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"Oh shoooooooot!"
I suddenly shout when I read the message on my phone, the hyungs quickly look at me worried and confuse. Oops sarreh.
"Oh taehyung what's that shout" - Yoongi hyung ask
"Oh, bestie why? Is there something bad happen?" - Jiminie said
"Why tae baby? Tell us hmm?" - Jinnie hyung said worriedly
I look at them and smiled.
"Why cutie?" - Gguk ask
"A-Ah nah sorry hyungs it's just random but hyungs, remember minjae?"
'JUNGKOOK POV'
"A-Ah nah sorry hyungs it's just random but hyungs, remember minjae?"
The hyungs just sigh in relief and chuckled while me I furrowed my eyebrows. Who the fuck is Minjae?
"Aish taehyungie, you scared us! Don't just shout in the middle of this street!! aish joonie i'm stressed" - Jinnie hyung said and the hyungs just chuckled while me I just smiled still thinking who tf is minjae
"Here we go again Jinnie" - Namjoon chuckled
"Sorry hyungie" - my cutie pout
"But yeah? We remember minjae, why?" - yoongi hyung ask
"Is he here?" - hobi ask
Taehyung smiled and nod, ugh my heart. He's just nodding but wtf he's so fucking cute.
"Yeah hobi hyung! He's here! Actually he's in my house now"
WHAT?!
"Omg really? Good to hear that tae baby! I know he miss you so much" - Jin hyung said and smile
"I miss him too hyungie!" - tae smiled
Miss? I furrowed my eyebrows and slightly pout while just listening to them.
"I know he's so handsome now, I saw his social media accounts and yep he looks so fine" - Jimin said giggling
"Shut up you shortie" - Yoongi hyung said and the hyungs chuckled while jimin just pout
"Nah just say you're jealous yoongleeees" - Jimin said raising his eyebrows and yoongi hyung just rolled his eyes, I chuckled
"Haha yeah Jiminie hyung is right, he looks so fine and manly now but he still the minjae that I know" - taehyung said, smiling
I rolled my eyes and look away and I hit my tongue in the wall of my mouth. Fucking yes, I'm jealous!
After a seconds I look back to hyungs and I see Yoongi hyung smirking while shooking his head in me. I sigh and just listen to them.
"We're going now, Just say hi us to minjae" - Namjoon hyung said and they walk away
"Bye taehyungiiieee! gguk!" - hobi said
"We're going now lovebirds" - Yoongi hyung said, smiling and I just shook my head, smiling
"Bye bye taehyungieee!" - Jimin said and he pulled yoongi and hobi, they already walk away
"Y-Yeah hyungs" - tae smiling while waving his hands
I bite my lips and look down for a seconds.
Silent...
Silent...
Silent...
"A-Ah... I'm going now Gguk"
He was about to walk but I grab his arm. He look at me with his beautiful confuse eyes.
"W-Wae?"
"I'll take you home.." - I said smiling
He bite his lips and slowly nod. I can't help but to pinch his cheeks, he's so cute.
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"Oh son! Oh hey Gguk?"
"Hello Mrs.Kim" - I said and bow
"Taehyung-ah!"
I look up then I see a man who's smiling at my cutie. I furrowed my eyebrows and look at my cutie.
"Minjae hyung!" - then taehyung quickly hug him
So he's minjae? I look at them slightly pouting, because my cutie is in his arms.
"Ohmygod hyungie! I miss youuuu!" - taehyung said smiling
"Aish taehyung-ah, you're still a cutie" - Minjae said pinching taehyung's cheeks
"And you're still handsome minjae-ah" - taehyung said with his cute boxy smile
I knitted my eyebrows and look away from them.
"Are you okay Gguk?"
I raised my eyebrows and look at Mrs.Kim. Oh shooookt.
"A-Ah yeah.. I'm okay" - I said, smiling and she just smiled nodding
"Oh okay... just sit if u want hmm? I'm going to prepare a food" - she said smiling and I nod
I look back at taehyung and they just keep smiling, giggling, talking and talking while taehyung is still on that Minjae arms. It's looks like they fucking boyfriends that didn't see each other for a fucking years. I rolled my eyes and I cross my arms and just look at the wall, frowning.
After a minutes...
"Yah you're really a manly now, look at you"
"And you're still a babie haha"
I look back at them and they still on each other embrace while me still standing in door. Taehyung is pouting and that Minjae is looking lovingly in my cutie's beautiful eyes and then suddenly he kissed taehyungs forehead....
• DDUG DDUG DDUG DDUG DDUG •
My frown suddenly fade and I felt a pang on my chest. I bite my lips and look down for a seconds. I don't know but my heart suddenly feel heavy... I know it's just a kiss on forehead, but why it's hurts?
I hit my tounge on the wall of my mouth. I look back again to them, they still smiling and talking, It's look like he forgot that I'm here? He forgot that I'm here standing while just looking at their sweetness... It's look like he doesn't want me to know who is that Minjae... It's look like he doesn't want me to interrupt their moment...
What am I thinking?
I chuckled lowly and sigh then I hold the doorknob, I look back at them for a seconds and smiled sadly then finally I open the door then leave to his house, leaving with the loud *TUG* of the door.
I don't know but I felt sad, angry and jealous. I know it's just a peck on fucking forehead but YES I'M FUCKING JEALOUS. Even though I really don't know who is that fucking Minjae but still I'm mad at him and I'M JEALOUS AT HIM.
I chuckled when I felt a tears drop on my eyes.
"What the fuck..." - I wipe my tears and chuckled fakely while walking
'TAEHYUNG POV'
*/TUG!
I startled when I heard a loud *TUG* and I see Gguk walking outside. My eyes grew and I quickly pulled away to Minjae and quickly go outside but Gguk already leave.
• DDUG DDUG DDUG DDUG DDUG •
"G-Gguk..."
I blink multiple times and just stare at the road. What the fuck happens to me? Why did I fucking forgot that he's here? Fuck.
"Ohmygod.."
I bite my lips and I put my hands on my face. Did I messed up? Is he mad at me?
"Hey tae what happen?"
I turned around and I see Minjae hyung looking at me, worriedly.
"H-Hyung... My friend.. I-I forgot that he's with me... Ohmygod hyung..."
"He's with you? OH? I... didn't notice that you bring a friend.. I'm sorry tae.."
"No hyung.. I-It's okay... It's my fault, ohmygod what I'm going to do..."
I look at him sadly and he just smiled.
"You can talk to him through chat or on monday you know, so come on get inside it's cold"
I bite my lips and look at the road for a seconds, I don't know but my heart is heavy and I do feel that I'm sad... I hope he's not mad at me...
I sigh and went inside of my house.
'JUNGKOOK POV'
"Oh? What happen? Why you look so.... sad?"
I look at my manager and just smiled and look down. We're here, sitting at studio, just rehearsing, but I can't focus because my mind is still thinking him... and him....
"Hey? Tell me hmm?"
I look up and smiled at my manager.
"It's nothing hyung... I'm just tired..."
He raised his eyebrows and he smiled.
"You're not tired Jungkook... you know lately I notice that you're so very excited when you're rehearsing and when you're going to university, now tell me what happen?"
He's looking at me smiling and I just sigh and look away.
Then suddenly... taehyungs smile when minjae kissed his forehead flashed on my mind. I bite my lips and sigh, feeling my heart so heavy.
"Just tell me Jungkook, I won't scold you just tell me..."
I look at my manager and he's just smiling while nodding at me.
I don't know but I'm really sad and jealous right now... I know, it's just a peck on forehead and a hug and I'm being childish here, still thinking that. But I can't help, I still feel jealous and I don't know what to fucking do because first he's not mine and I can't control him because that his life and ofcourse I'll never do that even if he's already mine.
"I love someone hyung..."
Silent...
Silent...
Silent...
"Who?"
I look at sejin hyung with sad eyes and heavy heart. He smiled and nod at me, to continue.
"It's my classmate, my friend and my fan.."
Sejin hyung eyes grew a bit and I sigh.
"Y-Your classmate, friend and your fan? Your fan right? Woah?" - he chuckled and I just sigh
"Are you not going to scold me? Or atleast mad at me?"
He chuckled and shook his head.
"Why would I? That is your lovelife Jeon, I'm just your guardian and I trust you" - he said and I smiled slightly
"So what is the name of the lucky girl?"
"It's a boy. Kim Taehyung"
"A WHAT?!"
Sejin hyung eyes grew and I chuckled.
"Yas a boy, and now? Are you going to scold me or mad at me?" - I ask, smiling
He scratch his head and shook his head. I smiled, he's really the best manager in the world.
"I told you no, it's just I'm shook okay? So yeah it's a..... boy... then why are you sad?"
I sigh and look down for a seconds. I smiled.
"I don't know hyung.. there's something happen earlier... and all I know is I'm jealous" - I said and look down
"Wait? Did he know that you're Jeon Jungkook his Idol?"
I shook my head and he look at me confuse.
"You didn't tell him?"
"S-Should I tell him?"
He smiled and shook his head.
"At first I really don't want the others to know that you are Gguk.. but now, It's on your decision.. If you know that you can trust the person then tell him" - he said smiling
Yeah he's right... I trust Taehyung so I should tell him...
"You're right hyung... maybe I'll tell him when the right times come.." - I said, smiling slightly
"Wait.. so you're jealous? but do you have rights to feel that hmm?" - he chuckled and I rolled my eyes
"Yeah hyung I don't have rights to feel this but he know that I like him and I know that he love me, I mean Jungkook!" - I said and slightly pout
"W-WHAT?!"
I look at him and he's just looking at me wide eyes. I chuckled and shook my head.
"You heard it hyung, I confessed to him but as a Gguk... and he tell me that he fall in love with his Idol, or me..." - I said and bite my lips, he's just looking at me wide eyes
"What the fuck kdrama is this?"
I chuckled and he's still looking at me with unbelievable expression.
"Yeah hyung, you can call it Kdrama haha" - I chuckled
"So.... you confessed your feelings to him as Gguk and he confessed to you that he love Jungkook then.... did he like you? as Gguk?"
Silent...
Silent...
Silent...
I sigh and slowly shook my head and I heard him gasp. I smiled slightly.
"He rejected you?!"
"Yah hyung! He didn't rejected me! And.... I feel there's something between us..." - I said, pouting
"Okay okay... wait huh? How?"
"Aish hyung... Ofcourse I feel... Even though he didn't said he like me.. I do feel that he likes me..." - I said and look down
"Oh.... then that's good right?"
Is it good?
"It's not good..."
He look at me furrowing his eyebrows.
"It's not good because he likes Gguk and not Jungkook..."
"But you said he loves Jungkook so I think it's still good?"
"I got your point hyung... but... what if... he deeply fall to Gguk and his feelings to Jungkook suddenly fade away?" - I said sadly
Yeah... what if right? I know it's stupid to think that because I'm Gguk and Jungkook but I want him to fall to Jungkook only but I can't help... when I'm Gguk I can't help but to want him to make mine I don't care if as Gguk, I can't really explain what am I thinking... The fuck.
"It doesn't matter, Gguk and you are one. As long as he love you, then he'll love you"
I sigh and look down.
"But... I-I know It's hurt but I want him to unlike me as Gguk... I want to removed his feelings that he feel to Gguk..."
"But you said you're jealous earlier with someone I think, right? Then how you expressed your feelings to him if you want him to removed his feelings that he feel for you as a Gguk? You know being Gguk is your only way to expressed or show your feelings for him.."
Sejin hyung is right... Being Gguk is the only way... but when I confessed to him as Jungkook? It will be okay?
But I really want him to unlike me as Gguk even though it's hurt for me, It's really hurt right now because that Minjae is here beside him..... and now I deciding to what am I going to do
I want him to like me as Gguk so that he forgot that Minjae but I want him too unlike Gguk because of me, Jungkook... What the fuck am I going to do?!
"I-I want him to unlike Gguk hyung.... that's my decision. What am I going to do?"
"You really want him to unlike Gguk?" - I blink and slowly nod
"Then ignore him"
I look at him, furrowing my eyebrows. Ignore him? I can't ignore his cuteness ohmygod..
"I-Is there any way hyung?"
He shook his head and I sigh.
"That's the only way, If you ignore him for sure his feelings for Gguk will fade away"
Do I can Ignore him?
I look down and just think.
"Is he the one you gave your concert tix?"
I look up and I see my manager, smirking at me. I sigh and nod.
"You really fall to him aren't you?" - he smiled
"I wouldn't deny it. I fucking fall to him hyung, as in I'm madly, deeply, truly inlove with him.." - I said and bite my lips
He chuckled and I smiled shyly, feeling face heat up.
"Why did you fall for him?"
Silent...
Silent...
I smiled, remembering his cute boxy smile.
"I don't know hyung... You know when I first saw him on university, my heart skip a beat and I quickly fall to his beauty, cuteness and his smile..."
I heard him chuckled and I bite my lips, blushing and smiling shyly. What the fuck.
"So he's beautiful and cute? Awww, I want to see him kook"
"Yes hyung, you will. In my concert" - I chuckled and he nod
"So..... what is the most beautiful to him?"
I bite my lips and chuckled.
"Yah hyung, you're so curious!"
"Ofcourse I want to know why my kid fall for a boy and not to a girl" - he chuckled and I just shook my head, smiling
Silent...
Silent...
Silent...
"You know what is the most beautiful to him? It's his smile..." - I said and he just smiled, nodding
"His smile is actually the most perfect thing in the world. When I see his smile, my heart skips a beat and my stomach flips... I can't help but stare. Seeing his smile is my favorite thing in the world. He have no idea how beautiful and adorable he is..."
My manager just chuckled and he clap his hands. I felt my face heat up and I smiled shyly. What the fuck? Did I fucking confessed in my manager? HAHA.
"You're really grown up now kook, I hope you fix your mess lovelife haha" - he chuckled and I chuckled too
"Yah hyung.." - I pout
"Just don't forget to take care kook okay? You can trust your friends in school but don't trust the others okay?" - he said seriously
I smiled and nod at him. He's really my guardian, I'm so lucky to have a manager like him in my life.
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