Narcissa has not had the easy or perfect life at all. She has been bullied her entire life for the dumbest reasons, yet she isn't suicidal. She is the oldest of 5 children. There is her, her twin sister, Delora, her 5 years younger than her half-brother Bradley, and her full brothers are Paul Smith 3 (but he died), and Liam who is 4.
Narcissa is the "weird" and "different" one who is betrayed and scorned by everyone. Her family especially hates the fact she loves BVB and other artists like them, but mainly BVB. Her grandmother is way too overly religious and her other family members, they hardly want anything to do with her.
She has been wishing for a better life her entire life but it hasn't come yet. She just wants to turn 18 so she can move out escape the hellish life she's lived her whole life. She dreams of being a singer, but everyone knocks her down about it, saying she'll never amount to much or can't sing to save a life. But that still doesn't stop her, Black Veil Brides keeps her going and keeps her alive, giving her the strength she needs to conquer those demons and not let them drag her to the grave.