[Lisa]
'Because you have a fucking amnesia!!'
Jisoo's words kept on repeating in my head. I have an amnesia? How come? Why do I remember them all aside from Jennie?
I was so desperate at looking for the answers to my question.
I looked at Jennie's room. Should I ask her? No. She's probably mad at me right now.
I ran down stairs to chase Jisoo but she's so fast. Great! Now I have no one to care for me.
"Lisa..." it's my mom.
"Mom..." I uttered. Should I ask her?
"I heard that you and Jisoo were yelling at each other earlier" she said nonchalantly.
"Mom... is it true?" I asked. "Is it true that I have an amnesia?" I continued.
"Follow me..." she said and lead our way to the garden where there is a mini archery we used to play when I was still a kid.
"Remember when you were a kid? You used to play here when you are sad. You can always play here, Lisa. It always calms you down" mom said as she hands me one bow and gets another for herself. She started shooting arrows and I must say, she's good at this.
I also started to play and waited for her to tell me more stories.
"It was in 2017, you and Jennie were already married for a year" mom said which made me look at her. So is it true? Jennie is my wife?
"One day, a news breaks in saying that both of you were spotted in a Fetility Centre. I don't know why. Only you and Jennie knows" she added. Fertility centre? Isn't it for couples who are desperate to have a child? But I have a -- you know-- did we ever had a problem in having a child?
I remained silent as I was still waiting for my mom to continue. We both focused in archery but my mind flies away as I try to remember everything.
"But the paps caught you, and they were so desperate that they chase you down the streets. You were the driver that time and you did not even let the security team come with you. You both broke a rule on going out with security" my mom added.
"And that's when our car crashed?" I asked.
"Unfortunately, yes. You were young and reckless back then, Lisa. You speed up when you are driving down under a bridge which caused you to lose control and crashed your car" she answered.
I nodded as I was trying to process everything.
"You and Jennie were both in critical state. But Jennie managed to recover faster than you. You were under intensive care for a week and when you woke up, you're already a different person. You forgot all your memories of Jennie. You pushed her away which forced her to leave the palace for 3 years thinking that it would be best to give space until you are recovered. But in 3 years, nothing has changed, you still don't remember her. So when you returned, she returned too." My mom said and I was so dumbfounded in everything that I just knew.
So all along I have a wife? And I pushed her away?
I felt a pang in my chest as I tried to remember how much I caused her pain since she arrived. But she didn't bother. She stayed.
Is this why I feel that my heart beats madly every time I see her?
And when she hugged me on that first night I saw her, called me 'hon' I felt my heart raced in happiness I did not bother to show?
Is this why everytime she's near me, her scent intoxicates me in a way nobody ever did?
Is it why she reminded me of my dreams when I saw in her nighties this morning? The unknown girl I kept on dreaming of in the past 3 years?
"Uhmmm... mom?" I cut off my thoughts and talked to my mom again.
"Hmmm?" She hummed in response. She's still busy with playing archery.
"How much do I love Jennie back then? What do I call her? How did I met her? When did we got married?----" I keep on asking questions that I want to be answered when my mom cut me off...
"Why don't you ask her about it? Only her can answer the things about the both of you. All I know is that you loved her so much that you are willing to fight for her in any way you can..." my mom uttered. She stopped for a while and looked at me lovingly.
"I hope you'll make it up to her, Lisa. Your wife has been hurting for so long" she said before continuing to play archery again.
"But I didn't mean any of it. I didn't know" I sadly said.
"That's why she's staying... because she knows you do not intend it. She believes in you, Lisa. Maybe your mind forgot about her, but you can always use your heart and you will remember what your mind has forgotten" she added.
She's right. I have to make things right with Jennie.
"Aissh!! I can't believe it! I have a wife!!" I laughed loud which made my mom laugh too.
"And you got yourself a pretty wife" my mom teased and we both laughed louder.
"And sexy too" I added, which, again made us laugh.
Then next, I didn't know what happened but my eyes want to find her... and that's when I saw someone peeking from the curtains of the huge glass windows of the palace.
I knitted my brows as I try to recognize the person but in a blink of an eye, the person was gone.
Or maybe it's just my imagination.
Mom and I played archery until we got tired. She's right, archery calms my nerves. Now I realized that she did it so that I can still remain calm as she tells me my story.
"Your highness, the dinner is served" the maid said and we both proceed to the dining area.
"Good evening, mom and dad" Jennie greeted my mom and dad. I felt like my heart raced again as soon as I saw her. Her eyes were puffy, did she cry all day?
"Good evening, Lisa" --what the fuck? Only Lisa? Last time she called me 'hon'. Aissh! It pisses me off!!
I smiled at her weakly and she responded the same. Is she giving me the cold shoulder?
We continued eating silently. And once done, I was about to talk to her but...
"Good night, mom and dad. I'd take my early rest" she said to my parents and they both agreed.
"Good night, Lisa" she said before dashing out and it made me feel sad. No kiss and hug? I felt sad.
"Don't tell me you'll let your wife sleep without fixing it, Lisa?" My dad -- the King asked me.
"W-what should I do?" I pouted.
"Your heart knows what to do" my mom said before kissing my head and both of them left already.
What should I do now?
I went out to the garden to catch some air then an idea came into my mind.
Flowers. Flowers can melt every girl's heart. I guess?
I hurriedly went to my car and found Mr. Yang standing beside it. "Are we going out, your highness?" He asked.
"Take me to the nearest florist" I said and he nodded.
Once we arrived, I carefully picked which flower should I give her. I don't even remember her favorite flower?
"Uhmmm... do you have tulips?" I asked the florist and she nodded in response. Okay, I think tulips suits her.
"Tulips, please"
I have been standing here in front of her door for already half an hour. How should I approach her? What should I say?
"Just do it, dork" I heard someone said, it's Somi.
"What are you doing here?" I hissed and she chuckled.
"What? Am I no longer allowed here? You know, just knock on the fucking door and talk to her!!" She whispered loudly before entering her room. Aish!!
Then I knocked.
I heard her murmured something but I was too nervous to focus on it so I just remained silent.
"What is it?" I heard her say coldly before opening the door.
"Hi, I'm Lisa... and I'm sorry for being such an ass earlier. Would you let me make it up to you?" I said.
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?! SO LAME, LISA!! SO LAME!!
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Lisa's POV. Are you happy now? Her heart remembers ❤