An Introvert's Guide To Findi...

By _shorthairloudmouth_

13.9K 468 451

Pari, holds secrets that makes her who she is, a person scared of love but will she overcome her past when sh... More

one | introduction |
two | mumbai |
three | first encounter |
four | scallops and pizza |
five | dinner |
six | hues |
seven | utopia |
eight | denim shorts |
nine | beach day |
ten | revelation |
eleven | new friends? |
twelve | regrets |
thirteen | reverie |
fourteen | haldi ceremony |
fifteen | wedding festivities |
sixteen | feelings |
seventeen | more feelings |
eighteen | wedding |
nineteen | plans |
twenty | shimla |
twenty one | heartbreak |
twenty two | movie marathon |
twenty three | old friend |
twenty four | jealousy |
twenty six | pain |
twenty seven | the night |
twenty eight | decisions |
twenty nine | here we part |
thirty | past-life |
thirty one | chasing dreams |
thirty two | stood up |
thirty three | accomplice |
thirty four | primrose park |
thirty five | rain |
thirty six | london |
thirty seven | the end |

twenty five | to the bar |

301 15 12
By _shorthairloudmouth_

"You are Siddharth, the Siddharth Malhotra." Pari heard Maddy say to Siddharth as she trotted over to him. 

"Oh my god, oh my god, can I touch you to see that you are real and I am not dreaming." Maddy continued saying as Siddharth still stared at her. He then nodded gently, which Pari saw from the corner of her eye, followed by Maddy gasping, trying to take in air, surprised that the hot guy in front of her just allowed her to touch him Maddy then closed the gap between her and Siddharth, using both of her hands to feel Siddharth, she ran her fingers on his arms, feeling his biceps and his face, running them through his cheeks and then placing her palms on his chest as she sighed deeply

Pari was angry, she was very angry at Maddy for coming in here and then forgetting her over some guys. She was angry at Siddharth for letting another girl touch him the was Maddy was touching him while she was standing there. But Pari also knew that more than she was angry, she was hurt for Siddharth was under the same kind of effect that Maddy had on every other boy. Pari was jealous, she knew and she didn't like the feeling.

Pari looked at Siddharth again and this time she caught him staring at her, she smiled at him faintly and then turned around to face the other side waiting for them to finish, but when it had been long and they both had been engrossed in each other company Pari decided it was finally time for her to intervene. "Hey, actually I am here in Mumbai working as an assistant film director and we have this small premiere today and I was hoping you would like to come with us and then we could come back here and catch up."

"Oh my god, yes, yes please." Maddy squealed as she hugged Siddharth, who hugged her back earning a faint painful smile from Pari.

Pari showed Maddy the way to the car and she insisted on sitting in the passenger seat so she could be with Siddharth, finishing up the talk that they had started back in her apartment. Pari quickly agreed knowing that she had no importance at the moment for either of them, slipped into the back seat getting busy on her phone browsing through Instagram looking at quotes that describes her broken perfectly while they waited for Siddharth ta take the driver's seat. As the call rolled, after Siddharth had gotten in Pari found her thoughts wandering back to what had happened upstairs, smiling to herself.

Yeah, I am that easy to be gotten oven.

Maddy was Pari's best friends, she loved her a lot and Maddy had always been there for Pari but there were things Pari disliked about her too, like how she had never cared about anyone's feeling but her own. Pari was also fascinated by Maddy, she was always so cool and comfortable around they boys and girls alike, hugging them and touching them and that's what made her popular among them, she was known among everyone and she was liked by all. Pari felt like was invisible whenever she was beside her, like she didn't even exist, and that what she had felt with Her today in front of Siddharth. It was like Maddy was the centre of the galaxy and she was some far away distant, forgotten planet, that no one cared about. Similarly, nobody cared about Pari when Maddy was around. Even now as Siddharth drove the car with both of them there, he had forgotten that Pari too was there with them and was only busy interacting with Maddy. But all these didn't make Pari love Maddy any less, she was in fact grateful that she had gotten Maddy back in my life and she was ready to do anything for that, even if that meant giving up the person that she had grown to like very much.

"Hey we are here." Siddharth told Pari breaking Pari from her from chain of thoughts. She smiled at him faintly, pain evident in it. Yes, she was hurt because he too had forgotten her around Maddy but she knew that it was Maddy's quality that everyone was so attracted to her and something was lacking in herself that she couldn't be like Maddy even if it was a little. Pari helped herself out of the car while Siddharth helped Maddy and they made their way inside Karan's house. Maddy was astonished, squealing at everything she saw, be it the house interiors or the celebrities that flooded the floor.

"Well, well, well, who do we have here? I thought you said you won't be coming young lady." Karan said to Pari as he approached them to welcome the trio.

"I changed my mind. I wouldn't want you to miss me." Pari said teasing Karan who immediately engulfed her into a side hug.

"And who is this." He asked looking at Maddy.

"She is a friend. I hope you won't mind." Pari answered hoping she wasn't crossing a line bring her here

"Never. I don't mind anything that you do." Karan said, then taking his leave and before he was gone, he turned around calling out for us to enjoy the party.

At least someone paid more attention to me even when Maddy was here.

Maddy asked Siddharth to show him around, and he led her towards the group of people he knew, introducing her to everyone while Pari took her usual place at a party, the secluded corners.

"Can I get this lady a drink?" Pari heard Aparshakti saying, looking up to see him grinning. He walked towards him hugging him tight, happy to have found him to keep her company.

"Who's that girl with Siddharth?" Aparshakti asked.

"A friend of mine." Pari said shrugging, turning to look at the floor.

Aparshakti understood that his friends didn't want to talk anymore about the uninvited guest in the party so to take her mind off it he engaged her in a conversation comprising their randomness and quirkiness. Pari was with Aparshakti for the rest of the party, it was getting too late and she wanted to go back home, since most of the guests had left and Aparshakti too was leaving. She thought she should go tell Maddy that it was time to leave, so she strode over to where she was among her new friends, she had already made quite a lot of friends at the party and that was expected of her being herself. As Pari made her way to her she could clearly see that she was drunk way over she should be, dancing right next to Siddharth. Pari was terrified to go talk to her because she had known from experience that drunk Maddy had always been scary and hard to talk to.

Pari stood near Maddy, smiling faintly at Siddharth who had been with her the whole time "Hey Maddy, I think we should leave now." Pari said nervously.

"What?? No! I want to party more." She said, slurring her words finding it hard to stand still, throwing herself over Siddharth who steadied her.

"No, we should go now, you are drunk" Pari said grabbing her hand and trying to drag her out of there, but what happened next was something that Pari never expected. Maddy snatched her hand out of Pari's and slapped her and started saying what was long in her heart.

"You think you can come in here and tell me what to do? You selfish little bitch. You fucking don't care about me, you are just scared that these people won't like you anymore when they get to know me, just like Siddharth here, who had been with me all night while you sulked in the corner." Maddy said as a chuckled escaped her lips while she swayed to the music.

Pari's eyes instantly went to Siddharth's who looked at her with guilty eyes then turning to look at the floor immediately. Pari could feel her cheeks burning from the slap, she could also feel her eyes tearing up from the words that Maddy had said, everything was happening too fast for her to register all that see was saying and gesturing together but she could hear her fine and comprehend them. She could feel everyone around her stopping to stare at her, pity and judgement in their eyes while Maddy continued. "You left me when I needed you, you were never here. You were hurt because certain people didn't give a fuck about you and you chose to leave your life and run away. You never once cared about me, you bitch. You ran away."

"I didn't want to but I had to, I couldn't take it anymore." Pari tried to protest.

"Shut up you and your pathetic excuses. You do not deserve to be my friend, you are a coward who ran away from her friends, from her family, from her own goddamn parents." Maddy screamed on top of her lungs.

Pari could no more hear her friend's words and tears started to pour down her eyes leaving her cheeks wet. Pari had lost her ability to hear and see as everything around her became a blur. She tried to get out of there, bumping into several people on her way out because her vision was blurry due to the tears, until Siddharth came to her rescue, he had ran up to her, grabbing her by her bare waist and guided her in the sea of people to the exit. She could still feel everyone's eye on her as she walked to the exit, a crying mess, everything was a blur. She could then hear Aparshakti running towards them calling out to Siddharth, talking to him and offering to take her home but Siddharth angrily denied, saying that he would do it himself, that he was capable enough to take care of her. But neither of them knew that Pari didn't want any of them at that moment, she wanted to be alone.

She freed myself from Siddharth's tight grip and ran toward the road. She saw a taxi through her blurred vision and signalled it to stop. She turned around to see Siddharth and Aparshakti running towards her as soon as they realised what had happened, but before they could get the chance reach her, she was already in the cab asking the man to drive away. A few meters away from the house Pari could still see Aparshakti and Siddharth standing on the side of the road through the rear-view mirror. She was broken away from her thoughts by the cab driver asking her where she would like to go, making Pari answer the only place she though would take all her pain away.

To the bar.













.

So I have no idea about what's wrong with Wattpad, since my last chapter apparently has zero views but five votes. I don't know if it is happening only with me or have happened with others.

Anyway I hope you all are enjoying the story. Hopefully, it is soon gonna come to an end.

Continue Reading

You'll Also Like

4.8K 285 10
Two individuals have lost the hope of ever getting back their first love, but life has other plans for them. Read on to know their story.
153K 17.2K 39
© All Copyright reserved to the writer, @PoohBear8435 only. Please do not copy, distribute or publish any of my work in any form. They say love comes...
3.2M 187K 77
Nobody ever loved him; she was the first who loved him. He did not have a family and then one day she entered into his life and became a world for h...
112K 5.8K 47
This is a sidneet fanfiction. Hope you love it. This is a story of a singer who falls in love with a common person on meeting her in a mall. The stor...