Hello to anyone reading this. I know I've said a lot about updates and have been very shaky with them. Please bear with me. I'm currently stuck on lockdown in my state. Now all this free time would be great if I had computer access. All I have is my phone. So I'm still going to try and rewrite these chapters but since I don't have a computer the process will be much longer. I recently moved into a new house with my family.
Maybe trigger warning. I'm gonna be talking about a parent leaving so please don't read if you'll be uncomfortable. Okay so now that's out there I'll get onto what I have to say. My father left a few months ago. The exact date is December 29, 2019 at 1:27 am. I don't know why it's memorized. It just is. And sometimes I over share. I'm sorry about that.
His actions have impacted me a lot because I don't know what to believe. He tries to get me to talk when I don't want to and gets very angry at me. He has told me that I'm a lost cause and I am not welcome with him. My mom quickly shot that idea down. Now he just doesn't talk to me much. He also tried to take away my phone. Now if I had done something to deserve it there wouldn't have been a problem. All I did was tell him how I felt and he didn't agree and this got mad. My mother told him that he is not allowed to take my phone away because it violates their contract. I'm not going to go into detail about the contract but her statement was correct. Now he is either kinda rude and suffocating towards me or he just ignores me.
Well we were building a house and it was finished about a month or two ago. For a while we were in a camper. We would technically have been homeless. But we haven't gotten much set up in the new house and quarantine has made everything so much harder. So as of right now all I have is my phone. I've been trying to write but the stress of everything has been a lot. I am trying. I promise.
Well thank you guys for so many reads. I never ever thought it would have gotten this many! If you guys have any suggestions for future chapters I'd love to hear them. They would help a lot since I've kinda run out of ideas.
I hope y'all are having a good day/night!
Ttfn~