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welcome
lonely
him
hate life
the right people
the new girl
she's back
the letter
cry
i'm done
nobody knows
if only she never came back
to him
asshole
somebody to love
life sucks
do i miss you?
what should i do?
why is suicide an option?
i am in pain too
you are gone
another one, gone
how can i help?
can i scream?
do i feel happy?
the dark depths of my mind.
im not as bright as you think
sickness
what if we actually did something?
childhood
alone
unaware
four special people
wow. just wow
just don't
the final breath
appreciation
linger
confusion
all a blur
make things right
i don't know
1000
before 11
alone again
im constantly a rebound
lies
1 week
*woah*
u hurt me
im done crying over u
animals
you're gone
why?
i can't deal with it
cut up
i don't
i can't help u
still friends
welcome and goodbye
stop
idc
pain
a message to you
i can't breathe
i love you
play
sick
explain
summer
what next
drugs
dead
you were just a waste of time
i'd give everything
empty
i can't handle happiness
expectations
it's so dark in here
there is only so much happiness to go around
you shouldn't care
second chance?
soulmate
bridge
roam the world
voice
nightmare
second
strangle
its not about you
answer
childcare
why?
ocean
panic
end of an era
100
lock and key
myself
getting over you
weight
espaƱa
used
next wednesday
yeeyee
black
arranged love
you never liked me
climate
outside
soulmate 2
first day back
ring ring
concern
its all over
stop
to that boy
pussy
overflowing
given up
love
conclusion
bye
dreams
what i see
breathing
them
care
wasted time
madness
clouded
no point in falling in love
smiles + joy
flow of the thoughts
you destroyed it
cold
talk
you must be an angel
history
it's you
nothing is ok
happy = sad
understand
promise me
telling them
here's to summer 2019.
trust
remember me?
emptiness
night fever
?
junk
happy birthday

birthday

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By svptxmber

here it comes again,
my birthday.

i hate my birthday.
always probably will.

all everyone asks me is what i'm doing,
and when i say nothing it's a big thing.

does anyone care that it's my birthday?
no.

nobody will even be at my house in my birthday apart from myself.
my mother,
completely different country.
my dad,
work.
my brother,
somewhere.
everyone else,
busy.

oh well,
only a few years left.

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