"Theo.. what do we do now?"
Oh f*ck. I just stabbed someone..
I mean.. I did it in defense for Boris! Right? So it isn't really bad.. right?
I'm freaking out.
"Theo?" Boris repeated.
"I.. I don't know." I stutter.
"You actually just stabbed someone.." he said.
"I'm dead.." i say.
"No, you will be fine.. you did it to protect me." He said, staring at the body, his arms folded. He didn't seem too panicked, just a little shocked.
"What if I go to jail?" I ask, and turn to him. "What if something happens to me??"
"Nobody will know it is you, Potter." Boris said, with a sigh.
"What? So you're plan is to lie? Who else could possibly of done it?" I ask.
Boris looked at Mr Greene, passed out on the floor. Then he shook his head.
"Not him. He's too nice." He said.
"Exactly.. so.. who?" I repeat.
"We can't tell them.. they'll be onto us."
"So what do we do, Boris? I just f*cking stabbed someone!"
"I'm thinking!"
I start pacing back and forth. Tears drop down my cheeks. What have I done? What do I do??
"We should just leave." He said, and faxed me.
"Leave?? That's you're big idea?" I ask.
"What else do we do? Huh? Tell me, Potter!" Boris asked. He seemed worried, and a little angry.
It was all my fault.
"Boris, I-" I start, and can't help it. I start crying. I sit on the bench.
"What?" Boris asked, and kneeled in front of me.
"This never happened to me before.." I say, not daring to look at him. I couldn't stop crying.
I was so scared.
"Hey, shhh.." Boris whispered. He took my hands.
"I can't.. I can't." I say.
"Potter, you just saved me from that crazy woman.. don't you feel at least a bit proud?" Boris asked, trying to comfort me.
"No, I hate myself. I hate myself so much." I say.
"What if you did not stab her? What would happened?" He asked.
I looked at him, finally. "She would've done something to you.." I say, through sobs.
"That's correct." Boris replied. He put his hand on my cheek.
I touched his hand. "Im sorry, Boris. Sorry you have to be involved in this.."
"Don't apologize, Theo.. it's my fault." He said. He sat by me.
"It's fine.. I forgive you." I say.
"No.. no, look at me." Boris said.
I looked at him.
"I've been horrible, Potter. Ive made so many mistakes in my life." He said.
I looked down.
"But you're not a mistake.. you're the best thing in my world." He said, and smiled.
I smiled a little at him, and grabbed him for a hug. He pulled me in, tightly.
"I love you." He said, quietly.
"Love you too.." I say.
I'm so sorry.