Only you know (Jenlisa)

By lostarchitect

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Lalisa Manoban is an ordinary girl who were fond of reading romance novel and listening to love songs. She r... More

I dont understant
1.1 could you?
I cant reach it
2.1Unfair
all an act
Reach it
fondness and kisses
not part of the show
it's just normal
Words Repressed
PHASES
Sparks
Intersection
Rained in
Unheard Start Signal
Stage Play
Mirage
Dreams/Memories
Balancing A Triangle
FUSE
Suddenly Suffocating
To The Final Destination
..

Decisions that we take

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By lostarchitect

"ohh.. thats right, are you sure jen?"

Lisa was standing a few feet between Jennie and her classmates. Lisa was leaning on the wall looking outside the window,

"yeah, have fun guys"

lisa could hear Jennie's respond to her friends but the blonde still choose not to look at their direction.

"Manoban? lets go?" Jennie tapped the younger girls shoulder in order to get Lisa's attention.

Lisa slowly turned to face the older brunette then she saw Jennie's friends not far from them, walking towards the main door of the school.

"are you sure you're not coming with them?" Lisa asked while she watch the retriting back of Jennie's mate

"it looks like they've invited you or something" Lisa said then she looked at the grinnng brunette in front of her

"yeah its fine i'm sure" Jennie says her perfect gummy smile still plastered in her face

"I want to stay with you" Jennie said off handedly then she starts walking ahead to the library

Lisa lets the older girl lead the way, she watched as  Jennie walk giddily along the corridors

"I have to admit, but I dont hate being choosen like this, altough, I would probably feel the same regardless of who will chose me"

Lisa easily keep up with the pace of the shorter brunette, they've been going to the library for the past three days and everything seems to be a routine for them now.

Lisa worked on her notes while Jennie sat beside her doing the same thing and when the feline eyed girl notice some frustration from Lisa, she would easily come to the rescue.

tap tap tap

Jennie side glanced the younger girl beside her, She could see from her sit the frown slowly forming on the doe eyed girl.

she was about to approach Lisa, when the girl break out a big smile on her face.

Jennie couldn't help but mirrored the big smile on Lisa's face

the brunette put her hand on Lisa's head which caused a pout from the blonde.

"unnie im not a dog" Lisa whispered but loud enough for jennie to hear, then she pushed Jennie's hand away from her head

"i know cause you're a monkey" Jennie says then grinned at the dumbfounded girl sitting beside her

"yahhhh!" Lisa Lisa whispered yelled then she huffed then returned to her notes

Jennie just giggled at the fumming girl then she put her hand on top of Lisa's head again,  but this time Lisa just side glanced at her then slumped at her seat.

the action of the younger girl triggered another gummy smile from the older brunette

"see you tomorrow" Jennie says as they were about to go on separate roads

"Sure, bye, unnie" Lisa said then she watch as Jennie walked off to the train station

"Having a relationship like this might be a good thing"

...,.............,....

Lisa opened the door at the library for Jennie to enter, but she stopped when she saw that jennie is still standing

"unnie?" she asked as she looked at the shorter brunette. Then she looked in front to look to see what Jennie's concern

"woah!, is there any seat left?" Lisa munbled as she looked around for an empty seat

"it is always like this whenever exam is near" Jennie said still looking around then she spotted a few empty chair

"there were some empty seat but they are not next to each other" Lisa simply said

Lisa was just starring at Jennie's calm face as the brunette still roams her eyes to look whether someone is vacating their sit.

"what should we do" Jennie mumbled softly

"If I really belived that having this, is good thing, I should start getting used to be around her more often then"

"Uhmm, unnie" Lisa tried to get Jennie's attention

Jennie looked at the girl standing beside her.

"hmm?" she responded briefly

"would you like to go to my place?" Lisa asked simply

Jennie was staring at Lisa for a few seconds before everything clicked and she processed what the younger girl said.

Jennie's eye slowly buldge at the thought then she fully faced Lisa still in shock

"Woahh!?"

..............................

"unnie you've been oddly quite for a while now" Lisa asked then she side glance the still stiff walking brunette beside her

"r-realy" Jennie asked softly

"I'm home!" Lisa announced loud enough after she entered the book store

Lisa's mother was arranging books on the shelf when they entered Lisa's voice caught her mom's attention then she saw Lisa and Jennie Standing

"H-Hello Maam" Jennie stuttered anx this caused a warm smile form Lisa's mother

"Come in, " Lisa's mom offered her warm smile to ease Jennie's nerve

"Good afternoon" Jennie said to Lisa's mother after she composed herself

"I heared you were doing a great job as the student cluncil President" Lisa's mom tried to make small talk with the brunette, this cause a soft smile from the younger brunette

"no not at all" Jennie answered briefly then smiled at the woman in fornt

"come upstairs" Lisa. said then she walked off

Jennie give off one final smile to Lisa's mother then she followed the the blonde girl

"something smells nice" Jennie said after she she ascended to the stairs

"Im home" Lisa repeated as she opened another door

"Lisayah! you're here already!" Bambam grinned at her sister

"ohh Mina Unnie you're here" Lisa smiled to greet the woman standing beside her brother

"ow you have a guest" her brother said then smiled at Jennie

"yeah, could you handle my chores tonight?" Lisa said then pouted at her older brother

"Yahhh!" Bambam tried to protest but his girlfriend pinched his ear

"Its okay Lisayah we'll handle everything, we also made some cheesecake cake feel free to get some okay." Mina said then she smiled at Lisa. Then she looked at Bambam pouting beside her.

"okay okay go on do what you need to do," Bambam says then he watch  Lisa and Jennie walked off

"Lisayah's friend is really pretty huh?" Mina says as she returned to washing the dishes

"She must be from the student council, Lisa mentioned that one of her senior is really gorgeous" Bambam replied then he helped Mina

"they seem to really get along well"

Bambam looked at his lover then dried his hand on the towel sitting beside him

"Yeah she even gave Lisa a present, a nice souvenir, its like this small planetarium thing" Bambam told mina as he motioned his hand to picture out the device

"ohh, that kind of sounds like an expensive souvenir, maybe Lisa is her girlfriend huh?" Mina said merrily then looked at Bambams reaction

"hahaha,you're joking right?" Bambam said then he smiled reluctantly at Mina, who hold his hand and smiled at him softly

........................

"here we are" Lisa said as she opened her bedrooms door

"Sit wherever you want, ill just get some teas"

"you dont have to do that" Jennie tried to protest but
Lisa put her bag on the floor then smiled at the brunette

"ill be back in a jiffy" then Lisa. run off

Jennie was left inside the room she studied the room with this warm smile in her face, and when she noticed the portable planetarium device her smile became bigger

she walked towards the device sitting beside Lisa's bed.
She sat on the floor then leaned on the bed staring at the souvenir she gave Lisa.

Jennie rest her head on Lisa's bed, she could smell Lisa everywhere, she closed her eyes as she snuggled her head on the soft mattress

then she heared footstep coming nearer and she sit up straight waiting for the persons arrival

"sorry for waiting" Lisa said then she put the tray on the small coffee table inside her room

"Wow your brother baked this."

"you came at the perfect time I guess" Lisa said then smiled warmly at the brunette, which caused another gummy smile frim the feline eyed girl

"Yeah I guess," there were a few second of silence then Lisa clears her throat

"whenever Mina unnie come, Bam made this sweets so they could have something to share with, lets eat up before we study" Lisa says and then she hand out the dessert

"this is so delicious" Jennie stated after her first taste,

"bam, I mean my brother would be glad if he hears that"

Lisa just smiled and returned in devouring the cheesecake

"This Mina sshi is she your brothers girlfriend?"

"Uhuh" lisa said then looked at jennie

"They must be far from their relationship if she come and go to your house like this"

"well they've been together since highscool" Lisa stoped from devouring her cake then looked up as if thinking how long Mina and Bambam are in a relationship

"so there were no problems like your dad or mom with Minasshi.?" Jennie asked again

"ohh no, no nothing like that happened, and besides mom and dad liked it whenever Mina unnie visit, Bambam is more tolerable and well behave" lisa scoffed when she remembered his brothers antics

"Mina unnie would probably stay here for dinner too" Lisa said then she noticed Jennie staring at her attentively with this warm smile on her face

"what is it unnie?" she tried to asked the smiling brunette

"n-nothing, im just happy to know more about you, you usually dont talk about yourself" jennie reasoned out and smiled at Lisa

............................

Lisa was writing something on her notes when she felt something, she looked up then saw Jennie staring at her.

when Lisa creased her her eyebrow to question the older girl, It seems to take Jennie's attention then she stiffened. she looked elsewhere then returned her gaze at the notes

"Jennie unnie?" Lisa called out the brunette softly

"hmm? yes" Jennie asked innocently, as if she wasn't caught red handed staring earlier

"whats wrong?" Lisa tried to coax the other girl

"oh, nothing" then she scribbled something on her notes

"you seem like you're really distracted" Lisa said then she looked around her room

This caused another heart race and blush from the brunette

"did I left something uncomfortable for you to see?" Lisa said asking herself more than the lady in front.

"ohit is nothing like, that, don't worry" jennie said exaggeratedly with hand gesgire and shake of her head

"are you feeling sick or something?" Lisa dropped her pen.

Then slowly, Lisa crawled towards Jennie.

The action caught the older girl off gaurd, The feline eyed girl watch as the younger girl slowly shortened the distance between them, by crawling towards her place.

Jennie's face was turning red as a tomato by every second

"Your face is so red is it too hot in here?" Lisa asked squinting, looking at Jennie intensely searching for something.

This caused for Jennie to back down and slowly moved away, but she can't move further because of the bed trapping her from behind and Lisa blckng her way infront

"Lisa you're too close" she just looked side ways to avoid the penetrative gaze of the blonde

"tsk tsk, I cant believe you unnie" Lisa said seriously but she remained staring at the girl very closely

"I-I cant help it, being in the room of your crush, would make anyone excited" Jennie pouted as she tried to defend herself still looking anywhere but meeting Lisa's gaze

"who's the pervert now huh?" Lisa deadpanned

"yaaah, this is just normal!" Jennie whispered yelled then she looked directly at Lisa's eyes

"hmmm" Lisa holds up with the staring contest

"dont stare at me like that" Jennie said shyly then looked down, she saw that there hands are almost touching, so she moved her hand away from the heat radiating from the blonde's hands

the tall blonde sighs, then slowly retreated a bit but she is still closed to the squirming brunette.

After Lisa give some distance between her and the brunette, Jennie could finally breath calmly

"is this really what happen when you fall for someone?" Lisa asked still watching Jennie closely

"yes it is, my heart is about to leap out from my chest" Jennie said then she put her hand on her cheat to feel her drumming heartbeat.

Then she looked at Lisa dreamily

"want to listen to it" she asked softly then looked down as if she is shy about the thought.

"okay!" lisa answered after a few beat.

This caused almost another heart attack to Jennie, her eyes so wide as if it is about to pop out fron the sockets

"I-im just joking!" Jennie immediately retorted but Lisa grabbed Jennie's hand that is holding her chest

"Lisa yah?" Jennie stuttered, Then she closed her eyes waiting for the taller blonde to get closer and to invade her personal space

but after a few seconds, there was nothing, nothing happens so she opened her eyes slowly

then she notice that Lisa was still holding her wrist, while staring at her with her poker face

"Its true your heart is beating pretty fast" Lisa stated as she stared directly into Jennie's eyes

this caused for Jennie to snapped out of her little bubble.

She looked mortified at the blonde in front

"She is just going to feel it through my wrist" Jennie mumbled softly as she watched Lisa returned to her previous place,which is sitting on the opposite side of the coffee table

"you, you should be cautious of your action next time, Manoban" Jennie reprimanded the younger girl as she tries to calm herself down

"yeah, you're right, I'll be sure to stay on gaurd while you are around jennie unnie" Lisa said then she glared at the feline eyed girl squirming in front

"Hey! I'm not talking about me! If you act that boldly in front of other people, you'll caught there attention" Jennie exclaimed but as she finished, her voice soften then she looked down gloomily

"huh? I'm sure you are the only one at school who is paying close attention to me" Lisa stated as a matter of fact

Jennie shakes her head petulantly then looked at Lisa's eyes with determination

"No! you can't be sure of that! someone else might have started falling for you "

"No, it can't happen that fast" Lisa retorted boredly

"what about" Jennie started softly, and Lisa looked at Jennie  waiting for her to continue

" Taehyung" Jennie finally says then she pouted then looked away,

"what!" Lisa exclaimed

"you two seems to be really close lately" Jennie says softly still not looking at Lisa's direction

"No, no, no, Taehyung is definitely not into me, so you dont have to worry" Lisa said then scoffed at the thought of Taehyung

"That guy is definitely not into me, I mean he seems to enjoy teasing us, arghh the nerve of that guy! " Lisa monologued inside her head. then she watched Jennie's shift in mode and look more confident.

"I cant help it, You are the only one I want to be with, and I know you dont feel the same about me" Jennie says seriously

Lisa was caught off gaurd by Jennie's change in demeanour, so she grabbed a pen in front as she tried to compose herself

"It is true, that I dont have any special feelings that drive me to stay with you" She started then hold the gaze of the older girl

"But right now, however, you are the person who seems to need me the most, is you Jennie unnie, Ive realized that" then Lisa looked at Jennie directyly in the eye as the brunette listen to her attentively

"so if you asked me to stay by your side, then that's what I'll do" Jennie's eyes widen at Lisa's statement

Lisa looked determined as she finished voicing her thoughts, then she saw Jennie put her hand on her temple as she looked down

"That's precisely the kind of attitude that makes me worry, but I also like that about you" Jennie scoffed then smiled warmly at Lisa

"aside from the student council, I get the feeling that I'll be spending a lot of time with Jennie unnie, and she will be acting like this around me the whole time"

"bye Lisayah " Jennie bid her farewell giddily

Jennie turn around again to wave at the taller blonde, then Lisa returned the smiled and wave at the shorter girl.

Then like something switched, then Jennie's smile turned into the famous gummy smile.

"Despite that, will my feelings towards her will never change at all?" she thought reluctantly

"I'd hate that"  Lisa concluded as she watch Jennie's figure walking farther from her.

...................................

"But right now, however you are the person who seems to need me the most is you, Jennie unnie, Ive realized that, so if you asked me to stay by your side, then , that's what I'll do"

Jennie blushed as she remembers Lisa's words earlier.
She was walking giddily humming to a happy tune

that she almost missed Bambam and Mina walking in her direction

"going home already?" Bambam asked Jennie with his toothy grin

"Yeah, its getting late, thanks for having me, the cake is really delicious, thank you very much" Jennie said then bowed to the couple in front

she heard that this ia how people in Thailand showed their gratitude.

Mina looked at her boyfriend as if saying..

"I knew it"

but Lisa's brother just smiled at this and smiled warmly at the younger girl in front of them

"sure no problem" He simply said

"ohh uhmm do you make sweets like that, often?" Jennie asked hurriedly

"naaah lately I dont find the time"  He said then side glanced Mina, who nudge him playfully as if having an inside joke.

Jennie just smile at the happy couple displayed in front.

"you know, Lisa really love it when Bam made cheesecake" Mina said then smiled at the feline eyed girl

"ohh, is that so," Jennie softly mumbled

"Uhm, would you mind if you share the recipe with me?" Jennie said without missing a beat and she looked at Lisa's brother determinedly

"I dont mind, oh I could send it to you later, if you give me your contact info" Bambam said then hand over his phone to Jennie

"Sure" Jennie nods vehemently

"Jennie Kim, okay Ms. Kim I'll send it to you later" Bambam grinned

"Jennie will do"

"Take care of Lisa for me  Jennie, will you" Bambam said then smiled softly

"o- of course" Jennie excalimed with wide eyes to what Lisa's brother ask her

...........................................

Lisa was helping in setting the table, when she saw Mina and Bambam standing side by side.

She decided to bring the plates to the dining table when she remembered Jennie's words earlier. Then she was staring at the nothingness infront

"you want my shrimp Lisa yah?" Bambam asked Lisa teasingly

"Nope that's not what I want" Lisa answered then glared at her brother

"You cant have my Mina you know" Bambam said then back hugged his girlfriend playfully.

"I dont wany her, no offense Minashi" Lisa said apologetically at Mina who is gigfling softly, then zhe looked at her brother murderously

"No one is gping to take me away from you, you know" Mina pinched Bambams cheek

"I have somebody too, you know" Lisa says in her head

"I'm not alone" she said to herself then she side glance the lovers beside her.

..........................................

Jennie was scribbling on her notebook when she saw her phone light up on beside some  of her books

She grabbed it then saw an unkown number,

"Cheesecake recipe" she read the message

She skimmed the message and save it for later purposes.

Jennie was smiling from ear to ear as she imagined Lisa's face eating the cheesecake earlier.

When she felt her phone vibratinh in hwr hands one again.

She opened the message then her eyes widened at the sight in front of her

Jennie put down the phone then grabbed the nearest pillow she could reach, and then she screamed while covering her face

after she collected herself she took the phone again and stared at the photo Bambam send her

"Lisayah slept on the floor." Bambam said after the photo he send to Jennie

................

Lisa was staring at the million stars reflecting on her room's ceiling.

"im not alone but, " the blonde girl put her hand on top of her beating chest

"it would be easier if my heart would just choose" she continued the she snuggled to hug the mini planetarium device  then she closed her eyes

"and decide for myself" she says internally as she remembered Jennie's face earlier as the older girl gave her famous gummy smile.

Then she turned off the device and once again Lisa was surrounded by darkness









A/N:
are you still getting the story?? just voice out if something is really confusing, maybe ill try to rewrite some parts for it to be more clearer :)


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