~You have to erase the memories of me. I'm poison. I know I can't take it no more~
You fell in love with Mingyu. Knowing that it will hurt you still reached for him and were by his side. Mingyu along with his members were involved in mafia and were very well known. You didn't care that he's dangerous and just stayed with him. These days they started to get in fights with other mafia gangs. Till now no one touched you and you felt safe with him. Everyone knew that it's better not to even look at you or they will be dead, but someone risked...
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You were swimming in pool and saw Mingyu walking to you with drink in his hand. He sat down on the ground and showed you to come. You swam to him and kissed his lips
"You're so hot, I always feel so weak being with you" He said looking in your eyes and you chuckled. You sat next to him and put your head on his shoulder
"Please don't go to work today" You said and looked up at him. Mingyu lifted your chin up and after pecking your lips got up
"I have to, you know that these days those fuckers started to play games with us, and I'm starting to get annoyed" He said and you got up too
"It will be better if you won't leave the house today okay? I promise to be home soon. Love you" Mingyu said and kissed your hand. You smiled and watched him walking out
"I love you too"
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In the evening you were making dinner and got a call from Mingyu
-Baby! Run to our bedroom and take most important things and money
-What? Why?
-Jesus Y/N, just do it!
-Why? Explain to me what's happening?!
-My men will be there soon to get you, don't ask any questions just go with them
-No! I want to see you!
You shouted running to your bedroom. You saw car lights and looked through the window. Outside your guards started to shoot and you saw them falling down dead. You gasped and ran upstairs
-Baby they are here
-Fuck! You're in the room?
-Yes, Mingyu I'm scared
-Don't be, listen. Look inside my first closet, behind my clothes you will find a gun
You listened to him and searched for the gun he said. You heard a shooting sound, but now in the house. You locked yourself in the closet and hid behind the clothes. You prayed not to get caught and just tried to normalize your breath. After few minutes you heard a knocking on the door
"Y/N it's me!" You heard Mingyu and quickly got up from the ground to unlock the door. As soon as you saw him you jumped in his arms
"I told you to get out! Why are you not listening to me?!" He shook you and you just couldn't stop crying. Mingyu pulled you again in his embrace and apologized
"It's time to go" He said and you heard a laugh behind you
"I think it's time to say goodbye" Mingyu turned around and hid you behind him. The guy pointed a gun at Mingyu and you tightly hugged him from behind
"Jaehyun shoot me, but not here, not in front of her" Mingyu said and Jaehyun looked at you
"Why? Why are you scared? I think Y/N should have known already that one day you both will die" He said and you jumped in front of Mingyu
"Fuck you!" You said and shoot Jaehyun's knee. He fell on the ground and started cursing. Mingyu shot him in the head and you both ran out of the bedroom. You were running in front of him and someone shot you. Mingyu stopped as he saw you falling on the ground. As soon as Joshua saw you being shot he knew that everyone will be dead from now on. The shooting stopped and Dino after shooting last enemy looked at Mingyu. Everyone just looked at Mingyu's now pale face. He without blinking walked towards you and kneeled next to you. You were still alive but slowly dying. Mingyu put your head on his lap and tried his best to stop your bleeding
"Y/N no, don't even try to leave me, please don't close your eyes" He said as his eyes were full of tears. You just looked at him and smiled for the last time
"I should have listened to you, but now it's too late" You said and he shook his head saying no
"No it's my fault, I shouldn't have left you alone, I'm sorry baby...I'm sorry" He said as he started to cry. You closed your eyes and your body relaxed in his arms. Members tried to get Mingyu off you but he fought them shouting not to touch him
After this incident each mafia gang showed respect towards him and you. While Jaehyun's gang started to hide, but not for long. Soon they were killed by Mingyu himself. Mingyu visited your grave whenever he could and talked with you like he used to do. Everyday he touched your clothes thinking that you're here, saying good morning and good night to him, wishing him good day in work. Mingyu always had with him the necklace he gifted for you and which was your favorite. Before falling asleep he got a habit to watch a video of you two in your vacation. He smiled seeing you happy and wished to turn back time and change what happened that night. After turning TV off he looked at your photo on his nightstand and after wishing you good night turned off the lights.