Minutes after they agreed, she bounced down the stairs, holding her duffle bag.
Blake took it from her, the two of them greeting her, the small one -who's name I still don't know- brought her into a hug.
She seemed shocked, but she lightly held him back.
"Well- Thank you for taking care of our girl-" "anytime, if you guys want a date night or anything, she can always come," I told them, seeing them nod firmly,
"Thank you." They spoke in unison.
We watched as she hugged each of the guys, talking to the individually.
She hugged me tightly.
"I'll see you Monday" I told her, feeling her kiss my cheek quickly before pulling away completely.
"Monday" she nodded with a smile.
And then she left.
"Think she's okay?" Michael asked.
"She didn't seem to hate the thought of going with them."
Mila.
"How was your trip?" I asked them after a few moments of silence.
"It was good." Blake spoke quietly.
"How was your stay with the guys?" Brennan asked me.
"It was good- we did a lot." I told them.
"You seem a lot more comfortable." Brennan pointed out my conversation.
"I'm trying." I spoke quietly.
"I'm sorry for not being open with you guys at first-" "no reason to apologize." Blake spoke, catching me off guard due to him being the main one with a problem.
"We didn't take into account your feelings and nerves, and as adults we should've, so we're to blame." He spoke.
"So we are sorry for being so dismissive and rude to you." He finished.
"Thank you." I spoke quickly, feeling all of the nerves lifted off of my chest.
"So how about we all make a deal to work together and become as close of a family as we can get?" Brennan smiled.
"Deal."
We spent the afternoon chilling by the pool together.
We swam, we playing volleyball and Blake even barbecued.
It was actually like being apart of a family.
But something inside me couldn't help but wish that Luke was here.
Later that night I showered, getting into shorts and a big shirt, brushing my wet hair out.
Brennan joined me, smiling lightly.
"Hi pretty girl." He smiled.
I wish it was Luke.
"Hi" I smiled back.
"Can we talk?" He asked, making me nod.
I knew he was going to ask me what had changed, but I wasn't going to tell him anything.
I wasn't going to tell him that I told Luke my secret, because that would only cause him to want to know more and more and I wasn't ready for that yet.
"I know you parents were bad people and I know that they took advantage of your innocence and weakness-" I turned to him, my heart dropping.
"How do you know that?" I asked slowly, my heart breaking as I spoke.
"Luke told us sweetheart."
My heart broke
It shattered
Into a million pieces
My secret
MY secret
He broke my trust
I trusted him enough to tell him my life fucking tragedy and he turns around and tells these fucking dumbasses.
"Mila" I heard Blake's voice suddenly loud.
"Mila you need to breathe." He spoke, holding my arms.
"Don't touch me- please." I almost screamed.
I felt the anxiety.
I was about to have a mental fucking breakdown.
"He told us not to talk to her about it for a fucking reason!" Blake yelled to Brennan, the fighting didn't help.
I fell to my knees, putting myself in a corner to where I couldn't see anything and I cried my fucking eyes out.
"Mila-" "please just go."