to end my nosy thought. "We can change the topic"
"What should actually I do, No?", he looked at me. "Should I be normal as nothing happen?"
"Type..... Tell me what happened?"
"I worried about so many things lately", he scratched his head. "I wanted to be normal but, I couldn't do that"
"P'Tharn is really good guy, he cares and loves you so much. What are you worrying about?"
"I am worrying he will leave me"
"Why should you think about that?"
"I don't know why I should think about that. After party in his home, I kept thinking about that. It sounds so childish and unreasonable, right?", he smiled but I understood that his mind was chaotic.
I know, it must be because of that jerk.
Tum.
"I never think that I will be falling deeply in to a man", he told me while his sight still down. "Am I so miserable, No?"
I couldn't answer him, but frankly I would say 'yes'. He was so miserable.
"I am fully dependent on him, so I worried what will happen if he leaved me?"
"It will never happen"
"I told that to myself for hundreds times, but my mind looks never accept that", he took a heavy breath for one more time. "So, as long as I am with him, I just tried my best to make him stay longer beside of me"
"Type.... P'Tharn will be so sad if he knows about what you think"
"I know"
"But, didn't you try to talk to P'Tharn about that?"
"I can't", he replied me directly. "He is going to Japan, soon. I didn't want to bother him"
"But, how you act must be bothering him"
"It's like two sides of knife for me"
I became so dizzy.
I didn't think that this rude guy became so complicated.
"As long as we can be together, I want to fill it with good memories", he told me with his sharp eyes. "So, when we are not together anymore, at least that I have good memories about him"
"Type..... Stop to say about that"
"Am I to exaggerating?"
"You are just overthinking", I told him. "P'Tharn already noticed about your change"
"Really?"
"So, be normal. He likes you as how you are. Your hot tempered, your rudeness, your blabbermouth. Nothing to be changed"
He looked at me.
"No..."
"Hmmm?"
"Did you give me suggestion or just showing me my bad attitude?"
I giggled. "Both"
"Asshole..."
Yeah.
Our deep conversation just ended with that cool word.
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Tharn POV
Actually, we have arranged our schedule for this semester holiday. While I am taking Summer Camp along the month, Type will spend his holiday in his hometown. He wants to help his family to open a new business. They are running a cottage. I promised him to give a visit while I returned from Japan.
Type told me that he wanted to get home earlier than my departure. We bought the ticket as his request. Unfortunately, I got schedule update by this morning, then I must be switched my flight as tomorrow.
Type didn't give any complain for that schedule change although I will leave earlier. Initially, he insisted to get earlier flight than me as he didn't want to see my departure. "I didn't like to see someone leaving in airport. It hurts", he told me with his chummy lips. Don't asked to me what I did after he told me about that.
This time must be the last night for us. But, I and Type were busy to clean the room after we got farewell party in condo. Lhong, Song, Tae, Techno and Champ visited us for that party. A lot of jokes, food and drinks. "How could they leave without helping us for cleaning?", Type complained about friends.
They just leaved.
Yeah.
They leaved us with miserable room.
"Just take a rest", I told him. "I will clean it"
"No.... You will have long flight for tomorrow. You need to take a rest earlier. I don't want to see you missed the flight as you are late for wake up"
He has a lot of words to talk.
No filter.
Just talked what he wanted to.
Since a few days ago, after we met Techno for lunch, I felt that Type changed to be normal again. Talking rudely about so many things, hot tempered. And as usual, blabber mouthing. He returned to be Type as I know. I was so relieved. I loved him for what he is, he doesn't need to change.
After a few minutes of cleaning, it finished. We sat on the sofa.
"Are you tired?", he asked me.
"Why?"
"Don't you want to follow me to walk on riverside?", he asked me. He pointed riverside of Chao Phrya, where our condo at. "Just walking on the riverside during night must be awesome"
"Why not", I replied him.
Then, I followed what he wanted to.
Walking on the riverside.
He walked faster, I just followed behind of him. He stop his pace, took several steps back. Then grabbed my hand, intertwined our fingers. "I worried that my boyfriend will be lost", he told me.
I nodded, I tried to hide my smile as he tried to flirt on me.
"They looked at you like a stray dog", he told me again as that riverside was quiet crowded. "They didn't know that you already had a boyfriend"
"Seems you worried about me"
"Sure"
"But, seems you will not worry about me while I am in Japan"
"Why?", he asked me. "You are just joining your summer camp"
"How if someone hit on me?"
"Just try to flirt on another than me, if you dare"
"What will you do?"
"I will cut yours......", he looked at my lower part.
Shit.
"Just try it", he warned me.
I laughed.
I lose his grip, I crossed my arm on his shoulder. "Don't you think that a month is quiet long?", I asked him.
"It will not"
"How if I miss you?"
"Just call for me"
"But, how if I want to kiss you, Type?"
"Just wait", he replied me in annoyance. "It is only a month"
"Should we make a sex cam?"
"You are pervert, Tharn", he shouted at me.
"Na.....", I beg him.
He clenched his fist.
"Should I get another crush?"
He was sulking.
"Just joking", I told him.
But, he still pouted. He didn't like my joke. Then, I stood on my knee. I wanted to carry him on my back. He smiled, then I felt him on my back.
"Do you really want to have another crush?", he asked me while I started to walk.
"Can I?", I joked him.
He didn't answer me, just put his chin on my shoulder.
It made me easier to reach him.
I pecked his check.
"People looked at us", he warned me.
"They are jealous as I have a cute boyfriend"
He was blushed.
Then, I proceeded for walking while he was on my back.
No word anymore.
Just walking.
Enjoying our togetherness.
--*--
Type POV
Morning at Condo
Everything has been prepared, P'Tharn was ready for departure. But, he had to take breakfast. He sat beside of me, busy to have the last breakfast that I prepared.
I was really dizzy, I couldn't sleep along the night. A lot of things were rattling in my mind. But, I just prayed that I will not shed my tears when he is leaving.
"Finish", he startled me while he took a glass of orange juice.
"Do you need more?"
He shook his head.
Then, I took the plate and the glass from the table. I walked to the kitchen.
I tried to calm myself before he leaved.
Seems it's quiet long.
"Little Type.....", he called for me. I knew that it was the time for him to go to airport.
"Just a moment"
I tried my best not to cry, but I couldn't.
So, I turned the faucet. I hope that I could end it without he heard.
Unfortunately, I was wrong.
Both warm hands were crossing to my waist, then a firm chest touched my back. "It's okay for crying", he told me.
Seems like I got permission.
My tears were flowing badly, I didn't dare to look at him. But, I felt that warm cheek touched my left cheek. Then, he pecked my cheek.
"You will be late", I told him. "Just go"
"I want to see my Little Type before leaving"
"I told you that I will not go to Airport with you"
"I know"
Then, he turned me. I faced him.
"I wanted to see the face I loved the most"
I didn't dare to look at him.
"Is it really hard to say goodbye?", he asked me.
I couldn't answer him. I just leaned on his chest, sobbing.
After several minutes, I got my sense. I wiped my tears.
"You will be late", I told him again. "Taxi must be waiting for you"
He nodded.
"I will miss you so much, Type"
"Me too"
Then, I felt the warm lips touched mine. My tears flowed again.
Followed a tight hug from, Khun P. I heard he was sobbing.
Then, no words. He lose his hug, leaved the room.
I lost my strength.
I fell on my knees.
"Why are you became so weak, Type?", I asked to myself.
--*--
Tharn POV
Airport
I just finished my check in, boarding pass on my hand.
Then, I got hug from dad, mom, P'Thorn and Thanya. The drove from Ayutthaya directly to the Airport as my schedule was changed suddenly.
I looked at my mom, she looks sad. But, dad tried to console her. So, I asked them for leaving. I knew that it will be worse if we talked longer.
P'Thorn understood about what I meant. He forced mom for leaving, then followed by dad and Thanya.
I checked my phone.
Nothing.
My flight would be almost 2 hours later, but I decided to walk to the safety check.
When, I walked to the travellator, I heard someone called for me.
"Khun P"
Without looking at the face, I know him.
"You leaved this snack bag", he put a small bag on my hand. "Snack in airport is really expensive, you have to save your money"
I smiled.
I saw that cute face without tears.
"I just understood that saying 'goodbye' is really hard", he told me when I saw him on his eyes. "So, that I will not say 'goodbye' for you"
I nodded.
He walked close to me.
Then I got a hug.
"See you next month, my boyfriend", he told me close to my ear. "I am waiting for that day"
For the last time, I enjoyed his hug.
A warm hug from my Little Type. I kissed his shoulder.
I just hope that the time could be stop.
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