•jungkook•
One petal.
Two petals.
Five petals.
Once or twice a day, I'd cough up white Rose petals.
I was wondering what was happening to me.
So I went for a research on the internet.
And found out I have Hanahaki disease.
A disease that fills your lungs with flowers until you die.
Unless
Unless the person you love loves you back.
Or
Unless you have surgery but then
You won't remember the person you loved.
Nor the way you loved him or her,
Nor who he or she was.
He or she will be erased from your memory.
Forever.
And you just won't be able to fall in love with him or her again.
And I believe you only truly fall in love once, no matter who it is, what gender they are.
But my problem right now is to find out
Who.
Who do I love?
I know it's someone from Bangtan.
But I just can't choose between
Between Seokjin hyung's sense of care and humour.
Jimin hyung's empathy.
Namjoon hyung's way of comforting me.
Hoseok hyung's way to lit up my mood just with that peculiar dimpled, heart-shaped smile of his.
Taehyung hyung's cute, attentive and playful self.
And Yoongi hyung's warm cuddles.
I think I love them all.
I really do.
But the matter is I've been caughing only one sort of petals but does that mean I have to choose the right ONE out of the SIX of them?
White Rose petals.
Symbol of innocence, youth and everlasting love...
But whose favorite flower is it?
Apart from me, I don't know.
[If only he knew it was THEIR favorite flower.]
As days passes by, I began to cough more and more petals
Some of it are covered in blood..
I'm dying.
And nobody has noticed it yet.
Now it's currently 3:08 am
But I can't sleep.
Breathing is too painful.
I'm afraid to die in my sleep.
Tears start to form in my eyes and heavy sobs broke the silence of my room.
Why me?
I'll have to get surgery, I'm planning on going to hospital on tomorrow as we have a week off.
There's only a short time left, I can feel it.
My cries intensified at the thought of it.
I can't-
- Kookie, what's wrong? Are you crying?!
Jin hyung.
I feel my heart get warm as his hand soothingly brushed my hair off my eyes.
This feeling.
I guess I love him.
It's him.
But I have to be sure-
Suddenly I started coughing again and loads of white petals covered by little blood stains came out of my mouth.
I couldn't stop coughing, at this stage, I couldn't even hear Jin hyung shouting for help.
Everyone was now in my room but my eyes were blurry from tears so I couldn't really tell who is who.
They were all freaking out about what was currently happening to me.
They didn't know what to do.
They were panicking, I could sense it.
- I'm sorry.
- What are you sorry for? Nothing is your fault, we'll find out a way to help you honey, don't worry. Jimin hyung said.
Honey.
This word made me smile.
And it made the pain go numb.
- A-again... I stuttered quietly.
I'm not even sure they heard me.
- So did you find something about coughing up flowers? Should we call the ambulance or take him to the hospital? Namjoon asked, worry laced in his voice, making it slightly crack.
- I think he has Hanahaki disease. Taehyung said blankly.
And it was like the world stopped.
Everyone kept looking at me, then at Taehyung hyung, then at me again.
Until
I cought again.
Only a few petals
But it still hurt like hell.
- Please heal me. I whispered, closing my eyes slowly. I am tired.
- Kook! Stay awake for awhile. Yoongi shouted, crushing the bones of my hand.
- Y-yeah, sorry. I said as I jolted back in a sitting position with my eyes wide open.
- Hanahaki? Jin said after a little reflection time.
- I thought this disease was actually made up to extend folklores. Jimin mumbled.
- Well, that's what I found on the internet, and, as it says here, the only ways to cure it is being loved back or having surgery. Hoseok read.
- Now the question is, who do you love bun? Yoongi asked, softly gazing into my eyes.
I felt my cheek burn from embarrassment and my heart flutter.
I know now.
- You. I simply said.
- Me? Bu- Yoongi hyung started, a slight blush on his cheeks, but I cut him off.
- I love all of you hyungs. I'm sorry, you're not forced to love me back, I was planning on getting an appointment to the hospital tomorrow so I can get surgery this wee-
- It's been so long until you finally open up to us, hasn't it, sweatheart... We loved you from the start Jungkook. Taehyung affirmed, smiling brightly.
As soon as those words left his mouth, the pain in my chest left.
It was replace by something stronger.
Love.
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