basorexia;
(n.) An overwhelming desire to kiss.
Jungkook : " I said I Don't care about people over you and I meant it"
Saying yet so lowly that came out almost as a whisper but audible enough for her to hear and determined enough for her heart to feel it. He moved a bit making their lips brush against each other, he pulled back and turned around walking slowly.
Yn, who stood there looking at his back walking away and wondered what he meant by dont care about people over her. What was she to her? Why is he always protecting her. Who he is actually. Something to others and something else to her. Was she the only one with whom he was like this but.... Why?
Gently raising her hand touching her lips with her fingertips. Their lips just brushed but it felt different. That was a feeling she couldn't explain. Snapping out of her thoughts she had to run to catch Jungkook who went a bit far away and she didn't even realized. Matching his pace with him, she was simply walking with her hands resting in her coat pockets.
Jungkook : " All good?"
Getting nothing in reply, a smile appeared on his lips because his words did have a effect on her and not getting a reply was worth it and he wouldn't fight it.
Getting in car he buckled his seat belt and grin looking at her who was already settled with her elbow resting on window and looking out already.
Jungkook : " I didn't know you like it that much"
Yn : " like what?"
Jungkook : " Me fastening your seat belt"
Breaking her gaze from a star that was shining brightly, lightening the whole sky she instantly looked down and realized she had no seat belt on and then turned her head to look at a mischievous Jungkook looking directly in her eyes. Clearing her throat she started buckling her belt.
Yn : " No thank you. I got my hands to do it"
Chuckling he started the car and eventually drove off.
Yn : " do you have some water?"
Jungkook : "Umm no. I will just pull in convenience store and get it"
Getting a hmm in response he took a U-turn as he just went passed the convenience store and it must be just five minutes away from here.
Jungkook : " want something else?..... Snacks or anything"
Yn : " snacks will do.... Of any type. Your choice"
He grins and stops the car in front of convenience store.
Jungkook : " stay here I will be back"
He said unbuckling his belt and went out locking the car checking it twice and went in the store and looked around for some nice snacks.
Grabbing one or two packets of snacks, he ended up grabbing more and more debating which one she would actually like and didn't realize when two minutes turned in to five and five turned in to ten.
Walking to counter with snacks and two bottles of water he placed them on the counter getting them scanned while the girl cashier kept of glancing at him not focusing in her work making him wait an extra.
Jungkook :" excuse me can you hurry up? "
He said nicely Not noticing her gaze since he was focused on the car that he could see through the glass window of the store and if the girl inside it is alright.
Cashier : " You look quite of a boyfriend material with some daddy features and extra hard body. I would love to know more."
He turned to look at her and his gaze turned darker while he let out words so calmly yet there was threatening and fire reflecting in it.
Jungkook :" if you don't ring my receipt the next moment you won't be able to breathe South Korea's air anymore."
There was something so creepy about this man whose hands grabbed the edge of counter and his gaze were digging holes in the girl's head and she couldn't help but to hurry the fuck up and give the man his things so he would move out of her sight and let her have a breathe.
As he paid her for his things and grabbed the plastic bag from her. His gaze directed on the girl scanning her from top to bottom and a mocking smirk appeared on his lips.
Jungkook : " I wonder what made you so confident to say that"
Saying that he took off going out of the store,making the girl ball her fists cause of the humiliation and went to his car getting in he saw a sleeping yn whose head was resting against the window and fainted snores could be heard. His cold eyes turned soft and couldn't help but to adore the sight in front of him.
Putting the plastic bag on the back seat he started the car letting her sleep but suddenly a hiccup escaped her lips making him end up adoring her more like she was the cutest thing on this whole planet.
Moving towards her he was going to give her a quick peck but more hiccups escaped her mouth making her wake up from her sleep just to find Jungkook so closed to her face.
Widening his eyes he instantly moved back sitting straight in his seat as he came up with an excuse.
Jungkook : " oh I was checking if your seat belt is fastened perfectly. Oresle you know you could fall down sleeping."
Yn : " whatever.... The way how smoothly you lied don't except me to trust you."
Yn : " water?"
Jungkook : " ah right"
Grabbing the water bottle out of the plastic bag he removed its lid and opened the cap and handed the bottle to her just like the perfect boyfriend material that this time she was the one to notice but he surely did it without the actual purpose of showing to her that he cares and he actually mean everything he did for her the whole day and it was just a small move.
Yn : " thanks"
Jungkook : " I got some snacks too. I didn't know what you will like so i got a lot."
Saying that he started the car driving back to hotel now both of them more than tired of walking around whole day and having fun cause of the chaotic head who didn't know how to sit quietly even for a minute
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Coming back inside she went to restroom straight to change up and he removed his shirt plopping down on the soft mattress that relaxed his muscles after a long tired day.
Changing in to night pajamas she came out and blinked her eyes when his naked portrait shown from above the covers.
Yn : " yah you... Wear a shirt"
A mischievous grin formed on his lips hearing that and turned his head to look at her.
Jungkook : " I can't sleep with a shirt on"
Yn : " That's not my problem, wear a shirt or sleep outside in your car."
Jungkook : "sorry I can't."
Replaying boldly, he looked away and she balled her fists as soon as she was about to walk to him the covers slid down revealing his top that was so well built showing his milky 8 packs and strong biceps making her stop on her tracks.
Blinking her eyes at the man who would act childish all day long and what he was made of inside was just speechless. Looking away she went to her side of bed and laid down at one side turning her back at him pulling up sheets.
Is she serious. Damn I hardly got a night to spend with her can't we Atleast cuddle.
Staying like this for a few moments which turned in to half an hour, she finally turned laying on her back and he actually thought she was slept but without giving him a glance she started staring at ceiling with no emotions like it was the most usual thing she do at night.
Closing his eyes instantly as soon as she moved, he slowly opened his eyes after few seconds and saw her staring at ceiling without even blinking her eyes and he wondered if it's normal. Gulping he finally gathered the courage and scoot near to her slowly wrapping his arm around her waist making her snap out.
Yn : " hey..... Go lay on your side."
Her hands gently went to grab his arm to push it back but he tightened his grip not moving it at all not planning to let go any soon.
Jungkook "please...let me"
A low Whisper escaped his lips making her curl her toes. The more she wanted to push him away, she couldn't..... She just couldn't. She felt like that invisible power was there again who held her hands back and not letting her brain work properly.
Jungkook : " Yn...."
Yn : " hmm?"
Jungkook : "I want to ask you something"
Yn : " what is it?"
Jungkook : " will you.... Again stop seeing me if I confess something"
Yn : " depends....... on what kind of confession it it"
Taking a deep breathe, he was never this nervous his whole life for anything. The girl in front of him was really something and he was fearing that what if she actually end their friendship and that's the least thing he would ever want to happen.
Jungkook : "I..... I like you..... I really really do."
He was looking at her to see her expressions at the edge of nervousness and fear of getting rejected but he could tell the way her body stiffed and she closed her eyes making him instantly speak.
Jungkook :" you don't have to feel the same for me..... Just let's not end our friendship please. I like you and that's my problem not yours let's j--"
Before he even finished he felt soft and plum lips landing on his making him widen his eyes. Looking at the girl he almost burst out at the feeling of her kissing him with her eyes closed making him take a moment and calm his nerves before slowly kissing her back closing his eyes.
Slowly wrapping his arms around her, he pulled her close to him while her hands rested on his cheeks and their lips moved along each other like they were made for it. Never knowing the taste of a kiss she actually felt like the whole world stopped there and never wanting to pull back. She didn't know if she actually like him or not but all she knew that she could never miss this moment cause no one could ever treat her like he did and she swore she couldn't hurt this man.
Having their time both of them slowly pulled back their for heads resting against each other while he caressed her cheeks.
Jungkook : " your kiss was worth all my questions."
Yn : " Jungkook....."
Looking up at him in his eyes she could see an ocean of emotions and love towards her that she never felt before in anyone's eyes.
Yn : " I am scared..... I am scared to love...."
A shaky Whisper escaped her lips that went right through his heart wondering why she was scared of such a beautiful feeling.
YN: "you must be wondering why I don't talk to anyone.It's because today i don't have anyone to lose.I just can't handle the fear of losing people that's why i don't make friends"
Jungkook :" But Yn, we all need people in our lives we can't live without it just cause of that fear.We all lose people either death make us fell apart or change of hearts.But you can't live like this ."
YN:"But I am living...."
A soft yet sad smile appeared on her lips and Jungkook couldn't help but to stare at her.Silence fell apart ,No one spoke anymore.Millions of questions that surrounded Jungkook's mind ,He wanted to ask so badly ....but nothing came out .He really, really wanted to take her pain away and tell her that losing people is not always the option.He is going to stand by her till the end.He will shower her with every happiness she missed .
Did she....... Did she really lived her whole life alone??
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Jungkook: " Give me a chance....."
YN : " .....what if the chance fails .....what then?"
Jungkook :" y--"
Yn : " I am sorry Jungkook. You might really mean it but I have seen people really really serious in their relationships but they fell apart too. I just..... Please.... "
The word "please" came out of her mouth merely audible as her eyes teared up and she instantly turned to other side trying to hide her tears that were now flowing down her beautiful eyes.
Getting closer to her, her back pressed against his chest as hugged her wrapping arms around her intertwining hands with her.
Jungkook : " I won't..... I won't let you go..... If this chance fails. Let's..... Let's jump off of a cliff together."
His own eyes teared up as his heart was hurting. Closing eyes he dig his face in her neck as she could feel the wet drops falling on her drop by drop that made her heart drop. Staying there hearing her quiet sobs, he let her have her time not saying anything anymore until she turned around throwing her arms around him where they both shared a kiss feeling each other's lips for a little more. Sharing their feelings that couldn't be described through words.
And she...... She was just like moon,Shining the brightest when only its lovers were watching it......
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