UD bago pasukan ko. Haha. XD (it’s so maikli. Waaaaaaaa. xD)
Dami nagrerequest sa akin ng part two. Gusto nyo talaga book 2? XD gusto ko pa naman, yung story ni Gian (as in si Gian na baby nila xD) yung kasunod ng story na to. XD feeling ko kasi panglifetime na ang paghihirap ng mga alaga ko. Hahaha. Anak naman pahirapan. Hahaha. Please do tell me what you think and I'll think about it. ;)
Paramdam kayo. XD gusto ko lang may kausap pag naka OL ako. Haha.
Hello sa fans din ng One Direction tulad ko. Paramdam kau saken para may karamay ako! XD
Napahaba nanaman. Hahaha.
Sana enjoy kayo :D
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*Sam's POV*
I entered Gianna's condo after knocking for, like, ten minutes already. Lagi namang ganto kaya sanay na ako. It's either natutulog si Gi, nasa banyo at nagbabasa sa ilalim ng shower ng may damit pa, nakatulala at pinapanuod yung Eiffel Tower or nakatulala sa harap ng papel habang may hawak na lapis. This time, I found her seating on the bathroom floor where it looks like she's drowning herself on the water from the shower.
Again. It's almost a month but she's been like this.
I just sighed then put the lunch that I brought for her on the table before entering the bathroom.
"Sam?" she whispered.
"Yes?" I answered as I scoop her up.
"I had a bad dream." she said. "My baby died."
I felt her arms around my neck tighten their hold. Hearing what she said made me sadder. Lagi nalang nyang napapanaginipan yun.
"That's why I went and took a bath to keep myself awake." she added.
Pinaupo ko sya sa upuan ng hapag kainan tapos kumuha ako ng tuwalya para pangbalot sa kanya. Baka magkasakit pa sya at madamay ang anak nya.
Then, binuhat ko sya ulit at ipinasok sa kwarto nya. Pagkababa ko sa kanya, kinuha ko sya ng damit at inabot sa kanya. "Bihis ka muna, best." I told her. "Ihahanda ko lang yung tanghalian."
She smiled weakly at me then took the clothes. Ako naman, lumabas na para ayusin yung dala kong lunch namin; carbonarra at pizza.
Habang inaayos ko yung hapag kainan, hindi ko maiwasang mapabuntong hininga. Kausapin ko na kaya si Nathan? Look at Gianna. She's so lost. The pain she's feeling is locked up inside her. She won't even allow me to share her pain. She just suffers it by herself. Mas malala pa to sa dati. Dati kasi, pinapakita nya sa akin pag nasasaktan sya. Pero ngayon, ang tahimik nya lang at parang wala sa sarili. It's like, she's escaping from reality and that scares me. I don't know why but it scares me.
Kaya lang, nangako ako kay Gi na di makikipag-ugnayan sa mga Miguel at mga kaibigan namin. It's selfish but, I agreed. Baka yun kasi pinakamabilis na way para makapagmove on si Gianna. Yung wag muna makipag-ugnayan sa nakaraan.
I sighed. Seeing Gianna like this breaks my heart. If only I could take away her pain. No, I don't blame Gianna for giving Nathan a chance. It's only natural because she loves him. It's all Nathan's fault. If he just told Gianna the truth, they would still be together.
Well, the thought hurts. But I'd rather see that than see Gianna like this. I'd rather break my heart than to see Gianna lose herself. She's too good to lose. That's what I loved about her. She's cheerful, loud, sweet and kind. She's so naive sometimes, too. But despite of that, she has a lot of guts and will. She's the type of person that you'll never forget even though you only met her once. She just can't lose that personality of hers. She's special, especially in my heart.
"Sam?" I turned and saw Gianna staring at me. "Are you crying?"
"What?" my hand flew to my eyes and I found them wet with tears. I really am a crybaby.
"Is there something wrong?"
"Oh. Haha. Tears of joy lang. Di ba binili ko yung café malapit dito? I'm just happy." pagkakaila ko. Tumango naman si Gi pero nanatiling nakatayo. "Maupo ka na para makakain na tayo."
Tumango lang sya ulit tapos umupo na. Oh, see? Ang tahimik nya na ngayon.
Naupo na rin ako tapos pinag-serve ko sya bago kumuha ng akin. "Best, I want you to design the café." I told her.
"Huh?" wala sa sarili nyang sabi.
"I said, I want you to design the café." I repeated and smiled. "Only you can do it."
"Why me?" she asked while staring at her food.
"Because it might help you."
"Ok." she nodded lifelessly.
My heart clenched. Can she see herself? What had happened to her? Why did she loved Nathan so much? Why do people give they're all when in love? Why do we keep loving someone even though we already know they won't be able to love us back? Can't we just forget them in a blink and move on? I don't get it. Why can we give our all to someone who will just hurt us? Why does our heart's happiness is always depended to someone? Why can't we just bear in mind that we shouldn't we give our all in love so when we get hurt, it won't hurt that much? Why can't we teach our hearts? Why can't Gianna do that? Why can't I do that? Why is she so special in my heart?
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*Nathan's POV*
"Nathan, hindi ka nanaman daw kumain." I heard tita Marian behind me. "Magkakasakit ka nyan sa ginagawa mo."
I continued on watching the night sky instead of facing tita Marian. I wonder where she is. I tried contacting her after Gwen and Daniel's funeral but I just found out that she and Sam resigned they're post.
God, I miss her.
"Nathan." tawag ulit ni tita Marian. I faced her. "I know how hard to lose someone you love but please, don't forget to take care of yourself."
I took tita Marian's hands and squeezed it gently. "She's gone tita. I don't know where she is."
"Malulungkot si Gianna sa ginagawa mo sa sarili mo."
"No, tita. She hates me."
Tita Marian sighed. "Of course not. You can't hate someone you love so much."
"Tita, sinaktan ko sya."
"Nasaktan ka din ba?"
"Sobra, tita. Mahal na mahal ko sya pero tignan mo nangyari. Nawala parin sya sa akin."
Tita Marian held my face. "Well, Nathan. That's what love is. If it doesn't hurt, then, it means that you didn't love her so much. If it hurts a lot, it means you loved her a lot."
I smiled at tita Marian. Hay. Dati, iniinis ko lang si Gianna. Ngayon, mahal na mahal ko sya. "You know, tita, I tease Gianna a lot before."
"Oh, yeah. Lagi mo kaya syang kinukwento sa akin."
Napangiti ako. "Really? Ano sinasabi ko?"
"Let's see." she smiled and winked at me. "You told me you'll make her your bride."
"Ah, I remember that. What else?"
"You said she's annoying because she can make you cry within 5 seconds?"
I frowned in surprise. "Really?"
Tita Marian chuckled. "Oh, yes. And you told me her lips tastes like all your favorite candies."
Oh, heck. "I said that?" I felt my face go warm. Seriously?
Natawa naman lalo si tita Marian. Walangya. Nakakahiya. "Oo kaya. Tapos sabi mo pa, she's special because she always makes everything fun."
Napangiti ako. "You know what, tita? She really is special."
Naupo si tita sa wooden bench. "What do you love about her?"
"What?" I asked, a little caught off guard. "I dunno. She's... gorgeous."
"Oh, really?" tita Marian looked at me like she was unsatisfied with my answer.
"She's kind, sweet, funny, war-freak and a little crazy." I added.
Tita Marian nodded. "Oh, tell me more."
I smiled and remembered the times I was with Gianna. "She made me experience things I never experienced, tita. She's so unpredictable. And... And she made me feel things I never knew. It was fun. Only she knew me."
"She was quite a lady, isn't she?"
I smiled. "Yes, tita. She's special."
Tita Marian smiled with satisfaction before standing up. "Looks like talking about her makes you happy, Nathan. It's good seeing you smile again." she said before leaving me.
It was quite a while before I fully understood what tita Marian said. And when I did, I smiled. Gianna is really a special lady for being able to make me smile and be cheerful when she's not even here.
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