tia: listen y/n, i know i have a rocky reputation, and there's no excuse for the things i've done. and i'm not proud of it. and i don't blame you for thinking these things about me. but i've been hurt and that's why i was like that. but i want to be different y/n, there's something about you that just gets me. it makes me want to be a completely different person. you're good enough y/n, you've always been. some people are just too dumb to realize that.
y/n: how do you expect me to just believe you
tia: i don't, i need to prove it to you
y/n: good answer
tia: now will you give me a chance to at least prove it to you
y/n: fine
tia: thank you. i won't hurt you y/n
y/n: i hope not polibio
tia: trust me
-he hugged me tight before jayden spoke up-
jay: you better be really fucking careful mattia
tia: i will
jay: come on y/n let's get you inside
y/n: let's go
tia: i gotta get back in the house but i'll text you y/n
y/n: okay
-he hugged me and walked into his house and me and jayden walked into ours. i went right into my room and plopped onto my bed
ugh i i cant believe what just fucking happened. i'm humiliated, completely humiliated. i can't believe josh really said that to me. and to think i was actually starting to like him. wow dude. and now all of this shit with matti- WAIT- what the fuck did i just do? i gave mattia a chance!? holy shit y/n you're a dumbass. he knows what the fuck he's doing, he caught me when i was vulnerable and used it to his benefit. fuck bro, what did i just get myself into. i'm not letting him have my that easily.
knock knock
my thoughts are interrupted by a knock on my door-
y/n: who is it?
tay: tay and vic
y/n: come in!
-the door opened and came in tay and vic with bags in their hands, my absolute bestfriends. they both hugged me and sat on my bed with me-
tay: how you feelin
y/n: been better
vic: aw baby, your bruise looks better
y/n: yea thank god. what a nice way to start summer huh?
tay: so nice, but hey look, we got you some food. and we are gonna sleep over tonight so that we could make up for last night being so shitty
y/n: ahh y'all are the best
vic: food was my idea, i know i'm the best
tay: shut up i drove
y/n: alright alright calm down, i've seen enough fights and arguments for the past two days
tay: what do you mean it was one fight
y/n: oh yea uh, i kinda have to tell you guys something but y'all can't get mad
vic: what is it
tay: we won't get mad dumbass what the fuck
y/n: okok, so for starters, after mattia and josh fought yesterday, me and josh kissed
vic: NO WAY
tay: OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY! I SHIP I SHIP
y/n: woah woah calm down, it gets worse.
vic: worse?
y/n: oh will you guys just shut up and let me explain? thank you. so yea, this morning josh came to my house and apologized for last night. then i guess jay saw the video of the fight and found it it was josh who gave me the bruise. long story short, they got into a fight outside, mattia came and separated them, and i uh kinda sorta told mattia i would give him a chance
tay: YOU DID WHAT
y/n: i know i know, i wasn't thinking. i was stressed and crying when he asked me so my head wasn't all there when i agreed
vic: y/n no he's going to hurt you
y/n: he promised me he wouldn't. but idk
tay: he promises every girl that he won't hurt them before he fucks them and leaves
y/n: ugh i know. i fucked up
vic: yea you did, you better not let him have a chance
y/n: maybe i will, but he'll have to work very hard for it. don't get me wrong, he's a chill person, jenna fucked him up. i know there's no excuse for being a player but if he proves himself to me, why not?
tay: idk ab all that y/n...
vic: you just have to be smart, don't fall for his games
y/n: i will don't worry
-we hung out for a while and made tiktoks. after about two hours i got a text message from mattia
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god he's so annoying sometimes. i really can't stand it. but at the same time, it's kinda hot. wait no STOP Y/N!! don't let him pull you into the trap. it's exactly what he wants! fuck what have i gotten myself into-
tbc
authors note: hey hey hey how are y'all doing today❤️
