I stood in the corner of the room, lighting my cigarette as I watched the makeup artists get the boys ready.
Why the fuck did I agree to do this?
I could have chosen better ways to spend my free time then stand around in a stuffy television studio, watching them get interviewed.
I lifted up my right leg, resting the back of my foot on the wall behind me, my feet were beginning to get sore from all the standing around.
As I exhaled my smoke, the cloud drifted over to the makeup artists directions, causing them all to look up at me with distaste.
I snickered at this, doing it once again, this time taking a bigger drag so the cloud was larger.
You could say I was terribly bored.
Right beside the girl who was working on Nikki's makeup, I noticed there was a jar of lollipops.
I could really go for a lolly, I hadn't eaten all day.
I put my butt out in the glass ashtray beside me and made my way over to Nikki. 'Looking good.' I complimented him.
'Thanks, Rani.' He said through a very clenched jaw, teeth jittering slightly as he stared at his reflection in the mirror.
He was clearly on drugs and if Doc found out he would be furious.
I looked from Nikki to the girl doing his makeup. 'Can I have one of these?' I asked her, pointing at the jar of lollipops.
She nodded whilst still working on his makeup.
I stuck my hand in, pulling out two lollipops one cherry red and one lime green.
I threw the lime green one into Nikki's lap. 'I think you're going to need it if you're going to hide that from Doc.' I told him quietly, tapping my finger on his jaw.
He seemed disappointed that I had noticed. 'You noticed that huh?'
'I think everyone watching the interview will if you don't shove that in your mouth.'
Soon it was time for the boys to go out to the recording room which was set out like a living room.
I stood next to one of the cameras, watching them.
'Good afternoon everyone and welcome back.' The male host said cheerfully, staring into the middle camera. 'Today we are joined with Motley Crüe who are currently on tour.'
I tried not to laugh as I watched Nikki suck hard on the lollipop, I mean at least it was working.
'So boys how has touring been so far?' He asked them all waiting for someone to answer.
It took a moment before Vince decided to talk. 'Yeah it's been great. Tiring at times of course, but really great.'
The host looked down at his clipboard resting on his lap and back at the boys. 'Now, do you have plans for another album after this tour?'
This time Nikki was first to answer. 'Yeah. That's the plan, man. Just to keep making music.'
'Now on the show our viewers send in questions they'd like me to ask whoever's on the show, would you be alright with me reading them to you?'
The boys all shrugged and nodded, I knew they wouldn't be bothered by it.
If there was one thing about Motley Crüe they weren't fake, they answered truthfully, their was no lie.
No mask that they hid behind, well in this case Nikki was covering the fact he was on drugs by sucking on a lollipop, but you get what I mean.
'First question is for Tommy.' The interviewer said and I straightened up in my spot. 'Do you have a girlfriend?'
He laughed at this and turned his head to the side, grinning at me.
I smiled back nervously.
'Uh, lets just say it's complicated.' He answered and my mouth fell open in shock.
I didn't think he was going to answer or I didn't think he would say that. I thought he would just say "yes"
Now I knew why Tommy wanted me to come to the interview so bad, just for that one question.
My ears went all fuzzy as the interviewer moved on to talking with Mick.
If Doc finds out anything happened between Tommy and I would be done for and he knew that.
But then again, he didn't say anything about me so I guessed that Doc wouldn't think anything of it.
After the interview was over the boys decided to celebrate, which meant having a huge party.
I was surprised that within only a couple of hours the place that they held the party was full of heaps of people. Loud music was blaring and everywhere you looked was a half empty bottle of alcohol.
I stood in a circle with Nikki, Tommy and Mick. Tommy was showing us a trick he learnt, which was shoving a cigarette up his nose and inhaling it, exhaling the smoke through his nose.
I scoffed, shaking my head at him.
Nikki laughed at Tommy's trick though, pulling his bottle to his lips which he looked at upset realising it was empty when nothing was coming out.
'Fuck I left my other bottle in the bus.' He threw the bottle onto the carpet, which thankfully didn't smash.
'I'll go get it if you want.' I offered. 'I left one of my jackets in there, so I have to go to the bus anyways.'
Tommy was quick to jump on the opportunity of being alone with me. 'I'll go too, considering I know where you keep it.'
Mick shook his head. 'I didn't realise it was a fucking field trip just to get a bottle of alcohol.'
But Nikki wouldn't miss the opportunity of someone else getting his alcohol for him.
'Here.' Nikki handed me the keys to the bus. 'Don't forget my smokes too.'
'We won't.' Tommy replied as we both headed out the party, pushing past people and making our way towards the exit.
The street was much quieter then the loud party that was going on inside and it was nice.
All that you could here was cars driving by in the distance.
I hugged my leather jacket as we hurried to the bus, the weather was extremely cold out here and the wind made it even worse.
I felt like the tip of my nose was going to fall off it was that cold.
Without a word we headed into the bus, nothing happily sighing when greeted with the warmth again.
I began my search for the bottle of alcohol Nikki had instructed me to get when I heard the bus door lock.
I looked over at Tommy who was stalking towards me.
His steps were slow and teasing almost, I just wanted him to get here quickly and get what he was about to do over with.
I craved him.
He was now exactly where he wanted to be and he kissed me and I let him, for all of one second before I pulled back.
Breath was stuck in my throat as we both looked at each other, thinking of how I was going to stop myself from doing this again. But the longer I looked into his eyes the more I didn't care anymore.
Fuck it," I snarled, hungrier for his lips then ever before, crashing my lips against Tommy's.
He'd kissed me and I was kissing him, and I loved every moment of it. My tongue fought for dominance in the kiss and for a moment Tommy dominated, but then he let me win.
Holding his face with my hands, Tommy wrapped his arm around my lower neck and pulled me closer, his other hand around resting on my lower back.
I bit his lip, tugging at it gently causing a growl to rumble from his throat.
Either of us barley gave each other time to breathe between kisses and I couldn't help but make noises of desperation as I pulled at the drummer's hair.
Tommy used his hands to help lift me up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist to keep myself from falling.
Roughly, we bumped into one of the tables in the bus, knocking empty bottles, smashing to the ground as we both scrambled to keep the body contact.
With one hand on the table and the other in my silky hair, Tommy peppered kisses along my jawline.
I let out a breathy moan as his kisses moved from my jaw down to my neck, I had never wanted someone more in my life.
'Fuck.' I muttered, pulling my lips back from Tommy's for a moment.
I saw the look of panic flash over his face. He must've thought I was changing my mind, but I was far from it.
In a quick manor, I pulled my shirt discarding it onto the floor along with the smashed bottles.
I hoped no of them were the one that Nikki wanted us to bring back.
But I immediately forgot about that, replacing my hands on the back of Tommy's neck, pulling him back into a passionate kiss.
This time Tommy didn't let me win and he dominated the kiss, his tongue exploring my mouth felt like heaven.
I had wanted this so bad and I could already feel wetness start to stain my panties.
My fingers knitted into Tommy's luscious hair as he broke the kiss, trailing his lips lower and lower till he got to my breast that were sitting up in a white lacy bralette.
Tommy's hand snaked up my back, grabbing hold of my bra clip, with an expert hand he un clipped it, and I felt the undergarment fall loose.
Tommy gave me a quick peck on the lips before I pulled him back into a real kiss.
'I need you.' I whispered breathlessly against his lips.
Tommy gripped my hips tightly, pulling me closer to the edge of the table so he was between my legs.
He picked me up and my bra fell to the ground as we continued kissing eachother, too consumed in it to care about all the shit we were knocking over.
Tommy had managed to take us to the back of the bus, where their was a small room with a bed inside.
The drummer holding me with one hand, grabbed the keys to the door out his pocket.
We rested our foreheads together catching our breath, getting lost in each others eyes as he unlocked the door.
Tommy was looking at me like I was the only thing he wanted in the world. Like a kid would look at a shiny new toy.
I started putting together the pieces, realising it wasn't the first time he'd looked at me like this.
I couldn't help but smile into the crook of his neck as we entered the room.
He kicked the door shut with his feet and gently placed me down onto the bed in front of him.
'You've got too many clothes on.' I said sitting up, helping Tommy pull off his shirt and throw it onto the ground.
I then slid my hands slowly down his body, to his jeans. I fiddled with the buckle, undoing it and slipping off his pants.
I looked up at him, he looked just as needy as I was, causing a smirk to form on my lips.
I pulled down his boxer's allowing his member to spring out.
I licked his slit and kissed his nob a little teasing him.
He made a impatient moan before placing his hand on the back of my head and pushing himself into my mouth desperately.
I bobbed my head up and down, then bringing my hand up to pump him.
'Fuck.' I heard Tommy groan which gave me motivation to pick up my speed.
I ran my tongue up his length slowly, I could feel him bucking his hips, not getting enough of me.
'You look so fucking hot right now.' The drummer purred, running his hands through my hair.
I looked up at him as I spat on his length and began bobbing my head once more. His eyes were rolled back and mouth open.
It wasn't much longer until I felt his warm juices inside my mouth and I swallowed it, wiping my mouth proudly.
I stood up, smiling at the rockstar who was looking back at me with his famous tight lipped grin.
He brushed the hair out of my face, tucking it behind my ears.
Before I could even say anything his lips crashed into mine as we toppled onto the bed. 'Your turn.' He said in a gravely tone.
He trailed kisses down to my skirt, which he took off with ease, revealing my matching panties.
Tommy slipped them off, his finger brushing against my skin felt like he had put my whole body on vibrate.
He planted kisses along my inner thigh and I watched, biting my lip to suppress my moans.
The drummer then moved his mouth further up in between my legs as he went to work and a loud gasp left my mouth.
I placed my shaking hand on his head and he looked up at me while going to work. I could feel his hot breath against it and it was driving me insane.
I moaned loudly, letting my head tilt back and my toes started to curl.
Suddenly the front bus door unlocked and Tommy lifted his head up. 'Rani?' I heard the familiar voice of Vince call out. 'You in here?'
'You've got to be fucking kidding me.' I whined. 'Yeah i'm in here!' I yelled back out to the singer.
Tommy gave me a cheeky smile and fell back in between my legs.
'Nikki wants to know what happened to his drink that you and Tommy were supposed to-' His voice trailed off. 'What the fuck happened in here the place is trashed.'
I tried to swallow back a moan. 'Yeah it was like that when I came in.' I tried to pull Tommy's head up but he grabbed both of my arms with his hands, pinning them down.
'Is Tommy in here with you then?' He asked, I could here his footsteps coming closer to the room.
'Uh no.' I said a little too quickly. 'He left a bit ago, i'm trying to sleep!'
'Alright well, if you see him tell him to get his ass back to the party.' Vince yelled out and stumbled his way out of the bus.
Little did he know Tommy was a little preoccupied.
I let out a moan that had been suppressed as he ran circles with his tongues, swirling my juices.
My legs started to shake and I grabbed the blanket tightly. 'I'm gonna cum.'
I could feel Tommy smile against me and continued working his tongue against me.
I cried out, letting go all over Tommy's mouth which he licked up.