'Can she play now?' Jason asked placing his finger on her little chubby leg making me laugh 'She can't buddy' I said and he signed 'Tomorrow?' He asked again and I shook my head
'She's not growing so fast baby ' I said and she nods 'Ok mama, I'll wait' he said and dropped down on the floor in front of me, his hand grabbing on her foot 'Honey, we talked about this, it's not how it works'
'Jason your milk is ready !' Justin yelled from the kitchen making Jason get up and run to him taking his mug drinking his milk while taking a seat next to his twin brother Jacob watching a cartoon
'Still sleeping?' Justin asked looking at his younger baby a smile on his face 'Been asleep for ten minutes I guess' she said and he sat down next to her on the sofa, placing a kiss on her cheek
'Mhh, my book will be out at midnight ' she mumbled and Justin nodded wrapping his arm around her shoulder 'It's going to be sold in 10 minutes at least. Don't worry ' he said and she sighed
It's not about the sell it's more about what people will think about them as a family. She wrote how she had been cheated on and how she got past it and how the fell in love again, plus their new family member
She was scared that people will talk about it for years and have a bad impression of him after reading her book. Maybe they will say how a coward she is because she didn't leave and chose to stay.
She can't say she didn't think about leaving, because she did a lot of times, but something stopped her every single time. Could be her own fucked up childhood and she wouldn't let her kids go through what she's been through
So she chose to stay. And she was happy that she chose to stay, because 9 months later after the cheating, everything changed. They loved each other more than ever, they supported each other more than ever, they talked about things that they didn't like more and tried to find a solution
The twins were four years now, they go to kindergarten, and they are healthy and happy kids. They are some times very hard to please, always wine and whimper and sigh when something isn't going how they would like
They got another baby, Mia, she's four months and she's a happy baby as well. She wakes up everyone in the middle of the night because she's hungry and then falls asleep leaving the rest of them up
They were even better than before and Y/n is kind of grateful for the chesting too, as awful as that sounds. If that wouldn't have happened to them, they wouldn't be able to talk about everything they didn't like or what they would have changed in their relationship
Justin gave her permission to add that part on her story, it wouldn't feel right to not add it when they know that happened, so why not. It's obvious that people will speak about it and judge both of them. Him for cheating on her, her for deciding to stay
Either way, people will talk because that's just what they do and you have no power to stop them but it's not like he will care after all. All he cares about it's his wife and his kids, the rest are just people he gets the talk and sees for the rest of his life
So it's safe to say that Justin made her eyes spark again every time they talk, she smiles a lot more, she is happy, and she's in love. They are both in love and nothing will take that love away ever again
Later that night, Mis was already sleeping, Jacob and Jason were on the verge of sleeping as well, with their parents next to them 'Daddy' Jason mumbled, his eyes closed a hand on his forehead and the other on the bed 'Yes buddy?' He asked smiling down at his son
'I'm sleepy' he mumbled making Y/n and Justin laugh 'Then sleep ' Justin said placing his hand on his tummy moving it lightly. 'Monkey sleeping, Jake sleeping ' he mumbled again turning on his side, his face in his mother's chest
'Monkey? Why do you call your sister monkey, ey?' y/n asked placing a kiss on his forehead and he smiled placing his hand on her cheek 'She's a monkey, cute pooping on ' he whispered making Y/n laugh and run her hand through his hair
'Try and get some sleep yeah? ' she asked and he nods closing his eyes his hand still resting on his mother's cheek. 'We should let them sleep here? Well go downstairs anyway and the bed is big for all of us' Justin said and she nods getting up slowly
Baby, it's fine ' Justin said moving his hand up and down her back underneath her shirt 'They will talk, either way, that's what they do' he added end she sighs 'I don't want them to talk about you tho' she said and he smiled even though she didn't saw
'And I don't want them to talk about you either. Now, please stop thinking about it, yeah? Youre an amazing writer, they will like whatever you wrote for them and I bet they will say how strong you are ' he said placing a kiss on her cheek
'Now take your phone out and tweet something about the book, ok?' He said and she nods and seats up next to him taking her phone and tweeted about her book being released at midnight
She wasn't as scared as before but still having people talk about them and them knowing everything about them makes her privacy feel violated somehow. They will talk snd talk and there will be no stopping
She just hopes they will be able to see things from her point of view as a woman and a mother. That's all she hopes
It was past midnight when they decided to sleep as well, the books were mostly sold in a few countries and she didn't want to read the reviews just yet, she wanted to sleep tonight and worry about what the world has to say about her book in the morning.
Justin didnt bother to talk her through and ashore her everything will be fine and that people don't think bad about her or them for a matter of fact. People get cheated on in every corner of the world, every day. It's what you do after you find out. Stay and chose to fight for the relationship to keep going or leave and have the memory of that person live in you forever
He is happy that they got through this. He knows that maybe if it wasn't for her kids she would have run away from him, but she didn't think about her for a second. First, she thinks only about him, after their kids were born she dedicated herself to them
She never thinks about herself, it was always someone in the first place and she would come second. She never chose to do something for herself and he hated it. He wanted her to be able to do something she likes without think about others
He wanted her to live for herself as well, to go and trips or at the spa or shopping without thinking about what will happen if she leaves for a couple of hours.
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Reviews of the book
Behind closed door
by Y/n Bieber
Fan 1: Being a woman and a mother at the same time I understand what she's been through and why she chose to stay. Some of you maybe will criticize her for choosing to stay after he cheated but there's no place for criticism at all. She put her kids before her, she chose to stay for her kids. I did the same thing as her. I fight for my relationship with my husband and created a warm home for my kids to grow up in. A powerful woman you are @ynbieber
Fan 2: I will never understand how women chose to stay in a relationship that was broke. If a man cheated once, he will cheat again
Fan 3: Wow... I don't know what to say, Justin cheated on his wife for months and she knew yet she didn't say anything, she just waited for him to break the ice and tell her. Wow...
Fan 4: My mom was cheated on when she was pregnant with my brother. She told me that once you have a child, they and their happiness and comfort will always come first, so I guess I understand why she stayed. Amazing book 💞
Fan 5: I love how Justin fight for them and showed her how much he loves her. Beautiful family 💞.
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The next morning they read the reviews and Y/n wasn't so scared of afraid of what her readers had to say. She knows her family, she knows Justin better than anyone and no comment will make her doubt his love for her and their kids.
He is an amazing husband, father, son, and brother. And he is an excellent artist, who been through hell and came out even stronger, he made mistakes but he fixed them, and most importantly he fixed her
The most important human in his life, his best friend, his wife, everything. He got to see her smile again and her eyes sparkle with joy every time they seat at the table suspended by their children
He fixed himself as well. He knows what he has to lose if he will break her heart again, and he swore he wouldn't even dare to think about that ever again
THE END