Jacob's p.o.v
I'm sitting in this car with my head leaned on the window looking outside after giving him my address. I still have the pack of donuts in my hand and I can't wait for Deshaun to arrive at the front of my house so I can get out.
The number
I turn my gaze to him and squint my eyes thinking about a way to ask him to not come off anything that would trigger him into beating me up in this car. How am I going to get this. 'Most importantly, how will I be able to get out of this car in pieces after asking him' I wonder as I stare at the side of his face in thoughts. He surprises me when he speaks.
"You checking me out?" He asks and I feel his gaze burning the side of my face when I quickly turn away.
"N-no, no, not a all" I deny and shake my head too, all while being a stuttering and nervous mess.
"What you also shaking your head for. What, am I ugly or something" he says turning down the music and I shake my head again. This time a bit quicker. If I say he's unattractive, I'm dead.
"Why don't you tell me how I look then, Park" he says driving slower and I panic. "Why're you always so shy around me" he says in a teasing voice this time.
"Uhm... you're not ugly at all but I do-" I was cut off by his phone and he smirks at me before picking it up.
"Wassup.......a drop?........that far from the city?.......he back?........aight cool I'll meet ya'll there later" is all he says and hangs up as whe get closer to the street I live in.
He gives me a look which makes me gulp in nervousness and says, "aight then" and passes by my street in full speed causing me to panic even more when I see my house drift away into the distance.
"M-my house" I say pointing to the street we just passed.
"Nope I'm taking you for a ride, relax" he says hitting my shoulder lightly and I flinch. With that he speeds up more making me even more nervous.
He keeps driving and driving until he stops at the drive-through of McDonalds and orders for the both of us and I have to pay for mine even though I didn't get to decide what I want to eat. That leaves me with no money in my pocket because he ordered a lot. Too much if you ask me and right after that we hit the road again.
After maybe an hour driving on a long road, he stops at a random parking lot in an abandoned neighborhood. He takes of his seatbelt and pulls the small handle for his seat to go lower. When he's done, he hands me a burger and I take it.
"Get comfortable" he says gesturing to my seatbelt and I pull it off.
"Comfortable as in facing me" he says again and I turn around a little to be face to face with him. I don't know what's going on, but I'll obey every single one of his words. As long it keeps me out of trouble.
He moves up a little and moves my seat into a position like his making me fall back.
"There" he says laying on his side.
I can't lay on my side so I lean with my elbow on the seat looking at him. We stare at each other for a while which is not too awkward thanks to the music playing lowly in the background.
"You with someone?" He asks suddenly making me frown. How do I respond to that because I'm obviously with him at the moment so I don't understand what he's implying.
"You got a girl?" He asks when he sees the look on my face so I just shake my head and look at the burger.
"I do tho" he says nodding making me nod too.
"So you find me good looking?" He asks raising his brows.
"I d-do" I say not sure where this is going.
"I know your ass do, cause you always checking me out" he says smirking.
" I gotta burst your bubble tho, I ain't gay" he says looking at me. I want to tell him that he's got it all confused, but he just keeps going so I don't interrupt him.
"But" he puts his hand on my face all of a sudden and I move back a little.
"But if you trynna fuck on the down low I'm in, like we could satisfy each other" he says with that smirk again.
"Nobody gotta know tho, just you and me. You feel me?" he asks eating a handful of fries at once.
I've never been more confused in my life.
"You could come to mines after school and shit like that. I mean your ass looks like a bitch with all them curves" he says moving his hands around.
"Makes me wanna hit damn" he says dryhumping the air. I just look at him with wide eyes.
"Just let me put my number in your phone, ma" he says stretching his hand to me. I give it to him and he looks at it before typing his number and calls himself so he has mine too. Well, that was easier than I thought. I didn't even have to ask.
"9%? Even your phone needs some charging" he says wiggling his eyebrows and I cough. When he hands me the phone my eyes fall on the name he saved his number with and it's 'papi' so I turn it off and quickly put my phone away.
Suddenly his hands find their way to my thighs and he rubs them slowly.
Uhm okay...
He rubs all the way up to my manhood and seconds later Deshaun hovers over me and starts kissing my neck. It feels really weird so I try my best to push him and when I manage, he hits his head on the ceiling of the car which causes him to hiss and go back to his seat.
"So you want this or not" he says annoyed gesturing to his pants and I squeak when I see a bulge in his pants. Is that...? Oh my God. I quickly look away to pretend I never saw that. Why would that even be there...what is going on. I'm so confused.
"I'm sorry but I'm not g-gay" I try to clear everything, because I think he misunderstood a lot of things. This is a misunderstanding and I don't want to see whatever is in there in his pants.
"What you mean you ain't gay, I ain't either. I'm just trynna help you out" he says getting louder.
"N-no you've got it all wrong, I don't do stuff like that therefore I do not need help" I explain to him and he scrunches up his face.
"So you ain't trynna fuck?" He asks frustrated.
"N-no thank you" I say with the hope that he gets it.
"I bought all this shit for nothing" he says looking at the food in the backseat that I also paid for.
"Wasting all my gas for ass that I ain't even get" he says under his breath. "What you looking at" he yells at me and I flinch.
"You lucky we doing a drop here later" he says looking at me with disgust.
He grabs the pack of donuts from my lap and throws it in the backseat making it disappear behind all the food. He gets out after and make his way to my door. He opens it and pulls me out with full force hitting me on the car.
"Any of this shit comes out of your mouth at school and you're done for lil nigga" he says through gritted teeth.
"I'll beat your fucking ass" he says tightening his hold on my shirt.
"You got that?" He asks to be clear and I nod rapidly.
"Good nigga" he says letting me go and starts walking back to his seat.
"Gay looking ass nigga acting like he don't want this dick" I hear him mumble and when I try to get back inside the car, he stops and looks at me.
"What you doing" he questions me in an angry tone.
"I w-wanna get back inside?" I say in a questioning tone.
"Naah, you ain't getting in my car. Find your way home" he says and gets in. I try to open the door but it's locked and he opens the window and throws my backpack at me.
"Fuck outta here" he flips me the bird and drives off leaving me there.
I look around at this run down and unfamiliar neighborhood and gulp. This is not good at all so I quickly pull my phone out to call miss Alyssa to come get me and the phone shuts down. "No, no, no" I say hitting the screen.
Thankfully, I see a taxi turning a street so I throw my backpack over my shoulder and run out of the parking lot chasing it. I guess he notices me because he makes a turn and drives back to where I'm standing.
"Get in, buddy" the driver rolls down his window and says. As soon as I step in, he stretches his hand towards me.
"Pay up" he says and I push my hand in my pocket just to find some change.
"You ain't got cash, I ain't gonna dash" he says looking at me.
"Please, my nanny will pay as soon as we get there, please" I beg him with folded hands.
"Oh noh noh, that's what I hate about this neighborhood. Y'all get in the cab and when y'all arrive at the destination, you run out" he says hitting the steering wheel.
"You lil boy...are no different" he says pointing at me.
"Please I could give you my phone" I say and show it to him. It's an iPhone.
"Let me see that shit" he says grabbing it from my hand and press on the power button a couple of times. "Shit ain't even working" he throws it back at me and I thankfully catch it.
"Get out lil boy, I ain't got time for this" he says.
"But ple-" and he cuts me off.
"Don't make me drag you out myself, nigga" he says loudly and I flinch. He doesn't have to tell me twice. I open the door, get out and he drives off making me lose all hope off finding my way back home.
What do I do
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What are your thoughts on
Jacob?
Deshaun?
The cab driver?