One Whole Week Has Passed
And Today Was The Day For The Photo Shoot And Best Believe I Was Ready To Give It My All
I Was Also So Ready To See August Too
I Woke Up Feelin Good
I Made Dre Breakfast
He Was At The Table Eating While I Was Sitting Across From Him Thinking About August Ass And Smilin To My Self
"Whats Up Jordyn" He Asked
"Nothing" I Said While Smiling
"Its Something You Been Around Here Smilin Non Stop" He Said
"Im Just In A Good Mood Thats All" I Said While Smilin
"We Should Spend The Whole Day Together Just Me And You" He Said
My Smiled Faded Away Slowly
"I Would Love That But... I Got A Photo Shoot To Do Today" I Said
"Photo Shoot??...Why Is This The First Time Im Hearing About It" He Asked
"You Neva Asked...And It Might Of Slipped My Mind" I Said
"So What You Doing After The Photo Shoot" He Asked
"Im Working" I Said
Than Dre Gets A Frustrated Face And Said "You Really Think That Shaking Yo Ass Is A Real Career"
"I Don't Think That I Think That This Strippin Shit Is A Stepping Stone For Me I Just Tryna Make My Dreams Come True" I Said
"Have It Ever Occur To You That You May Not Ever Make Big In The Modeling Industry....Okay You Pretty And Yo Body Is Bangin But Its A Million Females That Got The Same Shit You Got To Offer What Makes You So Special" Dre Said
I Can't Believe He Just Said That To Me
I Stood Up And Grabbed My Purse Angrily
Before I Walked Out The Door
I Said "Im Hungry For This Shit I Live And Breathe For This Shit And I Won't Let Niggas Like You Bring Me Down And Thats What Makes Me So Special"
Than I Opened The Door And Walked Out
My Whole Life People Always Try To Down Me But You Can't Listen To What People Say You Gotta Listen To What God Say
And God Already Told Me That He Got A Bigger Plan For Me Than I What Have Planned For My Self
Never I Have I Ever Tried To Down Dre With His Rappin If Anything Im Always Liftin His Ass Up And For Him To Tell Me That Shit Really Proves To Me That He Doesn't Really Love Me Like I Thought He Loved Me
It Was Almost Time For The Photoshoot
And As I Was On My Way To It
My Phone Rang I Looked At It It Was C'amarya
I Answered It "Hello"
"Can You Please Come And Get Me" C'amarya Said Sounding Like She Was In Tears
"Whats Wrong" I Asked
"People Are Sayin Things Mean Things Please Jordyn Come And Get Me" She Said
"Alright Im On My Way" I Said
"Okay" She Said
"I'll Call You When Im Outside Of The School" I Said
"Just Hurry Up Please" She Said
"Okay" I Said
Than I Hung Up
And Started Making My Way To The C'amarya School
I Called August Up To Let Em Know That I Was Gone Be Late
He Immediately Answered And Said "Whats Up Homie"
"Aye Ima Be Runninn A Little Late" I Said
"Why? " He Asked
"I Gotta Pick My Little Sister Up From School" I Said
"Ight Well Im On Way To The Shoot Now" He Said
"Well After I Get Her I'll Be On My Way " I Said
"Ight Cool Don't Forget To Bring Ya A Game" He Said
I Smiled And Said "I Always Bring My A Game"
He Laughed
"Bye Homie" I Said
"Bye" He Responded And Than Hung The Phone Up
15 Minutes Later
I Was Calling C'amarya Tellin Her To Come Outside
And Was Sitting In My Car Waiting For Her To Come Out And Finally I Seen C'amarya Coming Out Of The School
She Got In On The Passenger Side
"Thanks For Coming To Get Me" She Said
"You Welcome You Wanna Tell Me What Happened" I Asked
"They Call Me A Hoe... Because Im 16 And Pregnant" She Said Softly And Ashamed
"You Are Not A Hoe....It Was A Accident! So Fuck What They Sayin You Want Me To Go Handle That" I Said While Takin My Seatbelt Off
"No No No Jordyn Its Not Elementary Its High School And Kids Are Cruel You Know That...You'll Only Make It Worse I Just Wanna Get Rid Of It Already" She Said
"Killin It Won't Make All Your Problems Go Away C'amarya" I Said
"It Would Everything Would Be Back To Normal" She Cried
"Do You Know Mama's Not Talking To Me...My Bestfriend Siya She Ignored Me Today... Everyone Is Disappointed In Me Even You Think That Im A Disgrace Jordyn" She Cried Even More
"I Do Not....I Don't Think That I Was Upset At First But I Had To Understand That Just Like Me Your A Human And Sometimes Us Human We Fuck Up But That Doesn't Make You A Hoe, Slut, Or Disgrace It Makes You Human" I Said
I Leaned Over And Hugged Her And Said "Pregnant Or Not I Still Love You And Baby Ima Always Be Here For You"
And I Meant That
Cause She Ain't Perfect Okay She Made A Mistake So What We All Make Mistakes I Just Motherfuckers Would Get Up Off Her Back!
"So Where We Goin" She Asked As She Wiped Her Eyes
"Well After I Drop You Off At Home I Gotta Photoshoot To Do" I Said
"Home No I Can't Home Mama's Gon Be At Work And The Only Thats Gon Be There Is Ray And He Creeps Me Out Please Can I Go With You" She Asked
I Took A Deep Breath And Said "You Have No Choice Im Not Leaving You With Ray Put Ya Seatbelt On"
I Placed My Seatbelt On And Headed To The Studio Where The Photo Shoot Was Being Held At
It Took Me A Good 20 Minutes To Drive There
We Got There And Walked It
It Was Lights Every Were People Running Around
Than A Tall White Man Walked Up To Me And Said "Jordyn Skyee"
"Yes Thats Me" I Said While Smiling
"Your Even More Beautiful Than What August Described Im Kenny Hinders Im Your Photographer For Today...Okay I Hope You Don't Have Anything Planned For Today Cause I Wanna At Least 75 Good Shots From You So Im Gonna Send You To Hair And Make Up And We Can Get Started Is That Okay Ms.Skyee" He Said
I Smiled And Said "Yes That Fine"
"Alright Come With Me To Hair And Make Up" He Said
We Follow Him To The Back Of The Studio
It Was About Five Females And One Gay Guy Standing Infront Of Us
"This Is Our Star To Work With Today She Already Beautiful Im Counting On You Guy To Make Her Shine Like An Star" Kenny Said To Them
I Sat Down In A Chair And C'amarya Sits Next To Me
And Hair And Make Up Staff Immediately Start Working On Me
It Was Two People Doin My Hair And One Person Doing My Make Up
"Wow It's Like Your A Real Model" C'amarya Said
"Yeah I Know Right Now Im Feelin Nervous" I Said
"Don't Be You Kill It As Always" She Said
This Photo Shoot Was The First Photo Shoot That I Ever Did
A Hour Later My Makeup Was Finish And My Hair Was Rolled Up In Rollers And I Was Still Sitting In A Chair
I Heard August Voice Say "Squad Up"
He Walked Up To Me
He Had On A White Tee Shirt And Black And White Pajamas Pants
He On A Leather Black Snap Back With Men Black Nike Flip Flop
I Smiled And Said "Why You Lookin So Chilled"
"I Am Chilled Nigga I Woke Up Like This" He Said While Smiling
And I Burst Out Laughing
"Oh My God" C'amarya Said As She Stood
"Whats Wrong?" I Asked Her
"Is That August Alsina" She Said With Her Eyes So Shocked
"Yea Whats Up" He Said To C'amarya
"This My Little Sister C'amarya" I Said
"I Love You I Love You So Much I Always Loved You Since Them Days You Was On YouTube" She Said.
"Aw Man Na You Gotta Take A Picture With Me Na Since You Been Rockin With Me For That Long" He Said
"Can We Please Take A Picture" She Asked
"Im Ready When You Are" He Said
She Gave Me Her Phone And Said "Jordyn Take This Picture"
As She Stood Next To August.
He Wrapped His Arms Around Her And Smiled
And I Took The Picture
"This Really Made My Day August" She Said With Tears In Her Eyes
"It Made Mines Too" He Said Smiling At C'amarya
Than He Looked At Me And Said "You Ready"
"Yeah Im Ready" I Said Very Confident
"You Gon On With These Rollers In Ya Hair" He Asked
I Smiled And Said "Nah But I Could Still Wear Em And Demolish This Photoshoot"
"Ight Homie I See Ya Ima Be Over There With Squad Hurry That Ass Up" He Said
And I Just Smiled At Him As He Walked Away From Me
"Jordyn You Ain't Tell Me You Knew August Alsina" C'amarya Said
"Yeah He The Homie" I Said To Her
"You So Lucky He's Everything A Girl Could Ever Want" C'amarya
And It Had Me Thinkin That August Was Really That Nigga He The Fame,Money,And Fans
But I Ain't Care About None Of That Shit I Honestly Liked The Person That August Was
30 Minutes Later The Rollers Were Out And My Long Black Hair Was Curled All The Way Down To My Ass
I Had On This Beautiful Long Red Grown With A Split On The Left Side Of The Dress
On My Feet Were Red Bottoms
I Looked In The Mirror Thinking "Damn"
I Really Looked......
"Gorgeous" I Heard August Voice Say
I Turned Around Slowly
And Said "Thank You"
He Took My Hand And Said "Its Show Time"
He Leads Me In Front Of The Camera
"Beautiful Just Magnificent....Jordyn Were Going For An Glamorous Look Elegant Sophisticated And Classy" Kenny Said
Placed My Hand Up Behind My Head And Started Posing For The Camera
August Was Standing By Kenny As Kenny Was Taking Back To Back Pictures
I Loved Being Infront Of A Camera
Every Since I Was A Little Girl Reading My Mother Fashion Magazine And Seeing The Models Being So Beautiful Wearing Clothes Like There Life Depending On It
I Can Still Remember Me Sayin "I Wanna Be Just Like This"
I Was Passionate About Modeling It Was My Dream
The Photoshoot Lasted For About 6 Hours And I Enjoyed Every Minute Of It
I Finished Shooting And Me,August,Kenny,And C'amarya Were Looking At Some The Shots That I Took
August Wrapped His Hand Around Me And Said "I Told Ya She's Amazing"
"She's Great....Jordyn Look I Know Someone Who's Having A Fashion Show In New York Next Month I Can Pull Some String And You Can Be The Star Of It" Kenny Said
"Oh My God A Real Fashion Show?? Oh I Would Be The Happiest Gal In The World Kenny" I Said
"Im Going To Make It Happen For Jordyn You Were A Pleasure To Work With I Hope We Can Work Together In The Future" Kenny Said
"Me Too It Was A Pleasure Working With You Too Thank You For Everything" I Said Gratefully
"And Shes So Sweet Your Welcome Hun And I'll Call You In About Week To Give You Details About The Show" Kenny Said
Than He Hugged Me And Walked Away
"You Killed It" C'amarya Said
"Yes You Did" August Said
"Walked Me Out" I Said To August
C'amarya Walks Ahead Of Us
As We Began To Walk Out
August Was My Holding Hand
"Thank You" I Said Softly
"You Welcome" He Replied
"What You Abouta Do" I Asked As We Got To My Car And We Were Standing In Front Of My Car
And The Sun Was Going Down It Was Beautiful Outside
"Hit Up The Studio And Work All Night " He Said
"Well Maybe I Can Come Through And Bring You Some Food Or Something" I Said
"Yea You Should Definitely Come Through" He Said While Staring In My Eyes
And Than I Started Staring Back In His Eyes
Than I Hear A Very Familiar Voice Say "Jordyn"
I Turned Around And I Saw Meghan Walking Towards Me And August
I Quickly Let Go Of August Hand
"Meghan? Girl What Is Doing Here" I Asked Looking Very Surprised
"Picking My Homegirl Up From Work What Are You Doin Here" She Asked
"I Just Got Done Doin A Photoshoot" I Said
"August You Haven't Been Answering My Phone Calls Wassup With That" She Said To August
"I Been Busy" He Said
"Too Busy To Text Me Back But You Have Time To Sit Here And Hold Other Bitches Hand" She Said
"Bitches? " I Said
" Chill Meghan You Already Know How We Rockin You Ain't My Girl Stay In Yo Lane" August Said
"Lane? " She Questioned Him
"Nigga Ya Heard Me ...Jordyn Ima See You Later I Ain't Got Time For Bitches To Overstepping They Boundaries" August Said Than He Kissed Me On My Forehead
"Bye" I Said As August Walked Away.
And C'amarya Got In My Car
"Soo Im Confused I Thought You Wasn't Excited About Niggas Like August" Meghan Said
"I Wasn't" I Said
"So Now You Fucking August And You Knew That Me And August Was Fuckin With Each Other And What Happened To Dre" She Asked
"Im Not Fuckin Him....We Just Friends You Really Need To Chill Cause You Really Is Trippin He Just Set Up A Photoshoot For Me Thats All We Was Doin" I Said
"So You Tellin Me You Have Absolutely No Feelings For Him" She Asked
"Just Friendly Feelings" I Replied
She Smiled And Said "Maybe I Am Trippin Thats What Good Dick Would Do To You Im Sorry You Know You My Only Bestfriend Right"
"Yeah I Know" I Said With A Half Smile On My Face
She Open Her Arms And Hugged Me
"Im Sorry Jay" She Said
"I Forgive You" I Said
She Let Me Out Of Her Arms
"I Gotta Get C'amarya Home Before It Gets Too Late" I Said
"Well Alright Ima See You At The Club Tonight" She Said
"Okay Gurl" I Said I Open My Car Door And Got In
C'amarya Was Sitting Back In The Seat So Quiet
"Whats Wrong" I Asked Her
"You And August Whats Really Goin On Between The Two Of You" She Asked
"Nothing...Nothing At All He..Is.. Just...The Homie" I Said While Smiling
"Homies Don't Flirt All Day Long Come On Just Tell Me Jordyn I Tell You Everything" She Said
"Its Nothing To Tell....Okay I Might Like Him A Little More Than A Homie But As Far As Smashin Him Nah" I Said
"Good To Know But Tmi" She Said
I Laugh And Said "Sorry"
Than I Placed My Hand On Her Stomach And Said "Is Auntie Baby Hungry"
"Im Starving" She Said
"I Wasn't Talkin Too You I Was Talkin To The Baby" I Said While Smiling
"Haven't You Went To Your First Doctors Appointment Yet" I Asked
"No Not Yet" She Replied
"Well You Should Make An Appointment I'll Gladly Go With You" I Said
"Cool When I Get Home I'll Set Up An Appointment For Next Week" She Said
"Is You Gon Ever Tell Me Who's The Father Is" I Asked Her
"Its Not Important... He Doesn't Want Me Or The Baby" She Said
I Shook My Head And Said "Really...Well Give Me And Address And Let Me Pop Up On The Nigga Right Quick"
"What's The Point?? He Will Still Feel The Same Way I've Already Accepted It" She Said
"Well You Ain't Gotta Accept Shit You Carryin His Baby That Nigga Owe You His Life" I Said With My Face Frowned
"Jordyn Im Over It Just Let It Go Please" She Asked Me
For Some Strange Reason I Felt Like C'amarya Was Hiding Something From Me
I Could Just Tell By The Way She Looked
Like She Was Ashamed Or Guilty About Something
I Don't Know What It Was That She Was Hiding But Best Believe I Was Soon Gon Find Out
I Took C'amarya To Grab Some Food Than I Took Her Home
I Was Parked Outside Of My Mama House
"Do I Have To Go Home" She Asked
"Yes You Have School Tomorrow" I Said
"I Don't Wanna Go Home I Hate Coming Here" She Said Shakin Her Head Staring Out The Window
I Could Completely Understand Where C'amarya Was Coming From
Cause Not Too Long Ago I Used To Feel The Same Exact Way
"Well Just To Let You Know I Had So Much Fun Today I Really Liked August And I Honestly Think He And You Make A Cute Couple" She Said
I Smiled And Said "I Had Fun Too With You Now Go Get Some Rest"
"Okay I Love You Sis" She Said As She Finally Opened The Door
"Love You Too" I Said As She Got Out And Closed The Door Back
And I Than I Pulled Off Quickly Cause I Didn't Feel Like Dealing With My Mother
I Went Back Home And Got Ready For Work
Dre Wasn't At Home And I Ain't Know Where He Was And Honestly I Didn't Care
EveryDay I Can Feel Myself Fallin Out Of Love With Dre
And I Know That This Won't Last Cause Slowly But Surly Im Gon Leave Dre Any Day Now
All Cause I Hate Who He Turned Into
I No Longer Felt Like Me And Dre Were In A Relationship I Felt Like We Like Roommates
Its So Fucked Up Right But Its How I Felt
I Got To Work Went On Stage And Dance And Meghan Was No Where No Be Found And Its Crazy Cause Meghan Never Miss A Day At Work
I Figured She Was Probably Sellin Pussy For The Night
And I Only Say That Cause I Know Meghan Better Than Anyone On This Eart Surface
And I Know That Meghan Will Do Anything! For Some Cash
I Know Thats The Only Reason Why She Is Interested In August Cause Of His Money
She Was The Real Definition Of Money Hungry
As I Was Going Around Tryna Give Some Laps Dances
This Lightskin Tatted Up With Real Long Braids Stud Called Me Over
So I Slowly Made My Way To Her
"You Lookin Real Good Tonight" She Said
I Smiled And Said "Thank You"
"Im Siya" She Said
"Jordyn" I Said
"Jordyn Huh Lemme Get A Lap Dance" She Said
I Started Slowly Dancin On Her
"You Beautiful...You Ever Been With A Woman" She Asked
.
"Nah Never" I Said While Still Dancing In Front Her
"Would You Ever Be Open To Date A Woman" She Asked As I Continue To Dance
"To Be Honest I Don't Really Know...Im So Use To Niggas How Long You Been Gay" I Asked Her
"Shid..My Whole Life" She Replied
"Is That So??" I Responded
"Hell Yeah...You Should Lemme Take You Out Sometimes" She Said
"Im Kinda In A Relationship" I Said
"I Understand....But Im Sure Taking You Out And Showing You A Good Time Won't Hurt" She Said
"It Might" I Replied
She Smiled At Me And Said "We After This Lap At Least Put Ya Number In My Iphone And Lets Facetime Sometimes"
As Far As Im Concerned I Was Strictly Dickly
I Was Into Girls I Like Dick And I Love Niggas
But I Still Gave Siya My Number
I Wasn't Planning On Making Anything Serious Between Me And Her I Was Just Tryna Be Nice That All
After Work I Rushed Home And Took A Shower
Put On All Black Yoga Pants And A Pink V Cut Shirt
I Brush My Hair Into A Long Ponytail
And Some Grey And Pink Air Maxes
I Noticed That Dre Was Still Gone Kinda Suspicious How He Been Gone All Day On His Day Off
But I Wasn't Even Trippin
I Was On My Way Too See August At The Studio But Before I Got There I Stopped By Taco Bell Cause It Was Like 2 In The Morning
And Just Like Last Time The Same Big Ass Security Guard I Was Standing At The Door
"Whats Up...Jordyn Skyee" I Said While Smiling With The Food In My Hand
He Opened The Door And I Walked In
It Wasn't Just August In The Studio Room This Time It Was Him And Several Niggas And A Few Bitches
In The Air All You Could Smell Was Kush
And Almost Everybody Had Red Double Cup In There Hand
"Aye Jordyn Skyee I Aint Think Ya Was Comin" He Said As He Stood Up And Walked Over To Me And Hugged Me
"I Told You I Got Cha" I Said As I Hugged Him Back
Released Me From His Arms
And Said
"And Brought My Food Too" He Said
I Handed Him The Taco Bell
And Than One Black Ass Tall Nigga With Dreads Said. "You Brought All Sum Food"
"I Thought It Was Only Gon Be August Here My Fault I Got Yall Next Though" I Said While Smiling
"Fuck These Niggas" August Joked
As Eveybody Startin Laughin
August Said "This Squad...Squad This Jordyn"
Than The Black Tall Nigga With Long Dreads Stood Up And Said "Damn Nigga Where You Find Her At"
"She Fell Outta Heaven Into My Arms" August Said While Lookin At Me In My Eyes
I Began To Blush As Dee Yelled "That Is The Corniest Shit I Eva Heard" And Began To Laugh
August Starts To Laugh And Said "Ight I Love All Yall Niggas But Its Time For Yall To Go Yall Ain't Gotta Leave But Yall Gots To Get The Fuck Outta Here"
Everybody Stood And Began To Leave
"Nice Meeting You" Dee Said As He Left Out
When Everybody Leaves
August Locks The Door
I Sat On The Couch As August Said "Sorry Bout That" As He Sat Next To Me"
"Its Okay They Were Funny" I Said
He Sat Closer And Said "Im Sleepy Ass Fuck But I Gotta Stay Up And Finish Layin This Track Down"
"Oh Well Let Me Leave Im Just Came To Bring You Some Food Thats All" I Said
"Nah Nah You Cool Don't Leave Stay With Me Keep Me Focused Can Ya Do That" He Said
"Yeah I Can" I Replied
Than He Sat Closer To Me And Said "Whats Up With Ya Home Gurl"
"I Don't Know August You The One Smashin Her" I Said
"Nigga I Smashed One Time And All Of The Sudden The Bitch Think Me And Her In A Serious Relationship" He Said
I Shook My Head And Said "Did You Give Her A Reason To Think That"
"Not At All Every Female I Fucks With I Let Em Know Whats Up I Tell Every Single One Of Em That's Its Just Sex" He Said
"Is It Always About The Sex" I Asked
"I Mean Yeah Most Of The Time It Is" He Said
"Even With Me" I Asked
"...Nah Not Ya...You About The Only Female I Enjoy Being Around Without Havin Sex" He Said
He Grabbed My Hand And Said "You Be Really Makin A Nigga Feel Some Typa Way"
I Smiled.
"And That Smile Tho... Every Time I See You Smile It Make Me Smile" He Said As A Smile Appeared On His Face
Than He Laid On The Couch And I Laid On His Chest
"Do Me A Favor" He Asked
"What" I Asked
"Don't Neva Switch Up On Me" He Said As He Place His Hand On My Back While I Continue Layin On Top Of His Chest
"I Won't...I Promise" I Said Softy
I Can't Explain It And Im Not Sure About What Im Feeling But All I Know Is It Feels So Damn Good And I Don't Know Where This Thing Is Goin Between Me And Him But I Know I Don't Want This To End
It Was Special To Me He Had A Way Of Making Me Smile,He Was Real, And He Didn't See Me As A Stripper Like Almost Everyone In My Life Did
He Saw More Than That In Me
Just Like I Didn't August As August Alsina The Famous
Singer
I Saw Him As Just Simply August The Cool Laid Back Nigga That Be Speaking Some Real Shit
We Ended Up Fallin Asleep Together In The Studio
I Woke Up 30 Minutes Later
"August Im Goin To Leave" I Said Wakin Him Up
"Don't Go" He Said While His Eyes Were Still Closed
I Laid My Head Back On His Chest And Went Back To Sleep
With His Arm Wrapped Around Me
It Was The Best Sleep I've Had In A While
The Next Morning I Woke Up To August Singin
He Was In The Booth Recording
I Stood Up Slowly When He Notice I Was Woke He Finished Up In The Booth
And Came Out And Walked To Me And Said "Gudmorni"
"Good Morning" I Said While Smiling
"Ya Want Me To Call And Get Ya Some Breakfast" He Asked
"No Thank You... Im Fine" I Said
"You Working Tonight" He Asked As Placed His Hands On My Waist
"Nah Im Off Why" I Asked While Smiling Lookin Up In His Face
"Im Having A House Warming Party Tonight Ya Boy Just Copped Hiself An Brand New Crib " He Said
"Congrats Of Course I'll Come Through" I Said
"You Gon Bring Me A Gift" He Said
I Laughed And Said "Yes I Bring You A Gift"
"And Not No Cheap Shit Either" He Said
I Giggled And Said "I Gotcha"
"The Party Gon Start 8" He Said
"I'll Be There....Na Get Back To Work" I Said
"Ight Don't Forget My Gift" He Said
"Im Not" I Said As I Gave Him A Hug
He Wrapped His Arms Around Me
"Ima Miss Ya" He Said
"Ima Miss You Too"I Replied
"Shit Its Crazy Cause I Don't Be Missin Nobody But I Be Missin The Shit Outta You" He Said
I Smiled And Asked "Not Even Kassie"
"Not Even Her" He Replied
It Was Good To Know That I Was Special To August
He Was Special To Me Too
He Was Nothing Like Dre
He Was Actually Everything That Dre Wasn't I Guess Thats Why Im Fallin So Damn Hard For August
I Left The Studio And On My Way Back To My Apartment
I Noticed That I Had 20 Miss Calls From 2 Different Unfamiliar Number
I Called Back The Last Number That Call Me
"Hello" A Female Answered
"Who This" I Asked
"Cierra Elijah's BabyMother" She Said
"Ok-ay What's Up" I Asked
"Elijah Locked Up And They Holding Him For A 690 Bond" She Said
"What? ....When? Why They Locked Him Up" I Asked
"Early This Morning...For Carrying An Gun Without Havin A Permit....Im Tryna Come Up With Money But I Just Got Fired From Work And All The Money We Had Elijah Had It On Him When He Got Arrested" She Said
"Im On My Way Bail Him Out Now" I Said
Than I Hung Up On Her
My Brotha Was Locked Up And He Ain't Even Call Me From Jail
He Had Too Much Pride Too Call And Ask Me For Help
But He Don't Realize That Sometimes Ya Gotta Swallow That Pride
Its Okay Having Pride But Having Too Much Pride Leave You Fucked Up In The End
Every Time My Brother Got His Ass In Some Trouble I Was Always There For Him
Like I Was Supposed To Be
I Went Over On Peachtrea And Bailed Him Out
A About A Hour Later The Finally Released Elijah
I Was Sitting In My Car Waiting When I Saw Elijah Opened The Passenger Side Door
He Got In And Said "I Was Gon Get The Money To Bail Me Myself Out"
"Well You Ain't Get It Fast Enough" I Said As He Closed The Door Back And Sat Back In The Seat And Said "If You Would've Gave Me A Little More I Would Have"
"Elijah Why Were You Carrying A Gun" I Asked
"You Know Why For Protection In These Streets" He Said
"Well Having Protection In These Streets Gon Have Yo Ass Locked Up For Good" I Said
"Please Don't Lecture Me Jordyn I Got Bigger Problems Than Going To Jail For A Little Bitch Ass Gun" He Said
"Bigger Problem?" I Questioned Him
"Yeah...All The Money I Had Them Pigs Took Talkin Bout They Holding It For Evidence..." He Said
"Yo Ass Coulda Been In Some Real Trouble And Tripping Ova A Few Dollars" I Said With A Confused Face
"Them Few Dollars About 3 Thousand Dollars And That 3 Thousand Wasn't Mine It Belongs A Nigga I Slang For" He Said
"3 Thousand Dollars" I Repeated
"Cash Money And If I Don't Come Up With That By Next Friday That Nigga Gon Put A Bullet In Me Forsure" Elijah Said
And I Started To Panic "A Bullet"
"Yeah This Nigga Don't Play About His Money" Elijah Said
"Oh My God.... Elijah You Serious Ain't You" I Asked
"Jordyn Im Dead Fuckin Serious" Elijah Said Lookin Me Dead In My Eyes
"So Okay 3 Thousand Dollar...I Got That In The Bank So Lets Just Go To Bank And Get It" I Said
"Nah Thats Yo Money For Modeling School I Know How Hard You Worked For That Money" He Said
"Elijah So What!! If You Need It I Will Give It To You! You Mean More To Me Than Any Amount Of Money In This World" I Said
"I Understand That...But I Won't Let You Give Me Yo School Money...Look Ima Handle It" He Said
"Elijah Just Take The Money Please" I Begged
"Nah... Drop It I Just Ima Handle It Ima Get The Money On My Own" He Said
When He Said That He Made Me Get Chills Up My Spine Cause Deep I Knew My Brother Was In Trouble
So I Keep Insisting Him Take The Money
But He Keep Turning It Down He Thought He Could Really Handle It
But Something Was Telling Me That He Couldn't
I Dropped Elijah Off At His Baby Moms Crib After He Assured Me He Would Be Good
Than I Finally Headed Home And As I Was Walking Into My Apartment Building
Meghan Was Walking Out Of The Apartment Building
"Meghan" I Said
"Jordyn??" She Said Like She Was Surprised To See Me Like She Didn't Know I Lived Here
"Where You Coming From" I Asked Curiously
"From Your Apartment I Was Looking For You Dre Told Me You Hadn't Came Home From Work Last Night" She Said
"I Did I Came Home From Work And Left Back Out....You Wasn't At Work Lastnight" I Said
"Yeah I Wasnt I Was Layed Up With My Boo Thang Last Night.. Where You Coming From " She Asked
"From Bailin Elijah Outta Jail" I Said While Shakin My Head
"Stop Playin" She Responded
"Girl Im So Serious...If It Ain't One Thang Its Anotha" I Said While Shaking My Head Again
"You Look Exhausted....You Working Tonight" She Asked
"Nah August Invited Me To His House Warming Party Tonight" I Said
"Jordyn Me And You We Been The Best Of Friends For 3 Years Straight" She Stated
"Yeah I Know That" I Said
"Thats Means If You Fuckin August You Can Tell Me" She Said
"Seriously?? Meghan If I Was Fuckin Him You Would Be The First Bitch To Know" I Said As I Frowned My Face
"I Hope You Right About That...I Gotta Go See You Around" She Said As She Walked Away From Me
In Meghan Head She Really Thought Her And August Was Together
I Loved Meghan To Death But I Don't Know Who She Thought She Was Checking Me About A Nigga That Ain't Even Hers
I Rolled My Eyes And Went Up To My Apartment
I Used My Key To Opened The Door
Dre Was Layin On The Couch With Only Draws
He Smiled At Me And Said "What's Up Stranger"
"Hey" I Said Softly
"What You Been At All Night" He Asked Me
"You Know I Really Could Ask You The Same Question" I Said
"I Was Around But You...You Was No Where Around" He Said
I Got Quiet
"You Changing On Me" Dre Said
Than All Of The Sudden I Got So Fuckin Angry He Had Some Nerves
"Im Changing" I Asked As I Frowned My Face
"Yeah You Changing" He Said
"Dre You The One Who's Changing Im Still That Same Bitch But You Ain't That Same Nigga No Mo" I Said Very Frustrated
"Im Still Here....Im Just Fed Up With Yo Shit" He Said
"Why Cause Im Out Tryna Make My Dreams Come True" I Yelled
"No Because Every Night You Run Down To That Stripp And Shake Yo Asss Instead Being At Home With Yo Man" He Yelled
"Being At Home With You Ain't Gon Get Me No Where!" I Yelled
"And Shakin Yo Ass Will!" He Asked
I Shook My Head And Said "Its A Damn Shame That Pole Down At Strip Club Has Been There More For Me Than You Have Been"
"Im Not Gon Support You Shaking Yo Ass" He Said
"And Im Not Gon Be In This With You Any Much Longer" I Said
"What That Means" He Asked
"Exactly Hows It Sounds You Should Start Looking For Somewhere Else To Stay" I Said
While Looking Hurt
He Quickly Stood Up And Said "What The Fuck You Just Say"
"I Can't....I Can't Do This Anymore" I Said
"Five Years You Telling Me I Wasted Five Years Of My Life" He Said
"You Know What I'll Just Move Out" I Said
As I Walk To My Bedroom And Grabbed A Suitcase
And Began Packing My Shit
Dre Comes In Behind Me And Grabs My Arms
"We Can Work It....Don't Give Up On Us" He Said
"No We Cant Dre..Get Your Hands Off Me" I Said As I Pulled Away From Me
Than He Push Me On The Floor
"Bitch You Think You About Leave Me" He Yelled
"Keep Yours Hands Off Me" I Warned Him Again While Still On The Floor
"Or What!" He Yelled As I Slowly Stood Back Up
Than He Pushed Me Again This Time A Little Harder
"I Already Ask You Too Keep Ya Hands Off Me! " I Yelled
And As Im Tryna Get Off The Floor This Nigga Slaps The Shitt Outta Me And Immediately Fell To The Floor Once Again
And The Only Thang Im Thinkin Is This Nigga Gots To Go
Im Not The Typa Of Bitch Thats Just Gon Let A Nigga Put Theirs Hands On Me
And I Wasn't Just Gon Lay There And Let Him Beat Me To Death I Was Determined To Fight Back
So I Yelled "Ahhhhh" And Charged At This Nigga Like A Bull With All My Strength Untill He's On The Floor Than I Quickly Made My Way To The Kitchen
It Is Never Okay To Let A Nigga Hit Any Female And Ima Strong Believer In That
I Grabbed The Biggest Knife I Could Find
As Dre Grabbed Me Once More
I Placed The Tip On The Knife By His Neck And Looked Him Right In His Eyes And Said "If Lay One More Finger On Me I Swear To God Nigga Ima Stab You Into You Bloody And Breathless Than Ima Wait For The Police To Come And Throw Them Cuffs On Me And Do The Time!"
"You Ain't Stupid" Dre Said Slowly Backing Away From Me
"Fuckin With A Low Life Ass Nigga Like You I Gotta Be Stupid.....You Got Exactly One Hour To Get All Yo Shit Out Of My Apartment" I Yelled
And What Yall Think The Nigga Did???
He Started Packing His Shit Up
After He Puts His Hands On Me I Realized That This Was The End For Me And Dre
I Just Couldn't Put Up With His Shit No More
I Had Officially Fell Out Of Love With Dre And What Eva We Had Is In The Past Now
I Lost All Respect For Em When He Laid His Hands On Me
The Only Time A Nigga Should Ever Laid His Hands On You Is When He's Making Good Love To You
Other Than That There's Is Absolutely No Reason Why A Nigga Should Hit A Female
Two Hours Later Dre Was Gone Along With All His Shit
And I Relationship Status Went From Complicated To Single As Fuck
And I Was Feeling Bittersweet
About It Honesty
I Slept That Whole Day Away Almost Untill About 8:30 Pm
I Got Up And Showered
And Slipped On Tight Short White Lace Dress,With Cheetah Print Tom Ford Stilettos Knee High Boots,And A Michael Kors All White Small Clutch
I Straighten My Hair Did My Make Up
Turned Around In My Full Length Mirror
And I Was Looking Amazing
As I Was Looking In My Mirror My Phone Rang
I Took My Phone Out Of My Clutch Purse
It Was August Callin
I Quickly Answered "Hello"
"Where You At" He Asked
"Im Leaving Out Now" I Said
"I Just Texted You The Address.... And Hurry Up Ya Late" He Teased
"Im On My Way Now" I Replied While Blushing
"Im Waiting On Ya" He Responded
"Well I Wont Have You Waiting To Long Bye Bye" I Replied
Than I Hung Up
Grabbed My Keys And Headed Out To August New Crib
I Stopped And Got Him A Bottle Of Moet Since I Didn't Have Time To Get Him A Real Gift
I Pulled Up At His Crib And Its A Thousand Cars Parked In Front Of His
After 20 Minutes Searching For Somewhere To Finally Park
I Walk Up To This Huge Ass House
It Was A Mini Mansion That Made My Apartment Look Itty Bitty Compare To This
I Rang The Door Bell And Dee Opened The Door
I Smiled And Said "Hi"
"I Forgot Ya Name But I Remember Ya Looks" He Said
"Jordyn" I Said
"Jordyn I Won't Forget Again" He Said As He Opened The Door
I Walked In
It Was Packed The Music Was Loud
I Was Looking Around For August But I Couldn't Find Him
Than Someone Came From Behind And Placed Their Hands Over My Eyes
"Guess Who" I Heard August Voice Say
"Mr.Alsina" I Said Slowly
"I Love It When You Say That Shit" He Said As He Took His Hands From Over My Eyes
I Turned Around And Said "I Bought Moet"
He Smiled And Said "For Me?? You Shouldn't Have Thank Ya" As I Handed Him The Bottle Of Moet
"You Welcome" I Said While
Smiling
"You Killin Em With Them Cheetah Boota" He Said
"You Like Em" I Asked
"I Love Em" He Said As Kassie Walked Over To Us
She Was Wearing And All Black Short Sleeveless Dress With Black Heels
She Smiled And Said "Hi...Again"
"Hi" I Said
I Didn't Even Know She Would Be Here But Why Wouldn't She She Is August's Girlfriend
It Starts To Get Very Awkward Until Finally August Said "Come On Let Me Give You A Tour"
"Im Dying Too See The Rest Of The House Its Really Beautiful" I Said
"I Helped Him Picked It Out...I Thought It Would Be A Nice House To Start A Family In" Kassie Said
"Family Are You Pregnant" I Asked Her
"Hell Nah" August Said
Kassie Looked At August And Shook Her Head And Walked Off Angrily
"Ain't You Gon Go After Her" I Asked Him
"I Would But That's Getting Kinda Old She Gon Be Ight Come On Lemme Give You This Tour" He Said As He Grabbed My Hand
And Lead Me Upstairs
He Showed Me All 12 Bedrooms And 3 Bathrooms
And Finally He Showed Me His Bedroom
He Opened The Door And Said "This The Master Room"
It Was Huged He Had All White Carpet In It
And A Super King Size Bed And 65 Inch Flat Screen On The Wall Facin His Bed
His Own Full Bathroom With A Walk In Shower
It Was Beyond Nice
I Sat On His Bed And Said "Its Actually Comfortable"
He Laid On The Bed Next To Me And Said "Yea It Is"
Than He Pulled Me Down Next To Him
And We Both Get Caught Up In Each Other Eyes
And Without Even Thinking I Said "Kiss Me" So Softly
Than He Kissed Me Passionately And It Felt So Good And It Felt So Right
Always Wondered If August Was A Good Kisser Or Nah
Well He Was The Best Kisser Ever
After We Stop Kissin He Said "You Don't Even Know How Bad I Wanted To Do Though"
"How Bad" I Asked While Staring In His Eyes
"So Fuckin Bad" He Said
I Giggled A Little
But Than He Unexpectedly Kissed Me Again
And As Were Kissing I Heard Meghan Voice Say "Jordyn? "
Immediately Hopped Up And So Did August
"Meghan" I Said Looking Surprised
Than Dee Walks In And Said "August They Need You Downstairs"
August Stood Up And Said "I'll Be Right Back"
Than He Leaves With Dee
Leaving Only Me And Meghan Alone
"You Little Lyin Ass Bitch" Meghan Said
"Lyin? No No No Baby I Never Lied About Anything" I Said As Stood Up
"You Been Sneakin Around With August For The Longest And You Knew How I Felt About Him" She Said
"Yeah I Know You Felt That He Was A Walking Bank To Accommodate All Of Your Needs...You Wanted Him Cause Of His Money" I Said
She Shook Her Head And Said "Its So Good To Know Who Your Real Friends Are I Ain't Even Mad At Ya Jordyn Im Not Cause I Got The Last Laugh Anyways....And By The Way Were No Longer Friends "
"I'll Still Sleep Fine At Night" I Said
And As Meghan Turns Around And Starts Walking To The Door She Stops And Turns Back Around And Looks At Me And Says
"And Oh Yeah You Know That Bra You Found In Your Bathroom It Was Mines I Been Fucking Dre Non Stop For About A Year Now By The Way"