Then Mike gets a text.
Him and Callum have to leave the villa immediately for a double date.
Which they do, very quickly.
'I kinda expected it.' I laugh as Sophie looks to me.
'It is what it is.'
'Do you feel pissed off though?' Siannise asks and I sigh. 'She's here for herself as well, like I can't take it personally.' 'I don't know, he seemed so keen on you.' Nas says and Connor pipes in, 'Yeah, yeah he did. Honestly.' But I laugh. 'Well, didn't seem keen up there.'
I go with Leanne to the benches, pulling on a jacket after I popped down to get one, and the girls all join us. 'If there having cocktails I'm gonna be fuming.' I mumble. 'When they get back you both need to speak to them.' Sophie nods. 'They should approach us.' Leanne says and I agree. 'Yes!!'
'If they don't approach you then that's another thing.' 'I just mean like. We've given the girls so many opportunities. Just to like give us a hint. But they never said anything at all.' I laugh at Leanne.
'They come into our villa, taken our men. The disrespect. In your own house.' They all laugh. 'In my house!'
'Dude.' I then turn to her seriously. 'We're literally in the villa without a couple. On day two.' I burst out laughing.
I end up in bed with Leanne. The day beds. Separately.
'What are we gonna wear tomorrow?' Leanne asks and I shrug. 'As little as possible. We've gotta do makeup, moisturise, showers.' I laugh as Leanne facepalms. 'I might just wear nipple covers, and...' 'and call it a day.' She finishes for me, laughing loudly.
'Oh shit.' I see them back from their date. 'Fuck fuck fuck.' Leanne groans. Neither of us moves.
'You going over there?' I ask her as she stands up. 'I was, but I thought you was.' She replies and I laugh. 'Nah I'm not.' Then everyone gets up. 'Oh fucks sake come on then.' Leanne grabs my arm. 'Oh fucking fuck.' She laughs at me. 'This is so awkward. Ah they're going over there, I'm going this way.'
Not one of them says anything to us. Mike gives Leanne a hug, but that's it. The girls haven't said anything.
'I don't even wanna go in there.' I sigh. 'Shall we go to the gym?' 'I'm just gonna sit there and not speak.' I laugh, walking inside to the lounge.
'Hi girls.' I hear their squeaky voices. 'Hiya.' 'You alright?' 'Yeah, how was it?' Leanne asks as we sit on the end of the sofa.
Eve sits there and doesn't do any less than completely rub it in both our faces. I think it was her I was thinking of earlier as well.
'How are you girls feeling?' Jess asks us and I reply. 'Pretty shit.'
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'I'm not pissed off at the date. I get that they had to choose someone. But like, I am pissed off that neither of them even thought to come and pull me or Leanne and just talk to us about it. They just completely ignored us.'
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They go on and on asking about 'how the mood was' and 'how we feel' but didn't even really seem bothered, and it was really starting to grate on my tits.
It just gets really awkward really fast. The conversation just dies. Eve asks if I want a private chat with her but if I'm honest I can't think of anything worse. So instead I kind of sassily hint that it would've been better if she'd spoken to me in the first place.
Mike then comes over and pulls Leanne for a chat, and when I realise Callum isn't gonna do the same I decide to head to bed early and get everything into my new bed before everyone else comes in.
'Has he even spoke to you tonight?' Siannise asks me as we take off our make up, twin free. 'Nah you need to speak to him tomorrow.' 'No I don't. Like I don't want to go up to him to talk about it, it should be the other way round if that makes sense?' I see them all nod as I wipe my face.
'But if I'm honest I'd rather find out on day two that he's a wet wipe than on like day 24 or some shit.' They all agree.
I end up in an actual bed with Leanne, who genuinely is like my best friend in here, so I'm not bothered at all.
Getting up in the morning, we do our make up, then I change into another bikini and head down for breakfast, taking my hair out of its braids and leaving it wavy.
'How you feeling by the way? Cause I ain't spoken to you yet?' Mike asks me, another one of my closest friends in here. 'You aren't the only one that hasn't spoken to me.'
'Ha. Boom.' He laughs and I joke around. 'Is what it is innit. If I have to keep saying it is what it is though I'm gonna...' he bursts out laughing.
'My issue is right, not the stealing thing, at all. It's how he's handled it after. Like I'm 19 and even I'm mature enough to have done it, if it was the opposite way round. He's 23 for god sake.' He nods.
'I thought he would've spoke to you by now. But I think last night both our heads were scrambled. Like I probably should've waited until this morning.' 'No not at all. Every other girl has said the complete opposite.' I interrupt him.
'Serious?' '100%. And Leanne feels a million times better. Like look at the difference.' He laughs again.
I go the whole day.
THE WHOLE DAY.
And Callum doesn't say a word to me.
And as I'm getting ready for the night, I'm sat with Leanne, helping her decide what to wear. 'That one.' I point and she helps me too. So I throw on a green balloon sleeve dress and clear strap heels.
'Sursh can I borrow you for a sec.' Eve pulls me over from the beanbags and I nod. 'Yeah, course.' I follow her to the bar area and we both sit on a stool.
'So how are you feeling with Callum? Do you like him? Do you still like him?' 'Yeah.' I answer bluntly. Still didn't have the time of day for her if I'm honest. 'But I don't know where his heads at. Where your heads at.' I finish. 'Yeah, well I think with Callum he is the guy that I would be the most attracted to and the one I'd like the most.'
I can't be doing with her voice.
'So before you guys went on your date and stuff I kind of had a feeling, and so I just let him know where my head was at and we did have a little kiss.' I tell her.
'Oh yeah he did bring that up actually, on the date.' 'On the date!?' My eyes widen. 'Damn.' I laugh lightly. 'Then we were all kind of joking like 'is there gonna be anymore kissing'. And he was like 'We're not gonna be having an arrival kiss.' This chicks really tryna rub it in huh.
My head kind of wanders and I don't listen to her for the rest. So I just joke. 'I don't kind of want to be in a triangle.' I'm not paying too much attention. 'Well. May the best woman win, hahaha.' I laugh fakely, hopping off the stool and back to the beanbags as she does the same.
Cow.
I give up then. I walk over to get a drink, passing Callum on the way back and catching him staring at me. 'Can we have a chat?' I ask quietly. 'Yeah.' He nods, getting up and heading over to the day beds. Eve eyeing me like meat.
Though she probably claims she's a vegan.
'So. I feel like we've not spoke at all today.' I start, it didn't look like this was ending well. 'I know, because everytime I've looked for you, you've been speaking to both of them.' I try not to frown. 'Well every other time I've looked you've been talking to her.'
'Have I? I think I only spoke to her twice.'
'That's more times than you've spoke to me.' I counter.
'I've probably pissed you off more?' 'More?' 'Do you reckon you could get much more pissed off?' I laugh ironically.
Yes. I certainly could.
'Well, I feel like I'm a little bit more pissed off now.' I start. 'Really? Why?'
'Just because I heard about the little jokes about the kiss on the date.' He seems to frown. 'What, when I told her about the kiss?' 'No, I think it was more shit for me that you were like 'don't worry there'll be no arrival kiss'.
'Well I'm not gonna kiss you when I've just got back off a date.'
He seems snookered.
'You could've come and said hello though.' I tilt my head a little. 'I did. But I didn't even get no eye contact. I thought shit, she's fuming.' 'Look, I'm not trying to be like you need to talk to me, you need to talk to me.'
'I know, I don't expect you to, but like I'll come and talk to you. Definitely. I will.' He seems to start fretting as I sip my drink. 'Are we good? Are you still pissed off with me?' I think for a second.
'I'm just not here to muck about.' I put my drink down. 'Obviously, I'm not here to waste people's time.'
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'It's just making me realise why I go for older boys. Because he's 23 but I'm more mature than that. I'm on Love Island to find a boyfriend, not another bloody brother.'