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CHAPTER 48
FIERCE'S POV
Kasalukuyan kong kausap ko si Cloak. Itinaas ko yung isa kong paa. Nasa loob ako ng bathtub at napapalibutan ako ng mga red petals.
I can hear him murmuring.
May mga sumabit na petals doon. I smiled when I heard cloak groan. Mayat maya na lang ata kami nag uusap. All I can hear is his sweet nothings..
like an angel's whisper.
"I love to touch you...from your neck...down..and down...and down. Followed by my kisses."-cloak
"*laughs* Why dont you do it?"
"Kung pwede lang....I want to kiss you."
"Hmmm me too."
napatawa ako ng bumuntong-hininga siya.
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Magkausap kaming dalawa sa phone. Hindi kami pinapayagan na magkita. Kaya frustrated na frustrated na siya..kahit naman ako. Kaya lang hindi pwede.
Wala din siyang magagawa dahil pinigilan kami ni Tito Greg at ni Tita Sage na magkita. Since pareho kaming walang mga magulang ni Cloak..
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sila ang maghahatid samin sa altar.
Though may nakuwento na noon si Cloak tungkol sa mga magulang niya. Pareho naming hindi gusto na pag-usapan ang mga magulang namin. Hindi sa kung ano pa man..
We both just want to let it go. Hindi na namin kailangan pang ungkatin yung mga bagay-bagay...na matagal ng natapos. Though masaya siguro kung nandito sila..
Hindi mababawasan non ang kaligayahan namin ni Cloak...maybe up there. Pinapanood nila kami. And I'm sure they're happy for us.
"I want to see you."-cloak
"hindi pwede."
"I can hear the water sloshing around you. Its distracting."
"Makulit ka kasi...sabi ko sayo mamaya ka na tumawag."
"Miss na kita."
napatawa ako. Paulit-ulit niya na yan sinabi kahapon at kaninang umaga ng kagigising ko lang. Buti nga nakatulog kami kagabi dahil ayaw niya pang ibaba yung phone para matulog kami.
Samantalang mag da-dalawang araw lang naman kaming hindi nagkikita. Mamaya magkikita na kami ulit...well trust cloak to be so impatient.
Halos wala nga akong ginawa sa kasal namin. Siya nag-ayos lahat...buti na lang ako na ang pumili ng wedding gown ko. Ultimo kasi sukat ko gusto niya pa siya ang mag-ayos.
Pati music sa kasal...yung theme. Wala naman akong reklamo..una dahil na re-relax ako..wala akong masyadong iniintindi. Pangalawa..I love seeing him enjoying himself preparing for our wedding.
Siya din ang nag hanapng design para sa damit ng mga abay.
In short..
Excited na excited siya.
"Its been too long."-cloak
napahagikhik ako ng maintindihan ko kung ano ang matagal na sinasabi niya. Come to think of it..bago kami hindi pinayagan nila Tita na magkita...ilang araw din kami na hindi nag..you know.
masyado kasi siyang busy sa kakaayos ng mga bagay-bagay. At ako naman inaayos ko yung wedding gown ko..may mga idnagdag kasi ako na details.
may narinig akong kumatok sa pinto.
"Cloak...I need to hang up."
"Okay...I'll see you later. I love you."
"I love you too."
I made some kissing noises at narinig ko na tumawa siya sa kabilang linya. Pinatay ko na yung phone at tumayo mula sa pagkakahiga ko sa bathtub.
"Palabas na ko."-me
tumigil na yung pagkatok. Pumasok ako sa shower at binanlawan ko yung sarili ko. Nang matapos ako ay nag suot ako ng robe at lumabas na ako.
Naabutan ko don na inaayusan si Thea na suot na ang gown niya. Ngumiti siya sakin. Nakangiti din na umupo ako sa harap ng salamin at nag simula na silang ayusan ako.
"Bat ang gaganda niyo? naku! pwede bang makahingi?"
tinawanan namin yung beautician na mag-aayos samin. Kanina pa siya dito at matiyaga niya kaming iniintay. Kung titignan siya..muka siya talagang babae. Yun nga lang..macho siya.
"Nag alarm kasi kami ng mag sabog ng kagandahan sa mundo."-thea
"Ganon? na late nga ata ako ng panahon na yon..sayang nag ready pa naman ako ng timba noon."
tumawa na lang ako. Pumikit ako ng mag simula siyang ayusan ako. Bahal na si batman kung anong gagawin niya sakin..pero sana simple lang.
may iba kasi na sobra kung mag make-up.
parang sinubsob sa harina at parang pinagsasampal ng sampung bakla yung mga muka sa sobrang pula. Ayoko namang maging mukang clown sa kasal ko.
Baka bigla akong layasan ni Cloak.
"Mukang hindi mo na kailangan ng masyadong make-up..muka ka ng angel, o. Pero itataas ko yung buhok mo para mag laway ang fafa mo sa gorgeous neck mo."
nakangiting tumango ako.
mukang wala siyang balak gawin akong clown. Anyway...si cloak ang nag reccomend sa kaniya. Kaya may tiwala ako sa kaniya..planadong-plando na lahat ni Cloak.
"Okay lang ba sayo fierce..na si cloak ang nag-ayos lahat?"-thea
"Yup."
"Pero diba mostly kapag ang mga babae kinakasal..gusto nila sila ang mag-ayos ng wedding nila?"
"hmmm..maybe. Para kasi sakin...kahit gawin pa ni Cloak na circus yung kasal namin..okay lang sakin. Hindi ko naman habol yung maganda at bongga na wedding..kasi kapag tumanda na kami. Hindi naman yung ayos nung wedding ang maaalala ko..kung hindi yung tao na pinakasalan ko ng araw na yon."
nakita ko sa repleksyon ng salamin na tumingin sakin si Thea. Ngumiti siya at nakita kong pati yung beautician namin ay napangiti.
fine..cheesy ako.
I think ganon talaga...in love eh.
Pumikit ako at hinayaan ko na sila. Pinakiramdaman ko na lang yung ginagawa nila. Every stroke...brush...tug. Nararamdaman ko din na inaayos yung buhok ko.
Pero nanatili lang akong nakapikit.
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Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras yung lumipas. Nagising na lang ako ng narinig ko yung boses ni Thea na Maid Of Honor ko na ginigising ako.
Dumilat ako at tumingin ako sa kaniya.
Ngumiti siya at ininguso yung salamin. Tumingin ako dun sa salamin at napasinghap ako. Tumingin ako dun sa beautician na nagsasasayaw na sa likod ko.
I...
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I look like an angel.
Ang simple lang nung pagkakamake-up. Pero kumikintab yung gilid ng mga mata ko...and its like my skin is glowing. Nakataas yung buhok ko..may mga strands na nalalaglag.
inikot ko yung upuan ko at niyakap ko yung beautician na tumawa lang.
"Kahit pang Diyosa ang beauty mo ganda, girl parin ako in and out."
natawa na lang ako. Tumayo si Thea at inaya ako sa bathroom dala yung wedding gown. I can help bust gasp ng makita ko ulit yung gown.
Hindi ko alam kung pano pero nakuha nung designer lahat ng magulong explanation ko sa kaniya kung anong gusto kong style. Napanaginipan ko kasi kung anong gusto kong gown..
kaya na inspire ako at sinabi ko sa designer lahat.
Straight na gown siya pero nag fo-flow pagdating sa waist ko...mababa ang neckline non at yung sa likod niya..may nakakabit na dalawang mahabang silk..
kaya pag nag lakad ako..
it will look like a wings.
"Ang ganda."-thea
"Thanks..buti na lang napanaginipan ko."
"And also..Angel ang tawag sayo ni Cloak."
nakangiting tumango ako. Pag labas namin nakatulala lang sakin yung mga beautician. Nakangiting lumapit sakin yung nag-ayos sakin at tinulungan niya akong magkabit nung veil.
"Ayan..bongga!"
nilingon ko si Thea na kasalukuyang hawak ang cellphone niya at mukang may katext. Tinawag ko siya at kaagad naman siyang tumingin sakin.
"Alam mo ba kung anong theme na ginawa ni Cloak?"-me
"Hmm..no. Alam niya siguro na baka sabihin ko sayo."
nag pout ako. Di bale...makikita ko naman mamaya. I just need to wait a little longer. Hindi pa ako masyadong kinakabahan..I guess hindi pa lang siya nag o-occur.
pero tiyak mamaya..mararamdaman ko na.
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lahat kami napatingin sa pinto ng biglang may kumatok. Bumukas yung pinto at pumasok si Craige na tumingin sakin saglit...pero napahinto ng makita si Thea.
Kumunot yung noo niya pagkaraan at nag tuloy-tuloy siya sa pagpasok. Napapangiti ako ng impit na nag titilian yung dalawang beautician.
"Kailangan na kayo sa simbahan. Pinapatawag na kayo ni Papa sa baba..hinatid ko lang sila dito kaya..."-craige
"Okay...susunod na kami."-me
tumango siya at tuloy-tuloy na umalis. Defensive siya kanina habang sinasabi niya kung bakit siya nandito..dapat nasa simbahan na siya dahil siya ang best man.
mukang may gusto siyang makita. At alam ko kung sino yon. Tumingin ako kay Thea at nakasimangot na sinundan niya ng tingin si Craige.
Alam kong nagagandahan si Craige kay Thea..bulag lang ang hindi. Kulay blue ang motiff ng kasal at bumagay yung kulay kay Thea.
Pagkatapos magpasalamat dun sa mga beautician..bumaba na kami ni Thea. Pinasakay at pinasabay na siya ni Tita Sage sa kotse na gamit ni Craige..napipilitang pumayag na lang siya.
sumakay narin ako sa wedding car..at pagkaraan ay umandar na yon.
"Tita..thank you talaga."-me
"There's nothing to thank us for. Gusto din namin na ihatid ka sa altar. Lahat ng agents ng The Camp..parang naging mga anak na namin."-tita sage
"Thats right..at alam ko kung nasan man ang parents mo. Masaya sila para sayo. And your ex-boyfriend. Maybe they're watching over you. Mas magiging masaya ka kung nandito sila...pero sigurado namang nandito lang sila."-tito greg
nagpapasalamat na tinignan ko sila.
Tama sila..maybe they're watching over me. At hindi mababawasan ang kasiyahan ko ngayon. Ang mahalaga..ikakasal na ako kay Cloak.
Finally..
magiging masaya na ako. Together with someone I love..at alam kong mahal rin ako. Kahit na marami mang dumating na pagsubok samin..
alam ko na kakayanin namin.
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Huminto kami sa tapat ng simbahan at don nag simula yung kaba ko. I think I'm hyperventilating...tinulungan ako ni Tita Sage na kumalma..
pinainom niya din ako ng tubig.
"There's nothing to be scared about..hindi mo din kailangan kabahan. Just think about your groom...cloak."-tita sage
sunod-sunod na tumango ako. Tumingin ako sa bintana at napahinto ako sa malalim na paghinga ko ng makita ko yung mga abay at flower girl.
nanglaki yung mga mata ko ng makita kong iba narin yung gown ni Thea. Pareho ng kulay...pero may nabago.
Lahat ng abay at flower girls..
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may maliit na wings.
And at this moment. Alam ko na kung anong theme ang ginawa ni Cloak. An Angel's Theme. Napangiti ako...ako ang ginawa niyang inspirasyon para sa kasal namin.
Nag simula na silang pumasok. Inalalayan ako ni Tito Greg pagbaba. May mga napapatingin sakin na mga agents at kinawayan nila ako.
dahil sa gilid kami nag park..hindi ako kita sa gitna ng simbahan. Dinala ako nila Tita Sage sa gilid..hihintayin daw namin yung cue namin.
sumagap ako ng hangin.
Cloak.
I'm getting married to cloak.
I cant messed this up.
Nakatungo ako habang inalalayan na ako nila Tita Sage ng may music na biglang tumugtog. Yon na daw yung cue ko. Nakatingin lang ako sa paa ko dahil baka bigla akong madapa.
Pero hindi nagtagal nag-angat din ako ng tingin. Especially when I felt a heavy stare...
Nagsalubong ang mga mata namin..
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Cloak.
[God Must Have Spent]~~Boyce Avenue
♪ ♫~Can this be true, tell me can this be real
How can I put into words what I feel
My life was complete, I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control~♪ ♫
♪ ♫~I never thought that love could feel like this
Then you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel, it's a miracle~♪ ♫
Hindi ko maiwasang hindi maluha ng marinig ko yung kanta. Its like Cloak is singing for me. Parang yung kanta...inaalay niya sakin. And I can see it in his eyes..
this is for me.
There's so much emotion in his eyes. Its overwhelming...I can almost feel his happiness kahit na magkalayo kami. I can feel the connection..with just his stare.
Nakita kong nakatingin na sakin lahat ng tao...looking at me..at my dress...and the silk on my back flowing like wings..pero isang tingin lang ang mahalaga sakin...
Ang tingin ni Cloak.
♪ ♫~Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent a little more time on you
Oh a little more time, yes he did baby~♪ ♫
♪ ♫~In all of creation, all things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold when you came in this world~♪ ♫
♪ ♫~And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile, the heart of a child
That's deep inside and leaves me purified~♪ ♫
Kinagat ko yung ibabang labi ko para mapigilan ang mga luha ko. Nakikita kong napapatingin si Craige kay Cloak..because Cloak is currently..
singing.
I cant hear him dahil malayo pa kami. But my heart can. It can hear him. And there's no melody in this world that will be more beautiful than the melody that our hearts is singing.
♪ ♫~Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent a little more time on you
On you...
Yes he did baby~♪ ♫
Lumibot yung paningin ko sa paligid..marmaing puting bulaklak...at mga punting lobo. At nagkalat din ang mga punting petals kung saan-saan.
like we're on a cloud.
♪ ♫~I never thought that love could feel like this
Then you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel, it's a miracle~♪ ♫
♪ ♫~Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent a little more time on you
On you...
God must have spent a little more time on you
A little more time on you, oh~♪ ♫
I shivered ng makalapit na kami kay Cloak. Inabot ni Tito Greg yung kamay ko sa kaniya..and I can feel him squeezing it lightly. Nakangiting naglakad ako palapit sa kaniya.
Iginaya niya ako papunta sa harapan ng pari.
"I love you fierce...and I cant wait to be finally married to you."-cloak
"I love you too..and I love everything..lahat ng effort mo..lahat-lahat."
"Anything for you..angel."
"To all present I say: We are gathered here, not to witness the beginning of what will be, but rather what already is! We do not create this marriage, because we cannot. We can and do, however, celebrate with Cloak Jase Scott and Fierce Jordan the wondrous and joyful occurrence that has already taken place in their lives, and the commitment they make today."-priest
nilingon ko si Cloak at kumindat siya. He mouthed 'I love you' to me at sinagot ko din naman siya. Binalik namin yung tingin sa pari.
The priest let the congregation to sit.
"Doubly blessed is the couple which comes to the marriage altar with the approval and blessings of their families and friends. Who has the honor of presenting this woman to be married to this man?"-priest
I smiled in gratitude ng lahat lahat ng tao sa simbahan ay nag I Do. Tumingin ako kay Cloak at nakita kong ngumiti din siya sa mga agents.
"Let me charge you both to remember, that your future happiness is to be found in mutual consideration, patience, kindness, confidence, and affection. Cloak Jase Scott, it is your duty to love Fierce Jordan as yourself, provide tender leadership, and protect her from danger.Fierce Jordan, it is your duty to treat Cloak Jase Scott with respect, support him, and create a healthy, happy home. It is the duty of each of you to find the greatest joy in the company of the other; to remember that in both interest and affection, you are to be one and undivided."
"Cloak Jase Scott will you have Fierce Jordan to be your wife, to live together as friend and mate? Will you love her as a person, respect her as an equal, sharing joy as well as sorrow, triumph as well as defeat. And keep her beside you as long as you both shall live?"
tumingin sakin si Cloak at ngumiti. Telling me with his eyes the answer to the question.
"I Do."-cloak
"Fierce Jordan will you have Cloak Jase Scott to be your husband, to live together as friend and mate? Will you love him as a person, respect him as an equal, sharing joy as well as sorrow, triumph as well as defeat. And keep him beside you as long as you both shall live?"
pinigilan ko yung luha ko.
at ngumiti.
"I Do."
now..for the vows..
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"Fierce Jordan, I always thought of my life as a wreckage. Its like I'm waking up each day without any purpose. I'm such a messed up person. I loved someone who cant love me back, kahit na may pagkakataon na sana ako..I let her slipped away from my fingers. Thats the man you've met. A jerk whos still pinning for that woman he cannot have..and screwing-....taking all the women who showed him interest...thats who I am. You irritated me..you're the constant distraction on my life. But every move..every smile..every emotion on your face..it makes me alive. I was scared when I fall for you..sabi ko. Here I am loving another woman na hindi pwedeng maging akin...na may minamahal ng iba. Here I am again making the same mistake. I dont want to love you..natatakot ako. But in the end of the day...I cannot stay away from you. Because I love you..because this life wont matter..if I dont have you beside me. Maybe I'm a jerk before..
But you change all that. You change me. You take away all the pain..curing me..healing me. I thank God for sending you to me..for giving me someone that can make me a better man. He send me you..you healed me using your love. My angel..the angel that with just one kissed turn my world to a brighter one. My fierce angel..I promise to protect you in anyway I can..even if I need to put myself and catch a bullet for you over and over again. I will. Thank you for pulling me from the darkness where I was condemn..bringing me to your bright light. This lifetime may not be enough..but I will find you in every lifetime that we will go through. I love you, Angel.
And In the name of God, I vow to take you as my wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, for as long as we both shall live. This is my solemn vow."
tumulo na yung mga luha ko ng makita kong nakatungo si Cloak at umiiyak. Lahat ng tao sa simbahan natahimik din...the emotionless cloak.
Mr. Silent Type Of Guy..
yung tao na parang walang pakialam sa mundo. Here he is..crying for me. Declaring his love for me to the whole world. In front of everyone..
In front of God.
"Cloak Jase Scott, Nothing matters to me before more than justice. For Harvey...buong buhay ko alam siya lang ang lalaking mamahalin ko. And it trapped me in the dark...when he died. But somehow..you manage to break into my shell..by irritating me to death. I keep on telling myself..I cant be involve with this man. Because I know that you will crush my heart and break it into pieces. Pero makulit ata talaga ang puso ko..dahil kahit anong pigil ko..minahal parin kita. Katulad mo..natakot din ako. But I overcome that fear...kahit na hindi mo ako mahalin tatanggapin ko. Because there's nothing more painful in this world than to lose you, Cloak. I can give up everything...everything I have for you to love me.
Ako na ata ang pinaka masayang babae sa mundo ng nalaman ko na mahal mo ako. Its not only you cloak..you're not the only one who healed. Because you help me to get through...tinulungan mo ako na mawala lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. You gave me everything...you gave me love and happiness. You're my angel too Cloak. I love you and I will loveyou..even beyond forever. And I will wait for you..in another lifetime.
And In the name of God, I vow to take you as my husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, for as long as we both shall live. This is my solemn vow."
pareho kaming lumuluha. He kissed each of my fingers bago niya sinuot yung singsing sa daliri ko. He look at me and I smiled when I saw the love in his eyes..
the love that I know he's seeing on my eyes too.
"For as much as Close Jase Scott and Fierce Jordan have consented together in holy wedlock, and have witnessed the same before God and these witnesses, and thereto have pledged their faithfulness each to the other, and have pledged the same by the giving and receiving each of a ring. I pronounce that they are husband and wife together, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Those that God has joined together, let no man put assunder. Cloak Jase Scott..you may now kiss the bride."-priest
inangat ni Cloak yung veil ko...tumingin siya sa mga mata ko ng matagal. I can feel the back of his hand trailing on my cheek. Then he lean forward..
and kissed me.
Pakiramdam ko...bumalik sakin lahat. Naalala ko lahat ng pinagdaanan namin...and right here in front of God..alam kong hindi ko na siya pakakawalan.
alam ko na kahit anong mangyari..mamahalin ko siya habang-buhay.
nang mag hiwalay ang mga labi namin..I saw tears in his eyes. Nakangiting pinahid ko yon at hinalikan ko siya ulit. Nagpalakpakan yung mga tao.
may mga nakita pa akong nagpapahid ng luha nila habang nakatingin samin. Nagpasalamat kami sa pari at naglakad..napatigil ako...
napatingin ako kay Cloak ng inabot niya sakin yung kamay niya..his eyes is telling me to take it. I smiled at him. Inabot ko sa kaniya yung kamay ko.
"Forever?"-cloak
"Forever."
"Sino kaya ang susunog?"-thea
"Baka ikaw."-quin
"kanino naman?"
"Kay Craige mo."
"NO WAY!"-craige/thea
Nagkatinginan kami ni Cloak at bigla kong hinagis yung bouquet...nanglalaki yung mga mata ni Thea nang masalo niya yon. Tumalungko si Cloak at may kinuha sa legs ko. The garter.
hinagis niya din yon..no..binato niya. Binato niya kay Craige. Pagkatapos ay mag kahawak ang mga kamay na tumakbo na kami palabas ng simbahan.
"Oy! san kayo pupunta?"-paige
"Dont worry babalik kami..mauna na kayo sa reception. We'll be late for a few minutes."-cloak
"Or an hour."-me
kinindatan ko si Cloak ng tumingin siya sakin. Pagdating sa labas ng simabahan ay hinalikan niya ako ulit at nagsimula na ulit kaming tumakbo.
my hands..it will be forever holding Cloak's..
forever.