jay: Y/N MOVE
y/n: jay what the fuc-
jay: SO YOUR THE ONE WHO LAYED HANDS ON MY SISTER HUH?
-jayden grabbed josh by the collar of his shirt forcing him to stand up-
y/n: jay please calm down! it was an accident!
jay: HOW DO YOU ACCIDENTALLY PUSH A GURL LIKE THAT
josh: woah woah! listen man i can expla-
jay: THERES NO EXPLAINING TO BE DONE, YOU DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH MY SISTER I DONT CARE WHAT ITS ABOUT! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE! NOW! GET THE FUCK OUT!
josh: ok, ok i'll leave! just calm down
-jayden let go of josh and shoved him towards the door-
jay: GET THE FUCK OUT!
josh: ok i'm going
-josh looked at me and then went for the door. before he left i could hear him mumbling something under his breath-
jay: what the fuck was that? huh? you got something to say than say it out loud!
josh: i said you're a bitch for not letting me explain myself!
jay: oh now you've done it
y/n: JAYDEN STOP!
-josh ran out the front door and jayden ran after him. when i ran outside i was faced with jayden on top of josh in the grass punching him continuously. i couldn't help but cry as i tried separating them-
y/n: guys stop please
jay: move y/n. he wants to disrespect me, this is what he gets
y/n: JAY STOP COME ON PLEASE STOP
-i wasn't strong enough to separate the two. i just sat there and cried while the two fought in front of me before i started calling for help-
y/n: GUYS STOP FIGHTING. HELP SOMEONE PLEASE
-about five minutes goes by when i see someone come running over and attempting to separate the boys from fighting. i sat there with my face buried into my arms. after about 5 minutes i felt someone touch my shoulder-
???: y/n? you okay?
-i look up from my hands and i am faced with the one and only, mattia. he had his hand on my shoulder-
tia: i was so worried about you last night. i couldn't sleep thinking of you. are you sure you're okay
y/n: i'm fine
tia: i can tell you're not. come here
-he pulled me into a hug. i just let it happen because i needed a shoulder to lean on right now.
i cried into his shoulder and after about five minutes i pulled away and looked at him and i looked over at josh and jaydens bodies laying on the ground, both of them completely out of breath. i look back at mattia and he had tears in his eyes-
tia: i'm sorry for everything y/n
y/n: it's fine polibio, it's whatever
tia: no, it's not. i upset you last night and i didn't mean too, i was just trying to look out for you. i swear i didn't mean to hurt you, i care about about and i don't know why but i just want to make sure your safe and-
y/n: polibio, breath, i said it's fine, don't worry about it. leave it in the past
tia: i just feel like shit
y/n: well it's over now. nothing can change it so, no reason to feel like shit anymore
tia: i really want to kiss you right now
y/n: is that so?
tia: yea like really badly
y/n: who's stoping you
tia: mysel-
josh: me
-we look up to see angry josh standing over us-
tia: who the fuck are you to have any say in this!
josh: y/n come on let's get you inside
y/n: or you can fucking leave, you disrespect my bother, you disrespect me.
josh: y/n come on!
-he tried to grab my wrist but mattia didn't let him. he stood up in front of me keeping josh away from me-
tia: leave her alone douche bag
josh: she doesn't even fucking care about you dude
tia: she told you to leave. so leave.
jay: yea
-jayden had heard what was going on and got up to help mattia handle josh-
josh: are you guys fucking joking
jay: get the fuck out of here josh
tia: now
josh: y/n? come on?
y/n: leave josh
josh: are you serious?
y/n: so serious
josh: whatever i'm out of here. you're just a whore anyways, all you're good for is a quick fuck
-wow. that really hurt. mattia was right. ouch.
i feel the tears forming in my eyes when i see that mattia gets ready to attack josh but me and jayden hold him back-
tia: OH NO YOU-
y/n: mattia... just leave him, he's not worth it. josh, i'm disgusted by you right now. please leave my house before i call the police
josh: y/n, i didn't mean it-
y/n: JOSH LEAVE.
josh: i'm sorry, i'll text you
jay: she won't respond
-josh walked away and i sat there on the floor crying into my own arms. mattia really was right. wow. josh was just using me, that kiss last night meant nothing to him. i can't believe this, i was used, again. i give up.
my thoughts are interrupted by an arm wrapping around my shoulders. i look up and see my twin brother. he wiped the tears from my eyes and hugged me tight while i just cried into his chest-
jay: come on don't cry sis, he's not worth it
y/n: why is it always me jay, what do i do so wrong that i'm always the one to get taken advantage of. i'm always the one that's only good for a "quick fuck" it's always me. why-
jay: y/n breath. just breathe ok
y/n: i hate this, i'm don't trying for happiness because i always just get used and taken advantage of. i'm never good enough for anyone
-i just sobbed into my brothers chest the whole time as he rubbed my back trying to calm me down.
i kept crying and complaining until a voice interrupts mine. i look up, and there he stood looking down at me-
tia: none of that is true y/n...
tbc
authors note: i love this book stop bye