Jaemin left in a blink after Chenle appeared.
"So you heard about the thing with 127."
I nod.
I stayed silent.
Chenle tilted his head. Expecting me to say something.
I don't know what i feel about him.
Anger?
Disappointment?
Betrayal?
"You are unusually quiet."
"Okay," i said.
Not quite a good answer i suppose since Chenle is staring at me weirdly.
"Well, how do i put this," he plays his orange hair, "I allow you to think i'm a jerk."
I can't help but laugh at what he said.
Is that how he said sorry?
"Why are you laughing, am i that much of a jerk?"
"What do you think?"
He sighed and started thinking deeply. His lips furrowed making him unintentionally pouts.
"Yeh."
"W-what?"
Did he just said yeh?
What the fuck is that?
Did he thinks he is a big jerk or something?
"I'm a jerk."
At this moment i really want to tease him.
The feelings that had crowded my chest started going away.
"What jerk?"
"A sorry jerk."
Oh my, what do we have here?
I smiled at him.
He avoids my gaze.
"Did you just apologized to me?" I asked Chenle.
He stayed quiet. A rosy hue crept up his cheeks.
I look at him with a little smirk.
"Stop looking at me like that."
His ears turned pinkish red. Such a contrast to his usually light skin tone.
"Are you really sorry?"
"Yes, shut up and go eat dinner!" Chenle storms out of my bedroom.
Seriously.
What is wrong with this guy.
After failing to ask Chenle how exactly the thing with 127 going to affect me, i walk out to have dinner.
Chenle isn't there.
Renjun, Jaemin, and Jeno are sitting beside each other. Snacking on some fresh cherries.
Jisung is sitting in front of them, playing a game on his phone.
Haechan is not here either.
I sit on the chair near Jisung. Giving one chair gap between the two of us.
Sebastian served us a spread of meal. The dinner continued as normal as it gets.
"Thanks," Jisung suddenly breaks the silence.
The three boys in front of me and i look at Jisung.
"Who are you talking too?" Jeno asked Jisung.
"Xiao Yue," jisung responded without looking at me.
"What for?"
Jisung looks flustered. Renjun started laughing at Jisung.
"You saved the group by being stupid," Renjun finished Jisung's part.
I'm half shocked and exited upon hearing them said those words to me, more so it was Renjun and Jisung.
Yesterday i wasn't even able to try to gain their trust.
"Thank you for not killing me back then," i responded to them.
Renjun scoffs and smiles.
Jaemin doesn't look so happy about what i said. He looked apologetic.
"It may be a bother, but can i talk to you guys after dinner?"
"Do you have the money?" Renjun asked while smirking at me.
"I do have some blueberries left," i answered while pointing at my fruit platter.
"Interesting," said Renjun.
I didn't expect him to be able to talk this much.
"I'm up for it," Renjun continued.
"Oh, you finally admit you like her!" Jaemin teased Renjun.
"Oh my," Jeno teased Renjun too.
Renjun got up and strangled both of their necks with his hands.
"Listen here you little shits-"
Today was not a rollercoaster. It was like an embroidery. Up and down while strangling each other.
But today ended on a pleasant tone. After a lot of strangling and stiching, today finished to be a beautiful one.
I thought to myself as i hope that my view of the good on this day stays the same.
Still, i waited the dinner to be over to talk to the boys. Hopefully something good will come out of it.