No Love (Completed)

Chapter Nine-Rider

All This Drama Was Bringing My Spirit Down

I Needed A Breath Of Air And I Knew Exactly Where To Get It From

August Alsina

Me And My Baby Was At His Crib Watching Movies All Night Love

Leave To August To Make Me Feel Better

It Seems Like Only God And Him Can Make Feel Better When Im Down

We Was Layed Up Under The Covers Watchin Set It Off August Had His Shirt Off

And I Was Laying On His Chest Falling Asleep While He Was  Watchin The Movie

We Ain't Even Had Sex We Was Just Really Boo'ed Up

Until His Phone Rang And He Answered It

When I Heard Her Say Hello

I Got Off His Chest And Sat Up On The Bed

"Wassup" He Said To The Other Bitch On The Phone

While Im Sitting Thinking "Could You Be Any More Disrespectful"

As He Continued Talking To The Bitch I Got Up And Started Putting My Shit Back On

And As I Was Putting My Jeans Back On

He Hung Up On Ol Girl Quick As Fuck

"Here You Go…Trippin" He Said

"Na.. Here You Go…On This Otha Shit" I Said Putting My Shoes On

"Im Not Gon Keep Chasing You Every Time You Get Mad And Walk Out..Im Not" He Said

"I Neva Asked You Too" I Said With Attitude

"Shitt.. Deuces" He Said

He Said As He Got Up And Threw My Jacket Hard As Hell At Me And Said "Get The Fuck On Then"

I Stood Up In His Face And Said "Im Not Them Thirsty Bitches You Use Watch How You Talkin To Me"

"And Im Not Them Weak Sucka Ass Niggas You Use To……Every Night Its The Same Shit With You" He Said

"Its Only The Same Shit Because You Always Doing The Same Shit….So Ima Leave You With Ya Hoes" I Said

As I Pushed Him Back

I Rolled My Eyes And Left

When I Got Out To My Car August Followed Me All The Way Outside

He Pushed Me Against My Car And Kissed Me

And I Was Hypnotize Back In His Life

After He Finished Kissing Me And Took Me By Arm

To His All Black 96 Chevrolet Impala Ss With The Tented Windows

He Hopped In The Drivers Side …I Hopped In The Front Seat

No Questioned Asked

I Was Down To Ride For Him I Don't Give A Fuck What Anybody Say

When I Said I Got Him I Meant It

Even Though He Bee Havin Pissed He Still Could My Mind To Peace At The Same Time

We Would Always Argue And Than The Next Minute We Would Be Boo'ed Up Again

He Makes My Blood Boil…But He Also Makes My Heart Sing

I Just Couldn't Stay Away From Him And As Much Shit As He Talked He Couldn't Let Me Go

Cause Every Time I Stormed Out He Comes Right After Me And Kisses Me And Than We Be Back Good

August Was My Type And He Was What I Wanted And I Got Em Feelin The Same Way About Me

Something Keep Pulling Us Back Together

And The Fucked Up Apart About It Was That We Wasn't Even Together But We Keep Breaking Up

And I Know It Dont Make Sense And I Know That But Its Just What It Was

We Fuck, Argue,Cuddle Up, Have Deep Conversations,Than Argue Again,Than We Ride Out Together

As We Were Riding Through Atlanta

He Said "You Needa Stop Trippin So Much"

"Stop Fuckin With Them Hoes And I Will" I Said

"Would You Rather I Lie To You.....Im Honest About The Hit That I Do Unlike Most Of These Niggas" He Said

"Just Cause You Honest Doesn't Make It Right...  You Can't Have Me And Them Hoes" I Said

"I Ain't Tryna Too... I Got You.…Im Just Fuckin Them" He Said

"And You Think Thats Cute" I Asked

"Man We Ain't Even Together..So Does It Matta Who Im Fuckin" He Said

"Take Me Home" I Said As I Folded Arms And Rolled My Eyes

"Na You Wanna Go Home" He Said

I Ain't Say Shit To Him Just Wanted To Go Home He Irritated Me Enough For The Night

"You Ain't Talking To Me Now" He Asked

And I Was Still Quiet

Than He Said "Come Herre" He Said

I Turned My Head Out Towards The Window 

Than He Grabbed Me My Arm And Pulled Me Closer To Him As He Continued Driving

"I Said Come Here" He Said

He Laid My Head On His Shoulder And Said "I Know Im Alot To Put Up With…But Just Know You The Only Woman Besides My Mama That Can" .

Than He Said "We Been At It For A While...And Know You Want Me To Ya Self…I Want That Too."

"You Don't Act Like It" I Replied

"I Do..…I Want Ya Jordyn Just As Bad As You Want…But Im Not Able To Give You All Of Me Right Now..Im On The Road All The Time,And Working... I Barely Got Time For Myself..You Deserve Better Than A Nigga Like Me"He Said

"I Do Thoo...But Lucky For You... I Don't Want Nobody But You" I Said

He Smiled And Said "I Love Ya Gurl"

He Dropped The L Word On Me And I Couldn't Believe

I Never Thought He Was The "I Love You" Type Nigga

"What Did You Just Say" I Said Making Sure I Heard Him Right

"I Love Ya" He Said

And Than My Poor Heart Started Pumping Faster

As I Slowly Replied "I Love You Baby"

Like This Nigga Said He Love Me

He Love Me

And I Love Him Too

Thats Why Ima Always Hold Em Down No Matta What

Cause When I Love…I Love Hard

I Love Someone The Way That I Want To Be Loved Unconditionally

Say Im Stupid…Say Im Dumb... Say Whatever You Wanna Say About Me

But At The End Of Day

Im Just A Woman

And Women…We Are Very Emotional Humans

And Whether You Admit Or Not We All Had That One Nigga We Keep Going Back To Even Though We Knew In Our Hearts That The Nigga Would Neva Really Change

And August Was That One Nigga I Kept Coming Back Too...

I Knew He Was Hoe…But I Still Keep Running My Yellow Ass Back To Him Because In My Mind I Think He Could Actually Change

Thats What I Thought