from growing up till this day,
i thought life was full of pain.
never imagined there will come a day
when happiness will embrace me again.
it was beautiful and wonderland while it lasted
but all went to dust in storm that came today.
in dilemma and denial unable to find a way.
i wish to sleep and never wake up again.
for my dreams which was my salvation in the past days
now seem to have left me alone ahead.
where is salvation or mercy i pray?
to the unknown power, hope he has heard my plea
laughing and smiling through this hurt
emotional or physical both unheard.
now that the ray of sunshine has left my embrace
i am again surrounded by this gloomy pain.
give hurt they, better than getting hurt
my faith is crumbling
hope is loosing
the fight i am failing
rather just give up then fighting.
will do just that when all is lost
a new me you will see as life has to go on
and i have to life
now the innocent will become the destroyer
the part of me which was good till date
i burned it and burred it down beneath
sorry to use such a language,
but fuck it.
let the hell rise from this day