Warning: Contains explicit scene/s. Please be advised.
Episode 38:
"Rosendale, can you please relax?" Inirapan ko siya.
We're watching Rick and Morty right now and honestly, it's hard to concentrate dahil ang gaslaw nitong katabi ko. We were at the bed, malamang pati laptop gagalaw dahil sa kanya.
"I feel restless."
"Why?"
"I don't know. I just do." She sighed.
I paused what we're watching and set aside the laptop. Isinandal ko siya sa headboard at humarap sa kanya. She really looked like a mess and I don't know what's on her mind right now. It's been a week ever since that incident with Kenneth. I was trying to avoid him as much as I can kasi I'll never know what his plans will be. I know I hurt his feelings and pride and nothing can be more dangerous than a wounded mind.
In Rosendale's case, talagang pinanindigan niyang bantayan ako. Maybe it's an advantage to her that we're classmates in all subjects. She's with me everywhere along with Cheddy na nakikibantay na rin. It's kinda annoying most of the time, para bang hindi sila nagsasawang guluhin ako kahit natatarayan ko na sila.
Even at home, she will keep on clinging into me. Ni hindi na siya natutulog sa kwarto niya. Mama even caught her sleeping with me. We looked decent naman that morning since Rosendale didn't do anything to me, which was a relief. Kasi I didn't know what Mama will react if ever we're caught in a very compromising situation. At siguradong hihilingin ko na lang na lamunin ako ng lupa dahil sa hiya.
Sabi ni Mama ayos lang naman daw kung magtabi kami basta no funny business. I wanted to tell her we already did that funny business, kaso baka ni pagtambay sa kwarto ko, hindi na magawa ni Rosendale sa susunod. Ang harot kasi ng babaeng 'to.
"Echo," She called my name softly that it made me shiver. I caressed her left cheek, gracing my fingers on her ear as well. She leaned on my palm, holding it in place. She closed her eyes for a bit and sighed. When she looked at me, her eyes looked so deep like I can just get drowned in it. For that moment, Rosendale looked so vulnerable. "Echo."
"Don't think too much. If it's about me, I won't go anywhere." I told her. I can see myself on those brown orbs and if I was being honest, I don't mind getting lost in it. "Sa tindi mo magbantay, tingin mo makakaalis ako?"
Her lips cracked a very little smile but that's enough to make my heart melt. God, what's this woman doing to me. She's...too much.
"If I have to tie you on this very bed, I will."
Pinanlisikan ko siya ng mata. Siraulo 'to. "Magagalit si Papa at Mama sa'yo. Ikaw itali ko riyan, eh."
She pursed her lips, suppressing a grin that will surely annoy the hell out of me. "That can also work."
"Bahala ka."
"Seriously, I don't mind." she said. She pulled me to sit on her lap, both of my thighs trapping her. Kaagad ko namang naramdaman ang pag-iinit ng pisngi ko. Damn it. I tried to get away from her but she won't just let me. She held me in place, her arm encircling me. Her free hand was on my nape. I clenched my fist on her shoulder and she chuckled. "Relax."
"Ikaw ang mag-relax." Tugon ko sa mahinang boses. "You're always like this, you know?"
"I'm pretty much aware that I keep taking advantage on you. " She replied, her lips dangerously close to my lips.
"But are you okay now?" I asked, my voice laced with worry.
"I still feel anxious, knowing that my thoughts are about you. But as long as you're this close to me, I can manage." She pecked my forehead and I can't help but bit my lower lip. "Do you want to take the lead?"
"What?"
"Take the lead." she repeated. "Sabi mo, lagi ko 'tong ginagawa sa'yo. I'm giving you the chance to take revenge."
Natigilan ako sa narinig. Tinitigan ko siyang maigi pero seryoso lang siya. I caught her gulp. "Rosendale, are you somehow nervous?"
Idinikit niya ang labi sa earlobe ng kanan kong tainga. Katulad ng dati ay mainit pa rin ang hininga niya. Nakakapanindig balahibo. "I am both nervous and excited, imagining you innocently taking the lead. I love dominating you, watching you, hearing you, but knowing you can do the same to me is quite a scene, don't you think?"
"T...tigilan mo ako." Hindi ko mapigilang mapalunok.
Tumingin siya sa akin at ngumisi. Tumaas pa ang isang kilay niya, waring inaanyayahan akong gawin ang alok niya. She's giving me that encouraging look and I can't help but feel swayed minute by minute. I think she's the cruel one, making me feel like this. Making me want to kiss her right now.
Magaang hinaplos ko ang buhok niya at inipit iyon sa likod ng kanyang tainga. Bumaba ang palad ko sa leeg niya papuntang batok. I caressed her skin slowly, while my other hand hesitantly leaned on her chest, just close to her collarbone.
"I'm just...going to kiss you, okay?" Tumango siya sa sinabi ko. She bit her lip and I sucked a breath just because of that. I can feel my heart beating loud as I can feel hers.
Her eyes wavered, like she's not used to it, being dominated. Somehow, I feel like I can really do this. I pecked her lips lightly, like I was testing the water. I leaned in again and captured her in a kiss. It was soft and slow at first, our lips moving in a rhythm only we can do. I bit her lower lip, her mouth opening a bit and I didn't waste any time to delved my tongue to meet hers. We both heard our gasps. This was my first time trying to do it and somehow what's happening felt good.
She was about to roam her hands on me but I stopped it. She stared at me with protest while I laid her down on the bed. I was hovering above her, pinning her hand beside her head. Her face was red and she was now breathing deep. "I'm taking my revenge. You allowed me, remember?"
"It's hard not to touch you, Echo," She whispered, her voice filled with restraint. "Now it makes me want to tie you and have my way."
"No." I frowned. She sighed and nodded her head.
"Shit." She suddenly said when my lips travelled its way on her ear. I felt her flinching when I released a breath. I stared at her, bigla siyang napaiwas ng tingin.
"Sensitive ka rin naman pala, Rosendale." I teased. Suddenly, her reaction made me feel more worked up. It was making me want to see more of her. I think I was starting to understand her view about this stuff.
Her other hand held my shoulder. She was frowning at me but her eyes looked dark and hazy. "I'm just letting you do this."
I kissed her again and she didn't complain. Once again, I dominated her. I even heard her moan a bit when I sucked her tongue, biting her lower lip in the process. Parang may gumapang na kilabot sa likuran ko dahil sa narinig.
I know she was trying her best not to ravage me like what she always do and I feel happy for it. She was really giving me the chance to see her like this.
Idinikit kong lalo ang sarili sa kanya. I can practically feel her heartbeats on my own and it's making me delirious, more aware of her warmth. I wanted that warmth, I wanted this side of her.
I proceeded on kissing her neck, earning a gasp from her. I licked her skin slowly, going up to her ear. I felt that she almost recoiled because of that. I was playing with her earlobe and hearing how she breathed deep just fuelled me more to continue.
"Echo," Her voice sounded rasp and low. My hand started roaming inside her shirt, going up, and up...and up. She moaned when I sucked a part of her skin as my hand finally reached her breast. "F-fuck."
"Hm?"
"I'll take you after this, alright?"
"No."
"Echo—"
"No."
She groaned in frustration. I started kneading her breast, my fingers twirling its nipple. I stared at her and it was funny that she can't look at me. Now she knew what I was feeling every time she's touching me.
Ipinasok ko na rin ang isa pang kamay sa kanyang damit, papunta sa loob ng bra niya. Her mouth opened a little but bit her lower lip afterwards. Fuck this. She looked...cute.
Her mound felt so soft in my palm. Her nipples were somehow hard, it's getting more stiff every second I was playing with it.
"Can you look at me?" I asked her. It took her a while before she finally did. Her eyes looked sleepy, her lips swollen, her cheeks red.
"You're so...good at this." She said while staring at me. "I'll surely make you sore after this."
"No." Pagtanggi ko. I bit my lower lip when she moaned again. She closed her eyes, biting her lip harder. Shit. Bakit ang sarap pakinggan? "Rosendale."
"W-what?"
I leaned and bit her shoulder. I drizzled her with kisses until I reached the back of her earlobe. My stomach churned with the need for her. I think I finally understood what does it mean to want someone like this.
"Oh, shit." Her moan sounded so good when I licked her ear. Her hand was clenching the bed sheet, obviously trying not to take control. "Echo...damn it."
Nakakabaliw nga talaga 'to. I just wanted to be with her. No matter how annoying she can be.
"I want to hurt you, Rosendale, if you know what I mean."
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