Do even know I'm standing next to you?
I feel invisible when I'm not needed,
Your friends don't even know this is my party,
They have fun on my own cost,
One day I'll choose to be invisible,
I think you'll all do fine without me!
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----Illness Of Nobody Giving A Shit About You---
Everyone talks,
In their minds,
Its like a sickness,
Where I think,
That I know everyone hates me,
For being there,
The things I say,
No body understands,
I go to therapist but I don't think they care either,
They nod there heads and ask questions,
That gives me an anxiety attack because I don't know how to answer them,
He looks at me like that,
She laughs,
There in a circle,
The room spins ,
I suffocate my pillow with tears and whisper my screams,
My veins in my throat feels tight and my head begins to be light headed.