One Sided Love??? ~ SidNaaz F...

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Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone unconditionally gives you courage ❤❤❤ S... Mehr

Prologue
Part 1- When insecurities take over
Part 2-Late night not so sneaky kisses
Part 3- I love you Moti
Part 4- My Dear Friend
Part 5- Strawberry Temptations~♡
Part 6- Closest Buddies you know~♡
Part 8- Mere Saath hi Rehna Hamesha~♡
Part 9- Sidharth Shukla: "The Ultimate Flipper" ☆
Part 10- Tu Itna Zaroori Kaise Hua ~♡♡♡
Part 11- Aaj jaane ki zid na karo.....
Part 12- Agar Tum Saath Ho ~
Part 13- Chocolate Kisses <3
Part 14- Cant live with you Cant Live without you ♡
Part 15- Ae Mere Humsafar ♡
Part 16- Mr.Sidharth Shukla "Ultimate Flipper 2.0"
Part 17: #ZorawarGillShukla Trends....
Part 18: Tu Mera Hai.. Laggi Samajh!
Part 19: Chal Ghar Chale, Mere Humdhum <3
Part 20: Priorities and Heartbreaks
Part 21- Loving you hurts..
Part 22-Chahe jitna tum chahoge par na aayenge..
Part 23: Tum mere gale lag jao, main saare dard bhula dunga ~♡
Part 24- Promise of a lifetime ♡
Epilogue- Do Jism Ek Jaan ♡
SidNaaz OS: Kartik ka comment
SidNaaz OS- Sidharth ka Birthday

Part 7: Breakup or Patchup?

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Sidharth ran a hand in his hair frustrated with lack of concentration he was having in the photoshoot.. Just as he walked inside the vanity Kaushal called him..
"Sidharth you better have a valid reason for that statement to be out" Kaushal questioned him again..
"Arre maine nahi bola aisa kuchh.. she came up with the statement, i had no idea about this.." Sidharth informed him
"Haan ab social media pe bavaal mach gaya hai.. kuch soch lo aage kya karna hai.. and inform me.."
As Sidharth cut the call his manager called him..
"Sidharth i am getting too many calls from the press.. kya karein?"
Sidharth rubbed his eyes tiredly... "Keep everyone on hold.. kuchh mat bolna i will inform something.."

2 hours later:
"Oyye Shehnaaz.. tere phone ko kya hua??" Shehbaaz questioned Sana walking inside her room
Sana avoided his look.. "kyun.. kya hua?"
"Sidharth ne mujhe abhi call kiya tha... usne bola 15 minutes mein tayyar rehna, woh tujhe pickup karne aane waala hai.." Shehbaaz informed her taking a seat on her bed..
"Nahi... tu usko bol de main bimaar hoon.." Sana tried to come up with an excuse..
"Nahi bolunga.. mujhe pata hai tu acting kar rahi hai.. jaldi se tayyaar ho ja.. waise bhi mere dost log yahaan aa rahe hain.." Shehbaaz got up from the bed excited..
Sana sighed and switched on her phone.. she kept aside her phone and got up to get ready before Sidharth comes to pick her up..

15 minutes later:
"Teri photoshoot kaisi thi?" Sana asked Sidharth nervously as he picked her up from her apartment.. Without much thinking in fun she had made a big statement without consulting him..
Sidharth stayed silent for a while.. His concentration was on driving.. "achhi thi.." he replied after a while..
Sana sighed realizing he isn't happy with her statement.. She looked outside knowing he wouldnt give a reply.. the atmosphere around them changed into very tensed one.. both of them wanting to say things but unable to say.. the silence was killing them inside..
Sana followed him quietly to his apartment.. She felt her heartbeart raise at every step they took inside..

Sidharth sat down on the sofa and looked up at Sana who slowly made her way to the sofa and sat in the far end corner..
"Haan toh uss comment ka matlab kya tha?" He asked her turning around to face her
"Serious mat ho.. mazaak mein bol diya tha" Sana rushed up her words avoiding his gaze..
"Yeh kaisa mazaak hai Shehnaaz.. do you even know iske kya repercurssions aayenge.. now every media portal will be after us!" Sidharth spoke out of frustration
"Sidharth tujhe nahi lagta tu kuchh zyadha hi overreact kar raha hai? Woh nahi react karenge maine toh bas...."
"I am not overeacting!" Sidharth interrupted her.. "Tune bol diya roommates banenge.. already 5 articles aa chuke hain.. Sidharth Shukla aur Shehnaaz gill in live-in relationship! Abhi humne media mein kuch disclose bhi nahi kiya socho ye statement ka kya asar hoga.. Yehi problem hai tumhari.. kuchh bhi bol deti ho.. bina soche samjhe kuch bhi keh deti ho!!"
Sana felt her heart grow heavy with his rant.. her eyes filled with hurt as she realized how unhappy he was.. but how long was she to hide her feelings.. why did she have to control her words as others wish.. Not this time.. not anymore..
"Ek baat bolun Sidharth.." Sana started her talk with hurt in her voice.. " Tum yeh bol rahe ho na.. kuchh disclose nahi kiya hai public mein.. maine toh bol diya sabke samne i love you! Ab aur kuchh bhi bolun farak nahi padegi..meri  already one sided image bahar popular hogayi hai.."
Sidharth calmed down once he realized hurt in her voice.. pain evident in her eyes.. "Shehnaaz..."
She stopped him before he could interrupt.. "Bas bohot hogaya tera.. aisa kya galat bol diya maine.. Tumne aur Kaushal ne jo kal bola na just friends narrative ko follow kar... wahi kiya maine.. I said close buddies hai hum!! Kya close friends saath mein nahi rehte? Maine kab bola mein rehne wali hoon tere saath.. Mazak mein bol diya that you have offered me to stay as a roommate.." Her voice cracked as she spoke further.. "Waise bhi mujhe pata hai tu nahi rahega mere saath.. yeh roz roz ki visiting hi hogi ek dusre ke ghar mein.. kuchh din ke baad kya pata yeh bhi band ho jaye"
"Shehnaaz tum mujhe galat samaj rahi ho.. mera woh matlab nahi tha jaan.." he tried to pacify her but she got up with tears in her eyes.. Sana tried to control her emotions.. She brushed away her tears in anger.. "Waise bhi tujhe kuchh problem nahi hogi.. sab toh mujhe hi bolenge.. main hoon one sided lover of Sidharth Shukla.. ek paagal si ladki uske peeche humesha padi rehti hai.. woh hoon main.. yeh tag jo mila hai na usse mujhe koi problem nahi hain.. pyaar karti hoon tujhse isiliye sabke saamne bol diya.. ab media koi bhi issue banale mujhe koi farak nahi padta.." Sana stopped crying and cleared her face.. "Tu tension mat le.. ek aur interview de dungi main.. clear kardungi mazaak mein boldiya tha.. nahi banna mujhe koi roommate"
"Haan toh yeh sab kehke Shehnaaz tum kya prove karne ki koshish kar rahi ho??? " Sidharth raised his voice..
"Ke main tumse pyaar nahi karta?? Sabke saamne bol ne se hi mera pyaar prove hoga? Haan sabke saamne nahi bolta kuch.. mein aisa hi hoon.. a guy who doesnt fu***ng know how to express his feelings!! Nahi aataa yeh sab mujhe.. Ek aur baat.. Mujhe agar tere yahan rehne se problem hoti toh kabhi nahi leke aata mere ghar pe.." He matched her hurt as he stated his own feelings through his frustration..
Sana rubbed her forehead tiredly..."Nahi bol rahi hoon aise.. mujhe pata hai tu mujhse pyaar karta hai.. main bhi karti hoon.."
Sidharth shook his head in denial.." Yeh jo baatein tum bol rahi ho.. usse toh yehi lag raha hai tujhe mujh par koi barosa hai hi nahi.."
Sana shook her head denying..
"Yeh blame game chalti rahegi Sidharth.. mujhe ek reason de do main kyun insecure na banun...we love eachother.. but dost banke rahenge media ke saamne.. kyunki career ka sochna hai humein.. to isme main insecure ho rahi hoon toh kya problem hai.." Sana ranted on her feelings nonstop.. all her hurt speaking out tonight..
"Shehnaaz yahan sirf main apne career ka nahin soch raha hoon. Tere liye bohot zayada soch raha hoon.. You have to trust me.." Sidharth calmed himself and walked towards her holding her hands as she cried silently.. It was as if he was himself clueless what to say or do.. He was confused with his own feelings.. He wanted to say so many stuff yet unable to.. he wanted to take away her pain but helpless on how to...
He rubbed her shoulder gently.. he tried to hug her but she pushed him away slowly and looked up at him..
"Ek kaam karte hain..." Sana spoke softly.. "Yeh jo story humne bana li hain about dear friend.. close buddies.. isko sach kardete hein.."
Sidharth frowned.. "Matlab..???" His heartbeat increased in fear of her next words..

"Dost hi ban jaate hain.. Just friends.. phir problem hi nahi hogi ek dusre ke statement pe.." She shook her head in defeat.. "Yehi ab achha hoga hamare liye.."
Sidharth felt his hurt takeover in form of anger.. he gripped her arm and pulled her closer to him.. "Mujhe nahi banna koi friend.. I love you Shehnaaz Kaur Gill yeh hi sach hai aur hamesha yeh hi rahega!" With intensity in his words he grabbed her face roughly and kissed her passionately.. She whimpered and tried to get away but he held her close and kissed her thoroughly.. She slowly gave in and kissed him back matching his intensity as she grabbed his hair pulling him closer to her..
But soon she cameback to her senses and pushed him away as he stared at her confused.. "Nahi Sidharth.. ab aur nahi.."
"Shehnaaz ab aur kya karun! Sabke saamne chillaake bol doon i love you.. kya usse hi tu yeh sab baatein band karegi?? " He rushed his words trying to hide his own panic.. Truth was he was scared that she would leave him..
"Kuchh karne ki zaroorat nahi hai... Filhaal mujhe jaane de.. Hum baad mein baat karlenge.. Abhi ke liye hum baat hi na karein to achha hoga.." She stated firmly..
"Kitne easily tumne bol diya baat nahi karenge.. You know what Shehnaaz.. Get the hell out of here! Mujhe nahi dhekni teri shakal! JUST GET OUT NOW!" He shouted in his anger and hurt trying hard not to show his own misery.. inside he was falling apart breaking into pieces seeing her struggle through hurt and pain..
Sana messaged Shehbaaz to pick her up with shaking hands.. She refused to look at him as she walked passed by him.. her heart breaking into million pieces as she walked away from him.. her soul wanting her to turn back and hug him.. tell him she didn't mean her words.. but still she kept going with the knowing fear that maybe they might not ever meet again..
She never noticed Sidharth who had fell on his knees drowning in his own misery as she walked out of his apartment... and maybe from his life..

"Shehnaaz... hua kya bata bhi de.." Shehbaaz asked concerned as Sana walked inside her room crying..
"Tu jaa.. mujhe akele rehna hai kuchh der.." Sana informed him and gave a look which made Shehbaaz sigh and walk out of the room
She laid down on the bed crying realizing she had actually walked away from him.. They both had said things which they didn't mean she knew it..
Sana lay like that crying for a while.. She took her phone and hesitated while dialing his number.. She wanted to call him but her hand wouldnt move
"Har baar mein hi kyun patchup karun.. nahi karungi call" Sana muttered under her breath as she sat up in anger.. She took her phone and logged into her Social media handles.. Unfollowing Sidharth in each of them.. She kept her phone away and stood up to get freshen up..
Sana came out of the washroom to see Shehbaaz rushing to her in panic
"Tune Sidharth ko unfollow kar diya!!" He asked dramatically
"Tujhe kaise pata.." Sana asked frowning
"Kaise pata ka kya matlab! Fans ke messages aa rahe hain nonstop.. Log mujhe dm kar rahe hain Shehnaaz ne Sidharth ko unfollow kyun kar diya.." Shehbaaz ranted showing his phone..
"Haan toh ignore karlo and please mujhe ab sona hai.." Shehnaaz told him tiredly..
"Tu kya kya karti rehti hai..." Shehbaaz shook his head as he walked away..
Sana sighed and opened her phone.. the moment of immaturity had kicked into unfollow him.. she followed him back and put down her phone.. closing her eyes to get some sleep..

2 hours later:
Sana sat up from an uneasy nap.. she checked her phone hoping for a call from him.. she was dissapointed to see no calls had come..
Sana took a deep breath and called his number..
With each ring she grew more nervous.. almost when she thought he wont pick up her call he answered..
"Hello"
"Sidharth.. patchup karle? Main nahi reh sakti tere bina.." Sana cried as she spoke
He went silent for a moment.. and finally spoke..
"Haan par patchup kaise karun?" Sidharth spoke softly almost whispering..
"Matlab..?" Sana asked confused..
"Darvaaza toh khol.." he muttered out..
Sana gasped as she turned around.. she cut the call and ran to the door opening it instantly..
"Haan toh patchup karle?" He asked her teasingly as she hugged him tightly...

Few moments later:
He laid down and started to kiss her while mummuring sweet and love words to her.. she ran her hand through his hair while she kissed him back matching his enthusiasm..
The way his lips moulded with hers as it grew more heated.. he dragged his lips down her throat and showered soft kisses as she sighed happily..
He sighed and laid back on the bed with his eyes closed..
"Tu ne kaise bol diya mujhe get out!" Sana complained as she lay her head on his chest..
"Jaise tune mujhe bola lets breakup.." he mummured back to her..
"Sidharth ek baat bata.. yeh dear friends ki story karte karte tujhe kisi aur se pyaar hogaya toh main kya karungi.."
Sidharth frowned at her question... "Main toh already pyaar mein hoon.. Aur koi nahi chahiye mujhe.."
Sana smiled at his words.. she leaned up to his face level and kissed him on his lips sweetly.. "kya pata tujhe koi aur pasand aa jaaye aur usse apni roommate banaale.."
Sidharth shook his head.. "Woh toh ab ho nahi sakta maine tujhe jo bana liya apna roommate.. " he held her face with a teasing look.."kya be.. tu ne meri instagram post nahi dheki..."
Sana frowned taking her phone.. "Konsi post.."
Sana went down his profile and checked his last post.. she gasped seeing he had posted the picture they had clicked together in Mirchi top 20 event..
Her smile grew wider and wider as she read the caption.. "My very first post with my Roomate.."

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Note: Cant thank enough for the love you guys give to my FF. And i dont plan to drag this too further i may bring it to an End soon. However if i get enough support for this i shall write more stories in coming days..
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Much love
MISSY

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