All I want this year for Christmas is to not be alone.
I want someone to cuddle me and open presents with.
Someone to share a kiss with under the mistletoe.
I need that one person who can make this a truly 'merry' Christmas.
I have someone specific in mind.
But it would take a true Christmas miracle to get them.
I love this kid.
They merely acknowledge my existence.
It's hard.
It really is.
Being alone on a holiday that was meant to be shared with others.
You'd figure that after these last few years of being alone, I would be used to it by now.
But I'm not.
It's hard to get used to being lonely.
So many people around me.
Yet, none of them are the person I really need right now.
I guess my Christmases will always be the same.
Lonely.
~Solo For The Holiday