No Love (Completed)

Chapter Seven-Addicted

I Understand That August Wasn't My Man And I Understand That August Wasn't The Type Of Nigga That Could Settle Down With One Female

He Was Handsome,Had Money, Had Sex Appeal,Tatted Up, And He Was Real

So Of Course Bitches Was Gon Be All His Dick And I Get That I Do

I Just Don't Get How I Can Have Feelings For A Nigga That Made It Clear That He Ain't Tryna Be With Me

My Feelings Was Real For Him I Mean Don't Get Me Wrong The Sex That We Was Having Amazing No Doubt About It But It Was More To Me Than Just Sex And Just Havin A Good Time

I Wanted Him To Be Mines And I Was Fallin For Him So Bad And The Fucked Up Part About Is That I Didn't Even Mean To Catch Feelings For Him

But It Happened And Now I Don't Know What I Should Do

I Needed To Get My Mind Right I Had To Step Away From August For A Minute And Take A Deep  Breath And Get Back To My Life

Thats Why I Haven't Talked To August In One Whole Week I Been Ignoring His Calls And Stayin Busy Tryna Keep His Ass Off My Mind

I Was Fallin Too Deep For Him But You Would Too If You Was Me In My Shoes

I Don't Want To Be The Girl Cryin And Cryin Over A Nigga That Don't Want Her

I Won't Be That Girl..I Wanted To Be The Girl That August Wanted To Be With No Matter What

But I Wasn't Gon Force Him Or Any Other Nigga To Be With Me

Im Not Gon Do That

So I Stepped Away For August For A While

And Me And Chase Started Working He Had Me Doing Back To Back Doing Photo Shoots And Was Setting Up Meetings And Having Me Meet All Kinds Of People

Chase Was Really A Nice Guy

And He Has Been Nothing But And True Gentlemen To Me

It Was A Friday Night And I Was Hosting A Huge Party Tonight At The Velvet Room

I Was At Home Just Coming Home From C'amarya Ultrasound We Were Supposed To Find Out The Sex Of The Baby But The Baby Wouldn't Open Its Legs Its Was A Such A Little Stubborn Thang So I Assumed It Was A Beautiful Little Girl Since It Was So Stubborn Like Most Women

"I Can't Believe We Just Wasted Our Time" C'amarya Said As She Sat On The Couch With Her Hands On Her Stomach

"We Didn't Waste Our Time We Went To Make Sure The Baby Was Okay" I Said

"We Still Don't Know If Im Having A Boy Or Girl.. Now We Have To Put The Baby Shower On Hold" She Said

"We Are Still Having A Baby Shower A Unisex Baby Shower" I Said

"Im Just So Sick Of Being Pregnant I Just Want It All To Be Over With Im Only 16…I Can't Do This By Myself " She Said

" Hello Am I Not Here With You" I Asked

"Yes But You Shouldn't Have To Take Care Of This Baby Its Not Yours" She Said

"It Is Mines…Its My Niece Or Nephew" I Said

"Jordyn…Im Serious I Don't Wanna Have This Baby I Have Dreams After School Next Year I Wanna Be In College Doing Something With My Life Not At Home Being A Single Mother"She Expressed

"C'amarya You Should've Thought About That Before Opened Yo Legs" I Said

"I Didn't Have A Choice" She Mumble

"What? " I Asked

"Nothing…What Time You Leaving Tonight" She Asked

"Like Seven It Supposed To Be A Huge Party" I Said