I woke up the next morning. Tired. Upset. And well... Lonely. These 4days have gone so fast with Tobias. They were memorable too. I sighed as I got off the sofa. Trying not to wake tori up. I heard a knock on the door as I ran to answer it. Hoping it was somehow Tobias. Obviously it weren't. I opened it to see Christina. She was breathing rapidly. I helped her in
"Has four gone already?" She screamed.
"Yeah he went last night. I told him to go to Paige" I said.
"Oh hun. I saw the news. I was gonna kick some ass." She said that made me laugh. She hugged me and I felt like breaking down but I didn't.
"Is that why you have bags under your eyes?" She questioned and I nodded.
"Okay we need you to get up and date some people" she said. I smiled and shook my head.
"Oh hell to the no" I said and Christina shot me a look.
"I know the perfect guy." She said. I gave her a puzzled look. Who?
"Eric." She said. Wow. It's been a long long time.
Fours' p.o.v
I havent even spoken to Paige about her pregnancy yet. I mean I know she would never lie to me. That's just sick in the head. She's gone to shoot a movie in england. For 2months. That fitted in with my tour so... I have nothing to worry about.
I walked into the studio when rob approached me. I cussed in my head as he smiled.
"Okay so you can write your own song to perform tomorrow night. It will be broadcasted live so make it good and meanful" Rob said. I nodded in agreement.
I mostly write about money.sex. normal stuff Rob tells me to. But tonight I can write one that means something to me. I want it to be about tris. That's all I have for now.
By the time I'm finnished. Its a song about how when me and tris were... 14 she fell pregnant. Don't judge. It was an accident. Anyway and she lost our baby due to the cancer she had inside her womb.
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"Hey guys! So this is four. I wrote this song for someone, two people who mean a lot to me. To Tris prior. And our baby in heaven"
" You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life,
You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes,
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can,
But for now you're scan of my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months you're brought to life
A small bump in four months you'll open your eyes
I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
You are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
Oh, you are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
And you'll be alright.
Oh, you're just a small bump unknown, you'll grow into your skin.
With a smile like hers and a dimple beneath your chin.
Finger nails the size of a half grain of rice,
And eyelids closed to be soon opened wide
A small bump, in four months you'll open your eyes.
And I'll hold you tightly, I'll tell you nothing but truth,
And I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
You are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
Oh, you are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
And you'll be alright.
And you can lie with me,
With your tiny feet
When you're half asleep,
I'll leave you be.
Right in front of me
For a couple weeks
So I can keep you safe.
'Cause you are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
You are my one and only.
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight.
And you'll be alright.
'Cause you were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why."
And I broke down in tears. I quickly ran off. While the crowd started to cheer. Then stopped.
"Who's that girl! Who's that girl!" They all started chanting and I went back out there.
"I don't love her anymore but I wrote this song ages ago and though to share it. Hope you like it guys" I said. Stupid lie! They started to cheer and clap.
"Is that the girl you was with the other day" one asked j nodded.
"Was that your daughter?"
"Did she leave you to have a baby" another asked. I started to feel all sweaty. My heart was beating rapidly in my chest.
"Okay guys. Give it up for four!" Rob said pushing me backstage. I managed to catch my breath by now.
Tris's p.o.v
I finished curling my hair when the door bell rang. I quickly ran door to see Christina standing there. She smiled at me.
"His outside. Say goodbye to tori" she said. And I agreed.
"Tori I'm going out" I said and she ran to me.
"Love you mommy" she said. I kissed her check.
"I love you too!" I said as I handed Christina a list of things for tori. Not that she didn't know them anyway. I sighed as I left the house. I haven't dated in years. Since i was eighteen. Six years ago in fact. To make it worse its Eric. A lot has happened between me , four and him... I wonder what's going to happen.
Time lapse
"I had fun tonight tris" he said while hugging me. The thing is I didn't. I was thinking about Tobias. Tobis. God damn it!!!
We pulled apart from the hug and he kissed me. I mean it felt good. But he weren't tobias. No one would. I quickly pulled away and ran in doors. I saw Christina looking at the TV smiling.
"You would never believe what four has just done." She said. I rolled my eyes and muttered a what.
"He wrote a song for you and baby river" she said and I froze I haven't spoken about him in... 10years? Oh god. What has he done.
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I was about to attack her. Attack her for making me loose tris. That's when the door knocked. I opened it to see a crying tori. I'm in New York. How the hell is she here.
"Tori. What's happened!!" I screamed. She cries harder.
"I think mommy's in trouble daddy. It's her new boyfriend" she said and I froze. Heart shattering every second.
"Who's that?" I asked.
"Eric. Daddy, he scares me." She said and no one. I mean no one scares her. But he name Eric rang a bell in my head. Eric. Eric. Oh my god Tris. How could you be so stupid. I have to save her right now.