a/n ive tried to swear a bit less! does it annoy yall or not? anyway enjoy the chapter
i wake up to a facetime from payton.
"hiii louise! oh did i wake u?"
"yeah but its fine, how ru?"
"welp im going home today.. so i thought we could maybe hang out?
"omg the time went by so fast! but yeah i would love to!so uhm what do u wanna do?"
"i was thinking of a double date? u could meet dylan!"
"yass i rlly wanna meet him! but uh who do i bring?"
"idk arent u talking to josh rn?"
"i'll ask him. anyway see you tonight!"
"see ya!"
i end the call and go to the bathroom. i wash my face, brush my teeth and lightly curl my hair.i then change into a new outfit
i text josh and go to dunkin donuts. i order a coffee and get back in te car. i drive to the sway house. i get to the door but no one answers.
after a little while kio opens the door.
"oh hi! were filming a youtube video but come in"
i follow him upstairs. the boys are sitting on a chair talking about recent drama. i make sure to not be in the video while sitting down.
they finally stop filming. josh walks up to me.
"hey! i saw ur text, sorry for making u wait so long. wanna film some tiktoks?"
"sure!"
we searched for good light then filmed a few tiktoks. on josh's account but also on mine. they blew up. people shipped us,i laugh at all the comments. then i remember i gotta ask josh smth
"josh would u maybe wanna go on a well its not rlly a date but like its a double date and.."
"ofcourse! i would love to! what time do i pick u up"
i smile
"about 6:30 maybe?"
"ight bet"
he grabs my hand and takes me downstairs. we watch watching b99. josh fell asleep after like 10 minutes. the doorbell rings and since everyones upstairs i open the door. its a girl ive never seen before
"uh hi can i help u?"
"wheres jaden." she looks at me with a disgusted face.
"hes upstairs"
she pushes me to the side and gets in. what a bitch. jaden had already come down stairs. they start making out the second they see each other.
"jaden can u not, my eyes are too innocent."
he laughs and takes her upstairs. ew.
josh is still asleep so i put a blanket over him, turn the tv off and leave a note saying i went home.
i go home and start playing piano while singing "if the world was ending". i really love this song. not much later i get a dm on instagram.
jadenhossler: hi
louisesmith: hey
jadenhossler: wyd
louisesmith : i was ab to go for a walk wbu
jadenhossler: me too!! maybe we could meet up?
louisesmith: uh sure meet me at the park in 10
a bit later im on a bench in the park. i hear footsteps and see jaden. he sits next to me.
"i thought u were too busy sticking ur tongue down that girls throat" i say
"w- oh right. uh not anymore."
he looks at his feet embarrassed.
"ur such a player" i chuckle
"no im not" he says, kinda offended.
"dude you've had a new girl every single day since u broke up with mads"
"so? u dont know anything about me."
why was he so offended?
"im sorry i didnt mean to offend u i just thought-" i got cut off by jaden.
"yeah well you thought wrong. u dont understand."
"what do u mean"
"you were so emotional all the time when u broke up with ant, i deal with emotion in a better way"
did he really just say that? i got pissed
"are u for real right now? i didnt fuck whoever i want to get over anthony!"
"yeah just coz they didnt want u"
a piece of my heart shattered. how could he say that. why would he say that. tears fill my eyes. being unwanted has been a fear of mine for a long time. that just hit hard. he looks at me
"louise- im sorry i was just filled with anger i didnt mean to-"
"leave it jaden. ive heard enough" i stand up and walk away. i go home and fix myself up a bit. i had a double date in about an hour...
jadens pov
"yeah just coz they didnt want u" i said.
tears fill her eyes. what is wrong with me? why would i say that? i was so mad about the madison stuff it just came out.
"louise- im sorry i didnt mean to-"
she stands up.
"leave it jaden. ive heard enough"
she walks away as a tear rolls down her cheek. i kick the bench. shit i think i broke my toe.( im sorry this part is supposed to be serious oml ) i felt horrible.
i go to my room and just lay on my bed. i have to apologize.
A/N : ew i hated this chapter... anyways lemme know what yall think. also what do yall wanna read? like more drama or a bit less? comment! luv u all <333