I'm here with another chapter, in the last one she fell asleep after crying for so long for her dear Anthony.. what do you think. Should she end up with him? Or should she be with Romeo!
And in all honesty I'm feeling a little conflicted with my feelings as well... Anyways please continue reading, don't forget to leave a comment and vote for MDGL.
Enjoy 😉
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Mila's POV:
" hey wake up" "Mila we're home" I could hear Romeo's soft voice calling my name but I refused to open my eyes. If he knew that he had woken me up we'd have to talk so to avoid it I'm going to pretend that I'm still asleep.
I then feel myself being lifted out the car " I know you're awake, and we have to talk about what happened back there. But I'll pretend that you're still asleep."
I didn't even realize we were already inside until my head hit a soft pillow. " Mila, you know I don't like being ignored so will you please just talk to me so we can get this over with?" He asks, I keep my eyes closed still acting. The loud bang from the bedroom door startles me enough to sit up scared. My eyes then adjust to the bright lights in the room, he wasn't in here... I got up feeling disgusting so I head off into the shower it seems like a dick move since he was just in here pleading me to wake up.
The water against my skin felt warm so I turned the red ringed faucet, I normally showered with hot water. I lathered my body with Romeo's body wash and washed it off. Once I really started to feel the heat I decided that it was time to get out.
When I step out there's some Pyjama shorts and a top with some underwear and a fresh towel which I grab in order to dry myself. I then dress myself and walk out of the room to see Romeo now climbing in to bed, he then raises his head acknowledging me and then his eyes scan my body. His expression then changes as he rushes over to me. " what the hell did you do!" Was all that came out. " does it hurt?" He asks. " what are you talking about?" I reply. " Mila you're completely red. Look!" He says pulling me to the mirrors , my body seemed to be red worse than a sunburn.
" I'm fine, it's ok. It doesn't hurt" I reply. He nods slightly and I remove myself from his grip going over to my side of the bed he then follows and lays on his back next to mine. " do you still like me?" He asks through the silence. Yes, " yes" I respond. " do you love me?" He goes on. Maybe, "yes" I reply. " can I hold you or is that too much?" What's with these questions. " it's ok, you can hold me" I reply.
He scoots closer pulling me into his chest, his warmth was comforting. I rolled over so I could face him. " we had sex and I liked it. I like him." I say out of the blue, I look up to meet his eyes his face held no emotion. But his reply seemed to shock me more " I know" is all he said " sleep, we can talk about it in the morning" he says forcing a smile.
He then kisses my forehead and closes his eyes. I take in his calm expression for a minute before dozing off.
Morning
Romeo woke me up around 11am and told me to get ready as we have 2 guests coming by, I did not want to see anyone right now but after what I put him through I couldn't bring myself to reject it.
Once I showered I put on a floral off the shoulder dress and some white air forces that was brought over with my things. Just as I'm putting on my necklace Romeo walks in. I pay no mind to him as he's probably here to collect me when I look away from the mirror another man, about the same height as Romeo, beautiful hazel eyes, his hair was completely different, more full and he lacked tattoos..
" Mila this is Christopher, my twin brother." I couldn't help but just look back and forth between the two. "can see why you were fighting for her" he says laughing.
" hi, I'm sorry I'm just shocked!" I say. " it alright! You've been having a tough time, it's all good." He was so kind. " how did you find each other?" I ask. " I showed up on his doorstep" he says.
I simply nodded taking it in, how was I supposed to react. I quickly snap back to reality when I hear Romeo calling my name "Mila, Mila baby?" He comes up to me with worried eyes as his twin looks at me strangely. " I'm I'm ok, just taking it in." I reply, I force a smile for the sake of our guest who then excuses himself for us to have some privacy.
" we should talk." I say. " now? Ok " he replies. " lets go to the play room, it's sound proof." I say. He nods and gestures me to follow him. Once we are in there he locks the door and takes a seat on the bed. " what happened?" He asked. " I got mad and stormed into the bathroom, then some Man took me." I answer. " and then with Roland?" He asks, I immediately flinched at the name. I look yo trying to face him but it looked like he already knew, his hands were gripping the bed spread to the point where it went white! The anger in his face was visible and he looked like a ticking time bomb! " I think you know" I reply. " baby are you ok?" He asks getting up. I take a few steps back as I really hate the pity i know his actions. " I don't need the pity, please!" I say, he nods. " and then with Anthony?" He asks. I couldn't help but hesitate as he was a touchy subject, I just left him like that! " tony helped me out of a bad place. Made me happy again! It was weird considering what I had been through but he made me feel safe." I answer " do you feel safe here?" No " not really, it feels strange and trust me I love you guys but it just. It's startling and strange to be back!" I say. He nods smiling " so no " he lets out a slight chuckle, something that I didn't know I missed until then. " I missed that sound" I say. " I'm glad". " anymore questions?" I ask. " how was it when you guys had sex?" He asked blatantly. I couldn't quite answer because it wasn't just sex it's was more! " Uhm well it just-" he laughs " it's ok, you don't have to tell me!" He adds, lie. I nod "it was passionate & sexy, raw, unlike what we had it was different!" I say. " how so?" He asks, of course. " there was built up tension between the two of us by sharing a bed, living in the same house, I'd like to say that we have that but it's untrue because our relationship was built on sex. Where as tony and I's relationship began with friendship!!" I answer.
He slowly nods as his eyes get tears " I know we haven't gotten far in our relationship but I really do love you Mila and maybe you don't love me right now because time will tell all! It's alright if you lost feelings for me and grew more for Anthony I can accept that, because at the end of the day you chose to come home with me!" He says. " I'm sorry I couldn't protect you when I knew he was looking for you and i'm sorry I couldn't protect you from what he did!" I had now realized that the y'all msn that stood before me many times was now kneeling before me with red eyes swollen with tears running down his flushed face. " I'm sorry" he sobbed. " it's ok , you didn't know and you couldn't have done anything! I'm ok now I'm here!" I say. " so what do we do? Do we go back to dating and sharing a bed and then staring your training when you're ready, sleep in semper are rooms until you're ok again and get to know each other more or do you want to leave? I don't know what to do." He admits. " I don't mind sleeping in the same bed and I don't want to leave. Even if I do I have no where to go, I'm a college drop out! " I chuckle. He nods taking in my words. " and us?" He asks " we just started, so just let's give it a minute. No sex just dating for a while and then we'll see where it goes" I reply. " ok" he stands up wiping his face then places his hand on his earpiece listening in and grabs a hole of my hand, it feels weird. " come on you have one more surprise" he says dragging me out the room. " after you went missing I had a rough time, I've lost many before and it was sad but nothing compared to you! Now because of that I couldn't imagine how those who loved you have felt so I arranged this for you" just as he finishes his sentence I lock eyes with her, spitting image of myself. Brown hair, light eyes and a small nose, her complexion was light almost between cool and olive. She had some greys in her hair and some wrinkles on her face but nonetheless she looks beautiful " mom?" I call out, she then turns her head looking over the couch to look at me. She stares at me as if taking in my presence. If it were another time I would've hated being near her but I did miss her..
He stood up and walked over to the stairs and smiled softly, she did a lot.
Smile, Just for me.
" you look good, this man here told me that you went mi
ssing about a couple of weeks ago. I insisted that I come and see you if you ever returned. I hope that's ok?" She asks for reassurance. I could care less about that though! I just needed to hug her, so I did. " I missed you." I say, she chuckles and pulls me in closer.
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