This place gives me chills because last time I was here, I met that freaky tattooed guy who basically threatened me. I can't help but smile at the fact that Kyle punched him for me.
I wonder if he liked me back then...
"My car is good, right?" Kyle asks the same repair guy that was here last time.
The guy nods "Yep, all good"
"Okay, I'm leaving the GTI here and we're gonna come get it again after. Please just watch it for me, yeah?"
"No problem, man"
Kyle nods before looking at me "Let's go"
I follow him out as I wave at the guy whose name I still don't know and he offers me a smile back.
I spot Kyle's blue racing car parked on the other side. I kind of missed the damn thing cause I haven't seen it in a while.... I also haven't seen him race in a while. I just want this whole me being in danger thing to end already so I can support him when he does.
"Are you gonna come in or not?" I'm snapped out of my dreamland as Kyle looks at me amused and shakes his head.
I smile sheepishly entering "Yep"
It's nice inside, there's nothing much because I mean it is used for racing- illegal and fast racing that is.
"Do you own it?" I ask curiously as he starts to drive away to probably the track which is about 10 minutes away.
"Nah"
"How does the whole thing work, then?"
"I got this car from the guy who owns that repair shop. It's legally his but he lets me use. So like, every time I win I give him a cut and stuff" He tells me.
I hum interested "Why don't you get your own?"
"I like this one" He says, basically caressing the steering wheel and I laugh at how silly he's being "It's a good car. I've grown used to it"
"You sure know how to use it" I praise.
He gives me a crooked smile, glancing at me slightly "So I've heard"
"Heard?! You win all your races. Get out of here with that fake modesty" I scoff.
He laughs loudly, shaking his head.
"It's genuine" He argues after recovering.
I tut "Genuine my ass, mr arrogant"
We spend the rest of the ride arguing about his modesty. I name all the times he's been all arrogant and cocky, and he seems to have a stupid explanation for each of them.
There is also a McDonalds just before we reach the place so we make a stop there and get some food. We're both not hungry but we probably will be after so we save it for until then.
"Woah, I've never seen it so empty here before" I breathe looking at the very empty race track.
Normally it's packed, with people and cars. There are also big speakers for the music and sometimes even food trucks. Now it's empty. There's only the track, Kyle and I, and that's about it.
"Yep. All ours" He says.
I grin looking at him "I'm actually so excited. Just promise you won't kill me, Chambers"
He moves closer to my face, his eyes shining, and lays a soft kiss on my lips "I wouldn't dream of it" He replies and I kiss him again quickly cause he's so damn cute and gorgeous.
All mine.
"Okay, let's get this show on the road" I announce, making sure my seatbelt is on tightly.
He undoes his as if remembering something "Let me go put the food out cause I don't want it getting destroyed with all the turning and swerving"
"Okay"
He comes back quickly and I can't stop grinning the whole time.
"Ready, baby?"
I nod "Wait, but are you sure I won't need a helmet?"
"Baby, you'll be fine" He grins wickedly.
And then he starts to rev on the engine, my adrenaline already picking up before the car starts at a very fast pace.
Woah.
***
"Honestly, McDonalds is life. I don't even know why these other restaurants try" I moan, biting into my Big Mac happily.
Kyle and I are currently seated on the hood of his race car and just eating and speaking. The sun is setting and it's getting kind of dark but we don't really care. We're too busy enjoying each other's company.
"I agree" He muffles, food in his mouth.
I take a sip of my Sprite to help me swallow more easily "Isn't it crazy how it's all over the world? Like, every country gets to taste and experience this goodness" I ask dazedly.
What? It fascinates me.
He laughs, raising a brow "Sure"
"You're boring" I roll my eyes because he's looking at me like I'm crazy "Don't you wonder about weird things sometimes?"
"Nope" He says.
I believe him honestly. He's too... realistic.
I shake my head tutting "You need to have an imagination, Kylie. It's no use only living in the real world the whole time"
"Sure it is" He argues sipping his drink "What's the point of imagining?"
"You get to think of something else"
He shrugs "I'd rather not"
I just roll my eyes at him again as we finish our food. When we're done, I take the empty packets and throw them in the bin before he helps me up and I join him on the hood again.
He pulls me closer to him, kissing my forehead and I smile "I had fun today" I tell him.
"Me too" He smiles back.
We laying down in such a way that our heads are against the front window and the rest of our bodies on the hood, as we turn our heads so we're looking at each other. He intertwines his hand with mine, bringing me warmth.
"So, I've been wondering" I trail and he hums telling me to go on "When exactly did you start liking me?"
He laughs "Why are you asking me that?"
"Cause I wanna know" I reply drily and demandingly "Now, tell me"
"Uhm okay" He trails thoughtfully as I wait for him to continue "I think the first time I saw you..."
I scoff immediately "Yeah right. Are you always a dick to the girls you like?"
"Let me finish" He rolls his eyes "But, I didn't realize it until that day we went to the repairs. Isn't that coincidental? Anyways when you asked about Bones' well-being after he had treated you like that made me realize how pure and amazing you were. And then also that rent thing. I was always rude to you but you still wanted to help" He says, trailing his thumb on the back of my hand softly.
I grin widely at the memory "Aww, that was the day I saw you smile for the first time too. I remember thinking how handsome you looked like that" I admit.
He breathes a laugh, his eyes shining "Why thank you. When did you start liking me, Miss Chelsea-Anne?"
When did I...
I find myself smiling as I try to think "I don't even know. I just know I always thought you were so damn hot" He laughs and I pretend to glare at him before continuing "I'm not sure when exactly it turned to feelings, but the night of the whole you being high and swimming made me realize that I really did. I was in denial at first but I just started to accept it"
"Interesting" He trails amused.
"So why exactly were you rude to me, Chambers?" I raise a brow.
He coughs awkwardly, as if not expecting that question before sighing "I don't really know. I think I just wanted you to hate me so you could stay away. I didn't think a girl like you should get dragged into my crazy life"
I shrug "Fair enough. You failed, by the way" I joke lightly.
He chuckles "I'm fully aware"
"Okay, I have no regrets. I want you to know that" I say with a smile, squeezing his hand.
He smiles back "Okay, baby"
"I really really like it when you call me that" I admit quietly, blushing a bit. Why am I acting like a middle schooler?
"I know, you told me" He informs amused.
"Oh" I trail before I remember something important "I have to tell you something else"
This is it.
He raises an almost alarmed brow "What?"
How the hell am I supposed to say this?
I sigh loudly, preparing myself as I bite my lip nervously "Uhm, so... I've been thinking about things." I stop involuntarily.
"Things?" He asks slowly, confused.
"This is stupid" I huff, covering myself with my free hand.
Kyle quickly removes it from my face and gives me a stern look "Chelsea-Anne, you're confusing and scaring me right now. So please speak"
"I'm gonna sound stupid" I whine.
"I'll be the judge of that" He tells me.
I sigh one more time before muttering a 'fuck it' under my breath "So I spoke to Kat about this and she said I should tell you"
"Okay..." He trails encouragingly.
"Okay, so uh, the thought of doing things with you doesn't, like, scare me. Normally I'd be shit scared at even the thought but somehow I'm not with you"
"Baby, what things?"
"Kyle" I whine, hoping he'll catch on but he still looks confused so I continue "I don't know, like, things a virgin shouldn't think about. I've been thinking about them with you"
His eyes widen in realization "You have?"
I nod sheepishly, blushing "Yeah. Not that I wanna do it or don't wanna do it, but the thought doesn't scare me, and that scares me. I don't know what it means."
"This is a good thing, right?"
Poor Kylie, he's so confused it's actually cute.
I bite my lip thoughtfully "I think so cause I've never felt like this before"
"I'm actually glad you said that" He grins widely.
I laugh nervously "Why?"
"Cause then I know the feeling is mutual. I think about things with you too. For a while now. Bad things. Very bad things" He says lowly, his voice suddenly raspy and I feel my heartbeat quicken.
God.
"Really?" I utter dazedly, my breath getting caught in my throat.
"Are you kidding? I'd be crazy not to. Have you seen how fucking sexy you are the whole time? I love him responsive you are to me, and I fucking love it when you moan my name"
I visibly gulp as I feel my pupils dilate at his very pleasing words "Kyle..."
"Don't act like you haven't felt me getting hard because of you, Chelsea-Anne" He rasps sexily and I have to remind myself to breathe "But, you're in control baby. Take your time, I'll be right here waiting for you"
I bite my lip, liking his words "Kylie... I honestly don't think I'm going to take much longer anymore" I admit.
He groans, looking tortured "Baby, don't say things like that. You're driving me crazy"
"Sorry" I giggle.
He smiles before kissing my lips softly, lingering "Well I, for one, can't fucking wait." He says against my lips before pulling back and grinning toothily.
I blush profoundly.
"Kyle, you know I'm a virgin, right" I trail nervously; softly and he nods confused "Just- you said you don't sleep with virgins"
"Well, I've never wanted to before you. You're the game changer" He says seriously.
"What?"
He shakes his head smiling slightly "You changed the game for me. Before you, I was just playing around and being stupid, not taking anyone seriously, not feeling. And then now... I'm happy, you know? With you. Because of you. And just you. Only you. You're the only one I want"
My heart bursts.
"Okay, yep, I'm definitely not going to take much longer" I say trying to make the mood light and he laughs loudly, throwing his head back "Seriously. That's how you charm your way into a girl's pants"
He laughs louder and I watch him, admiring how gorgeous he looks "Oh my gosh. Here I am being all cute and all you can think about is me getting into your pants?"
"I'm kidding, Kylie" I coo kissing his cheek before turning serious "You also changed the game for me. You make me brave. Before you, I was just scared of everything but now I'm not. I'm stronger and braver because of you"
He smiles widely "Good"
"So, mister, when was the last time you actually did it?" I ask seriously after a while.
"It's been a long time" He answers dazedly "I obviously haven't this year, cause I've been with you. But, uh, probably just before the last race you went to. So like, 3...4 months ago"
I can't help but smile.
"Okay" I reply.
He suddenly starts to laugh "My dumbass was about to ask when was the last time you did it" He tells me and I also start to laugh at him.
"You're so stupid"
He sobers up and quickly gives me a kiss on my lips "I'm happy you want me to be your first time. I know you're not mine, but you're the first girl that I have feelings for. Real and fucking scary feelings for"
"Okay" I blush shyly.
"No rush, yeah? Take your time. I'm right here" He assures and I kiss him this time, expressing myself through the kiss.
He's just so damn cute and perfect.
I immediately coax him into opening his mouth for me which is weird cause he's the one always making that first move. He does so, though, and I smile internally as I get to savor the addictive taste of his mouth. I comb his hair through my fingers and his hands are caressing my cheek sweetly. He's letting me have all the control and I'm seriously enjoying myself. I bite his bottom lip and he groans loudly kissing me harder. I mirror his pace, and we're basically devouring each other's lips. Butterflies, sparks, electricity, feelings... so so much of them.
Jesus.
"You might want to stop kissing me like that if you don't want your first time to be on my hood" He jokes, pulling back breathlessly and I laugh happily.
"Noted" I muse.
He pecks me one more time "Okay, let's go. It's getting late"
"Back to reality" I frown.
He breathes a laugh "Yes, Mrs Imagination. By the way, I know I'm too gorgeous for this life, but this was all real, yeah?"
It was all real, wasn't it. God, sometimes I feel like I'm in a beautiful dream when I'm with him. He makes me feel that happy.
I push his arm laughing "How very modest"
"You know it, baby" He winks boyishly.
Idiot.
***
hi lovies! sorry for the wait but everything has been so hectic with school and all. hope you guys have been very good. 💕
i'm sorry for not going in details of the whole him-giving-her-a-ride thing but i was honestly so lazy 😩😭. hope you don't mind. also... something exciting is about to happen soooon 👀
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