Kim's POV- It's been two years now. Every night. I think about him. I hate it. I really did think I would get over after a year or even sooner. I changed school, my friend told me to come with her. So I did. I used to live in Jimin's apartment, he always bought me gifts, flowers, clothing and so much more. But I kept them there. I don't to take them with me. If I do, it feels like I was using him for his money when I actually loved him. Moving on from someone you loved is a constant battle. it physically and mentally drains you because you're constantly fighting back memories and feelings. And that's why at 2 o'clock in the morning when I'm alone, I become weak. I'm so tired of fighting it. And then the memories come back and the longing returns and suddenly I want to pick up the phone and I want to be in his arms. but I can't do it. because in the morning I'll have to go back to being strong again and I'll have to go back fighting it, and a phone call wouldn't change anything, anyways...
Every time my alarm goes on, I think that mornings would be so much better if I woke up next to him. I'll go take a walk to get some fresh air.
It is still really in the morning, I told my mother I'm going out for a walk then eat my breakfast. The sky was clear, clear light blue painted on the horizon. Not a sign of one or two, big or small, white, fluffy clouds floating across the sky. The wind is like nothing but calm. People outside are walking around sleeveless.
I've been living with my parents for two years, which is really near Jimin's old apartment, but I don't know the area really well, so I had to find someplace for me to have a cup of coffee. I avoid Jun's cafe ever since that day. I never went to a cafe because it always reminded me what I saw with that random girl and Jimin. But I want to get over my "fear" and move on because I do think he moved on, found himself another girlfriend or something. So I shall move forward as well. As I tried to do some research, I bumped into someone by accident and I dropped my phone. The stranger bent down and grabbed my phone. When he handed me, this perfume reminded me of Jimin immediately. I was somehow nervous to take back my phone from this stranger. I look up to see who he was that made me think of him. A heavy silence settled over us, thicker than the uneasy tension in the atmosphere.
Jimin's POV- As we finish eating breakfast, we all cleaned the table. I told the boys I am going out for daily morning run. They all replied me DON'T BE LATE! I get out of the dorm, starts to jug to the park. I love running in the park because. It's so simple but so beautiful. As I run I see the old trees bordering the fields acted like guards, muffling the sound of the busy city around them and creating a peaceful haven for the small creatures that lived inside. The only entrance was a narrow path that gradually widened as it ran through the field and up the hill. Rays of light shone through the gaps in the crisp leaves, covering the floor in dappled sunlight. Occasionally a gentle wind blew through the branches causing sycamores seeds to spiral down onto to the carpet of leaves below. Two excited children ran out of the squeaky playground gate and down the other side of the hill. I turn my head and I accidentally hit someone. How embarrassing. I grab the person's phone and handed to the owner. I look at the person and I felt like I fell in love again.
-"Kim...Is it you?''
-''Jimin? Oh umh, how are you?''
-''I'm fine, I guess. What about you? Do you want to grab some coffee and catch up in some things?"
-''But don't you have a rehearsal soon?'' She then realize what she said. I wonder if she remembers it or she just notices my practice clothes.
-''I do, but I mean it's fine. There's a new place that just opened recently. You want to try it?''
-''Yeah, why not''
As we walk, we both didn't talk, the awkward silent settles in. However, the myriads of bright-coloured flowers and plants were embracing me or maybe us. The eye-catching butterflies and bees were dancing here and there for collecting their food from the cluster of flowers. Then I closed my eyes. I closed my eyes. I could sense the soft breeze coming through the giant-sized trees. The park made us closer shall I say, we both fell in love with nature.
at the cafe- The welcome scent of coffee wafts through the air, calling to my weary legs to come take the rest. A metallic table reflects the sun, almost blinding me for a second. As I take a seat for Kim and for myself, the sun has heated the chairs and it feels comforting and warm. Looking around for a waitress, the need for caffeine is now consuming my mind.
-''So how you've been?'' As I asked the question, it's weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea of what's happening in your life.
-''Oh I mean everything is different. After changing school and you know moving in with my parents. I need time to get used to all these changes, you know. I've also been seeing someone. What about you?''
-''Oh nice, I mean I'm still the same old me. Still go to rehearsal with the boys, same school. Ya that's it''
It still kind of hurts when I hear her name. I know what we had is over, but it's just so hard to think that we used to text for hours...look at us now. We're strangers. And by the way, it's the loneliest thing in the world to see her and remember that she once meant the world to me.
We stayed at that cafe for like a good thirty minutes, she said we should come here again tomorrow and meet her boyfriend. I mean I don't want to see him with her and him bragging about having the girl of my dreams. But I do want to know what made her fall in love with him. I need to know. We exchanged phone numbers, hugged each other and went where we were supposed to go before meeting up here. I can't believe she actually moved on... and I have been thinking about her every day, every minute, every fucking second. I called Jin to tell him what just happened. He didn't sound happy and asked me to come home right now.
in the dorm- I opened the door, Jin was there waiting for me. He didn't say anything. He just hugged me. I want to cry, but I can't. Nothing is coming out of me.
-"It's okay Jimin, let it out. Everything."
-"I don't know hyung. I am so lost"
-"Hey, this isn't the Jimin I raised. Tell me your true feelings. I cancelled rehearsal when you called me. Go sit in the living room, I'll go get something at the grocery store. So do you want anything?''
-''Jin, you're the best. Thank you for being here for me. I'm fine, I don't need anything right now. Just some alone time for a while."
-''Anytime, that what princesses are for'' When he left, these words kept repeating in my head
I've also been seeing someone
I've also been seeing someone
Today was the day that I found out you had met someone else. Breathing started to get a little bit harder and my vision became slightly clouded as tears started to well up in my eyes. But swallowing bile, blood and a feeling I can't really name I smiled and I said that I was happy for her. That, of course, wasn't a lie. I'm happy that she's happy but it just kills me that she couldn't be happy with me because I tried, I tried so hard to make it work but in the end, you knew what you wanted and it wasn't me, it was him.
Kim's POV- Am I stupid or stupid? I'm not even seeing someone. Why did I panic? What am I suppose to do now? How can someone fall in love with me overnight? I grab my phone and search for my contact some friends that are willing to help. Then I remember this one friend that will help me no matter what
conversation
me -Hola, my old friend!
friend -hi who am I talking to?
me - Shut up! Don't act stupid around me
friend -Ahh sorry, so hey Kim. It's been a while eh. So wassup?
me - I need your help asap
friend -What did you do this time?
me- Can you pretend to be my boyfriend tomorrow?
friend - WHAT! You're hilarious! What made you come to this situation?
me- I met Jimin earlier and I said I was seeing someone...which I am not.
friend - Oh lord have mercy on you. Obviously, I will help you, you little rat
me - Woohoo! So tomorrow meet me at this cafe, I'll send you the link later, at 8 in the morning, please.
friend - No problem. I have to go, my rehearsal is about to start soon. Bye babe.
me- Oh ew you're so cringe. Thank you again. See you tomorrow Mark.
The person I asked help is my best friend, his name is Mark Tuan, a member of a boy group name Got7. But we lost contact because of his carer. He and his friends became so popular in the k-pop community, that he couldn't keep his connection with his family or friends. O well, I hope everything won't be awkward or anything.
Mark POV- Nothing much to do since in a few minutes I am going to my rehearsal... But then I heard my phone ringing. It was call from my best friend, well I mean my childhood friend
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-''No problem''
I think that it would be a good idea because it was a while I didn't saw her but I wanted to show my love to her. Yes, I loved her from forever. She may think that we're only best friend but I don't think in that way...I never did.